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SPM Bahasa Malaysia Kertas I

A tip about what's coming out was given almost 4 weeks ago. With the FOGGING , fnyamuk aedes and demam denggi happening.

An essay came out about it. LoL.

That's all.

4 down, 6 to go! 5 days of exams left! 2 weeks left!

Guy 1: *being pissed cause of the many mistakes he did in chemistry* die la... did so many mistakes.

Guy 2: *being the smart guy* aiyah... what's done is done la

Guy 1: *being pissed at the remark* i go bang your mother then what's done is done la.

Guy 2: *renders speechless*

*everyone started laughing*

ahhh... typical penang frees... lol

that's all i guess. =P

Well... With trials just around the corner, you can definitely say i am studying. at least i am trying? that's good enough right? And the least i could do right now would be to bring you guys a simple short update.

So... The story goes like this.

Justin was happily reading about history on the Civilizations of Greek, Romans, Egyptians, Indus[Indians?] and Chinese.

When this part about 'falsafah' also known as philosophy in english in case you people don't understand.

and i come to notice.

that in their time. they were just thinkers! yes! you read it. THINKERS.

it means they just sit down and think about things and things and they just keep thinking? about rasional ways and bla bla bla. but the bottom line is. they think! *darn... they sure do have lots of time to just sit and loaf and think* but but the thing is. look at them now! people like Herodotus? they just think about something which made them philosophers and and maybe write something or two. and they get their NAMES on HISTORY! and we of ALL people have to study them! no i'm not letting out my frustration in studying history from malaysian context. i actually find it amusing BUT not fun. and what i'm having in mind here.

well... they think, they write, their name gets written down in history YEARS AND YEARS later!

so... i think, i write, my name gets written down in history YEARS AND YEARS later?

well... now wouldn't you want that to happen!?

so i'm writing this now. and the future people would be seeing it and they shall read about the great justin in the time of the 20th century or was it 21st? but he was born in 1991? well... if i'm writing it down. where's my thinking?! well.. here it is! whether my name will get written down in history books or not. that's my philosophy. and that makes me a philosopher now!

justin the philosopher.

now that's better. and and on to the next part.

remember how people created theories? and they get remembered in science books?

like like that Mr. Albert with his e=mc² formula.

and and that Mr. Gravity guy?

what they all have in common? well... they found a THEORY!

so here's my theory.

*which i leaked out to a few people already. but hey! everyone gotta have at least one or two they can trust and tell first hand stuff right? okayyy... maybe not.... well too bad for you!*

here it comes!

Girls Are Bad And Guys Are Worse.

Why girls are bad?

well... that's simple! cause in sex-linked inheritance, GIRLS are the carrier of all those diseases. and MOTHERS will INFECT the poor SON with it. while FATHERS/DADS won't INFECT it to their DAUGHTERS! therefore. GIRLS ARE BAD in this sense.

*INTERPOL shall not have rights that i'm convicted with the next statement. its based on facts and facts*
Queen Victoria passed on haemophilia to almost the whole family! she ended the Russian royal blood line. what more?

Queen Elisabeth II or something like that, the current queen is a haemophilia carrier. GUESS WHAT? prince harry and his 2 other brothers are not. that's rather a good thing.

and why guys are worse? cause guys are the ones that gets all these diseases!!!

well... although haemophilic girls CAN'T live at all... cause well... when they reach puberty maybe. and that little uterus lining thing gets sloth off. they'd bleed to death from their thing situated down there? hehehe?

AND DARNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

i shall stop this nonsense at once. yes. studies are getting to me!

GAHHHHHHHHHH!

till next time readers!

I honestly think that one's blog shouldn't ever be deleted... it just contains too much to be deleted...

Have you ever looked back on your older posts?

You should! You'll get a good laugh!

And mine?

i'm laughing alright...

How young, immature i was...

And i've got to go.

stomach hurts from all those... laughing?

LoL!

Till The Next Post!

Yes... I'm back... There was lots and lots of stuff that i wanted to blog about.

But due to unforeseen circumstances that my hard disk crashed, i've decided strongly against blogging about it.

Yes. I missed lots of events that i could blog about. such as weekends, outings, birthdays? and lots more...

And no... my old hard disk is no longer alive. well... maybe la...

lost my 5 GB worth of songs, games(doesn't matter at all actually), and most importantly. pictures.

pictures of me, me again and me again and me again and not forgetting you guys out there. yes. its all lost in that hard disk of mine that crashed. i mean... yeah of course that memories are not lost. but pictures makes those memories all the more better? nicer? sweeter? oh i don't know...

