Wednesday, March 17, 2010

What I Got

SPM results came out last Thursday and I can honestly say that 11th March 2010 was the most nerve-racking, scariest, stressful day of my life. No lie. Results day is worse than the actual exam, as stress and anxiety levels go.

Funny thing is, before the day arrived, I didn't feel much of anything really. No dreams of exam slips, no premonitions, no huge loss of appetite, no sleepless nights. When Hani asked Dayah and I whether we could sleep the night before and we were both like "Yeah, why not?", oblivious to the fact that everyone else slept at like 3, worrying. Except us. Hmm.

But when the day arrived, MY GOD the butterflies in my stomach were growing, mating and producing more little butterflies until I nearly threw up from too many butterflies. But I didn't, of course. 'Cuz I'm cool like dat.





So anyway.



I, Nadia Amirah, SPM Candidate of 2009 have passed said examination with an overall result of
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8A's and 1B
:D :D :D

Which is way better than what I expected because I remember my AddMaths, Physics and Sejarah paper being complete bitches. Or maybe I was the idiot for not studying hard enough. No la, I still blame the papers for being too tough. Yes, denial.

So anyway, imagine my shock. Or syok. Hehehehehehehe. But yeah, with Bio being a big bummer, I did not get straight A's which would have been THE ultimate kicker. But its okay, all's good because 8A's is pretty damn good for me :)




Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Life so far

In the space of two weeks, I have :

1) Been taken advantage of
2) Finally learned the hard way that not everybody is what they seem
3) Found and renewed contact with an estranged cousin
4) Ironed my clothes which have been abandoned for a month
5) Ripped most of my CD's into my music library
6) Read 3 books

and in a few days time, I will see if the amount of effort I put into my studies has managed to pay off or not.

"Time you enjoy wasting is time not wasted" - John Lennon

Monday, March 8, 2010

In one night

I'm kinda worried about myself. My subconscious is going haywire and who's to say that my conscious self is so healthy?

Anyway, I was having a really restless night and my slumber wasn't the most peaceful of slumbers. I had this mash-up of dreams, of which I am able to recall only fragments of it. I dreamt of :

1) Oranges packed in a box
2) Myself wearing a pair of high-tops with no laces on, so whenever I tried to walk, the shoes would slip off.
3) My old gymnastics teacher, who was insanely hot in the dream
4) A windmill
5) I had a pair of really hot panties and I couldn't figure out what to do with them
6) A cannon.


This is a night's worth of dreams, might I add. ONE night.
Any dream interpreters reading this? Come forward and do me a favor please.