And i should stop this pointless talk about what happened to that pointless hard disk of mine...

and to you all out there...

sorry. for everything that should have appeared in my blog which didn't? or something like that...

and NO. a big NO to YOU and YOU and YOU that i will reply any tags on my tagboard... hehehe?

that's all for now.

[Note: this post is subjected to generally everyone and not per individual. so don't go having wild imaginations, dumb boobs!]

Heck. i should be studying now. but it never hurts to update my blog.

*EDIT: Don't read this post. its meaninglessly a waste of time. LOL!*

First off...

Tagboard Replies.

Before i start. sorry to you people. didn't realized i left my blog alone for so long and the tags just kinda piled up?> lol i'll start where i left off.

It was NOT TO LONG ago.

Notice the NOT TO LONG ago?

Well if you don't. You do now.

ok shut up. let me continue.



It was NOT TO LONG ago...

when i was standard 6.


when i was cute, short and fat. yes fat. you all remember me. =)



when i was form 1. form 1 wasn't any different tho.

and then comes the time when i'm form 2.







no i wasn't crying. oh fineee... have this other picture then.





















when i was vain as in vain in picture terms.





















when i was form 3
























when the others was in form 3.
just look at us. =)

















when i was form 4.



















look at us last year. nicole whom i met in form 2. joyce whom i met in standard 6.

























and she's so lucky. as in seriously. SHE'S SO LUCKY! hahaha. i'm sorry. moving on.
















then me and sam. who could ever forget those times in my bro's car with sam and sarah?
Ps. Don't mind the shirtless, super hot, super good looking, guy named justin. =)

























and i like my retarded post in this pic. but of course you people out there are gonna say things.
but what am i supposed to say? who knew? who'd know?

















and finally. form 5.
the knight in cheap metal? *BEEP* WRONG
its the oh-so-good-looking-super hot-super cute- i should stop here shouldn't i?


























isn't it just...what's the word? i started out in fireBRANDS when i was standard 6 hoping wishing i would grow up and it just happened so fast.

i'm sorry for this flashback. was washing the dishes just now and i kept thinking about the past.

well... got to go now. might post more. before i end. i was listening to mae. and had them mae pictures. so yeah. gave the green light for my creativity to flow.

Spend my afternoon thinking and thinking and noticed the very little things that i didn't notice last time and sometimes shouldn't notice cause its pointless. lol.

anyways. went for baskie at 7. bla bla bla. came back. online to check some things out. and just had to reply your tags. lol.

Let's Take A Step Back Into The Past. Not that back into the past la actually.


The last i've updated was about after my exams. so yeah. let's start from there. If i can remember with this lazy brain of mine.

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ok. with heavy consideration. i've decide to let the pictures do the talking. =)

*EDIT* I apologize for the weird spacings in between pics and stuff. let's just put it as i suck at picture blogging. hahaha

A crazy fun time of

me wearing baju kurung(i was an mgs-ian). =P
























Me being the statue of liberty. its too bad i blinked. AGAIN. ugh!!!
Ps. sharon, you left your leg out. hahaha!




















me being the 'knight in cheap aluminium'.

love this pic. =)




















being crazy and having fun?

















me snapping pictures of people? lol
















2 guys having fun intimate time with each other while the other one texts his other half? oh i don't know. Ps. It's not true by the way. XD














that pretty much did a very bad job of summing up my one week of practice. sorry. well. you can check out blog of others. =)

then came the concert itself.

Group picture after the whole thing. love them. =)













me. don't mind the facial expression. XD
















Me and Andrew 'the goth' chan























the oh-so-very complicated family tree.

Yan: my sister
Nicole : my aunty
Joyce: my aunty/sharon's mum
sharon: joyce's daughter/ my cousin












the other pictures i have of me is ugly or coughtconfidential/privatecough. so yeah. i shall end my rebels for christ update here.

*getting lazier to update*

erm... after that was worship team retreat up to Bethel House of Prayer in Penang hill

it was. great.

tried on song composing. which i did composed a song. but i still think its rather incomplete. ahhh... well. its my 1st time. so look out ya'll! more songs are yet to come. i think. i hope. hehehe.

it was song composing and service about worship. while the night was. a fun spoiled games of mafia. the next morning woke up around 545-6? when outside to watch the sunrise. it was nice. =) don't have any pictures as the pictures that i took is still in sharon's phone.

but i guess. sometimes some things were meant to be kept as memories in yourself and are not the be captured as photographs.

'sometimes people try so hard to capture that moment in a photo that they did not enjoy it in the end' - Justin Loh. =P


after that. it was back to school. and i got my results. finished up my moral folio.

Friday night. right.

after my physics tuition. came home. went out with ivan. he drove la. sat down in his car just talked? was supposed to mamak. went and fetch nicole after that. and BAM. some dumb lady. had to do some dumb move. ugh... i saw the whole freaking thing. freaking freak of a lady. car coming straight dare turn out. some more say didn't see us. but to be the nice guy. i guess it was just a blind spot? can't argue much. like ivan said. 'what she did and what she saw we will never know'. it was something like that la. that's pretty much it about of accidents and of people worrying. =) sharon i'm sorry? will try to not give you a scare again. heheh

and yesterday. was Pajamas Night in youth.

Leroy and Sarah. both of you did a great job! after a tiring night of clearing up. we went for supper. got home. and the rest was just...

broke a record! right? righttttt? hahaha.

i'll end my update here. sorry if its dull. its always dull actually. lol. so yeah.

till my next boring update. enjoy yourself with this boring one. =)

Well. This Is Not Going To Be An Update About The Concert. As you all are there(at the concert). and i'm still waiting for a certain 'somebody' to send me pictures of me. yes somebody. you know who you are!

oh well. on to my post.

Some say Over Thinking also known as Thinking Alot is bad.

While some say Over Thinking also known as Thinking Alot is good.

At least that's what they say.

well me? i've always been the one over thinking about things. and i must say. its bad. thinking is enough. there's no need to over think about things.

so. well. i've been waking up at 7 am in the morning every morning and just to puke out what i ate last night since friday morning. yes i did. its hell i tell you. for a guy to be having a stomach more sensitive and weaker than a girl(no i'm not insulting you girls). of course there's some of you who would say justin's a girl. i'm just gonna smile at that statement. *smiles*

so well. now that you readers have a lil bit of information about what's been happening to me. i'll go on to what i wanna say next.

well woke up. At 7. It's stated up there. are you dumb or are you dumb? threw up real bad. ate hokkien mee for supper? hahaha. so well. i can't eat spicy food till my stomach settle downs i think. and well. finished PS I Love You(movie mind you). and it was a good movie! then got a short lecture from my mum. not exactly a lecture. she just asked my plans for the weekend la. which suddenly triggered this thought in me. I don't know whether it was God or not. i started thinking.

have i been going for church activities with the right intention? with the right mind set? what was my purpose of going? was it for God? or was it for something else? friends maybe? for someone maybe? i don't know. call me some wanna-be-holy or whatever. you can stop reading if you want.

now. you will be used as general. you will now include me you and everyone else.

so. have you been going for church activities with the right intention? what was your purpose of going? what was your purpose of serving? was it for duty? and of course the list goes on and on and on. but i'm starting to think that its not fair for God if our intentions were wrong and for something else. i must admit myself. i haven't been putting God in my mind while going to church and serving. what replaced God was friends , duty , my interest in playing and not forgetting someone. i have been neglecting God.

let's just imagine this situation. its your birthday. and you invited lots and lots of people for your party. you prepared food , instruments of entertainment and etc. and you didn't even ask them to pay for it. and they come to your birthday party for another purpose. wasn't for you even tho its your special day. it was for their friends , a cool place to hang out , free booze maybe? and whatever you could think off. and you didn't ask for their money. you didn't ask for presents from them. you didn't ask them to give up their important things like toys , computer , girlfriend maybe? all you wanted was their time. their attention? and that they can't even give you. would you like that? i wouldn't. so yeah. it got me thinking. and over thinking. and still thinking.

so yeah. i was partly thinking about this. thought i'd share it with you readers. no offense if i did offended anyone.

anyway. i'll update about my life in the next post. so yeah. till next time.

PS this is my 321st post.

With everyone going Cook Cook Cook!

i shall join in the fun.

Well. My brother got me hooked to one of his song.

Always Be My Baby.

Covered Mariah Carey. And i must say its one good cover!

Anyways. On to my update.

EXAMS ARE OVER! OVER I TELL YOU!

And well. brother is back to kl. shucks.

and and. just a short update on the past few weeks.

last last week. my bro's best friend was back. most of you wouldn't know who he is. Simon Phoon.

hung out with him on tuesday only. went and watch IronMan. which reminds me. i have some story telling to tell someone. and it rawked! well if your a fan of those action type of movie. and i must also add that its the best superhero movie so far.

saturday was youth as usual. erm. supper was at farlim i think. and sunday. right. err... church?

then then last week. was the gastric week. where the term 'living hell' comes in. so i might actually screw my papers for the second week. but exams are over now. oh well. then came saturday. ahh. went gurney for andria's party. and had what you and i call embarrassing moments. even before i reach gurney itself. lol. my friend. ivan ng. happily couldn't make it. eish. but all in all. it was fun la the party. perhaps it wouldn't be that fun if he came. la la la. hahaha. XD

reach at 2? then bla bla bla. 3.30 me and sharon had to leave for church for dance practice. so yeah. a sorry to the birthday girl andria? and the rest was history. just kidding. hahaha. it was youth lo.

sunday. committee meeting. my first one? then captain ball / frisbee / american football at youth park. it was the best american football so far. that's cause. well. we had americans playing with us! it was cool! they were the real thing i tell you. met John. and John joined us in playing touch football. hehehe. and well. i hurt my finger. my left ring finger to be exact. okok. don't stare me down again. heheh. its kinda private? so yeah. putting that aside. it was ok.

monday. wesak? no! dance practice and drama practice. it was yet another fun time. with the *laugh out louds* like a bozo head.

then yesterday. dance practice. yet another one? hahaha.

so yeah. that kinda sums up my weeks. sorry for the lack of informations. i was never good with this kinda stuff. XD

so yeah. that's all.















well. just wanna share this pic. the memories of leadership retreat. the whole bunch. well. mainly actually. don't you think i look like gerald in this picture? hahaha

As you guys/girls can see. changed my template.

Still not satisfied yet. but this will do for the moment. so yeah. bear with me. drop your thoughts!

*EDIT*

Yan said my blog looked emo. so

Black Blackground => Brown One?

Picture Removed.

It looks rather plain and dull maybe? but ahh. simplicity is what i want.

so yeah. drop your thoughts again. =)

Death. Everything Everyone Faces. None Escapes It. Except For A Few.

Why death? well it happens every single second?

but mainly cause. i feel like killing myself so badly at times. not for what i did. but for what i'm going through.

my freaking stomach is so so so so so so freaking killing me!!!!! UGHHHHHHH!

imagine unbearable intolerable unendurable pain. pain of gastric juices eating up the very walls of your stomach. the pain caused from hydrochloric acid with pH level of 2.0 digesting. wait more like corroding the food that you eat in just less than 2 hours then continue on its process to corrode the very walls of my stomach.

don't imagine the pain. cause you can't. fine i might exaggerate a lil too much.

but imagine waking up at 4.45 in the morning walking around trying to find food with unbearable intolerable unendurable pain. not only it physically effects me but mentally too.

exams were good the 1st week. came the 2nd week it started getting bad. and now the 3rd week. just screw it. and i know i said i'll try my best for my exams. i'd not give up. but this. this is just too much for me to handle. unable to concentrate in exams with the excessive pain. it's killing me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

going to the doctor. let's just hope its not stomach ulcer or worse. stomach cancer. =S

anyways. sorry for my random and not-making-any-sense rants.

Pre Mid-term Stress.

chemistry and history is over i tell you.

anyways. i'll update bout exams after exams aight?

and and. tried to change my blog template but couldn't find/make a suitable one. so forget bout it la.

in the end i ended up changing the title[which i should have done a long long time ago]

and i can't think of anything better. so yeah. its a lil lame. but do drop your ideas. =)

signing out

Well. I had no reason to update till. well. i watched Britain's Got Talent

And Daym. I'll just let the videos do the talking all right?



this is connie. she's 6. though i'd shared.




George The 'streetdancer' his 13 in this video. and he got sick moves. [Look at simon's face. its priceless]

and this is this year's BGT



George again. Even SICKER




Charlie.



and andrew.

just watch all of them. i actually wanted to update bout the dancer. but well. i think the others are worth telling so. yeah.

Ps. a very short and lazy update. sry.

Allow me to say it agian.

Damn. Britain's Got Talent.

Ok. Slept around 1 am and woke up at 7 am. wtf right?

I'm guessing its the LARGE ice blended mocha sumone stuffed into me last night tho. hahaha

but it was worth it? i suppose?

oh well. its 10am just so you know.

and since its been so so long since i last updated bout my life. i shall give you guys a bonus.



Triple Challenge just ended yesterday.

It's too bad we lost by a goal point difference. but hey. we had FUN.

even tho there was a lot of mishaps going on. you guys gotta agree it was FUN FUN FUN.

and if there's one next year. i don't mind playing captain ball again with my team again.

and might i add something which i really hope it doesn't offend anyone.

in my very own humble opinion. among all the teams we played against. i think gbc is the nicest one of them all. maybe its cause we played with each other every weekend which kinda gave us the bonding time?

what more? it rained. but i love rain tho. and errr i can't think anymore.

so moving on. after that. stopped by Pastor Heok Cheow/Joyce/Jesher/Judson house to kinda wash up and rest and stuff. then talked to judson bout piano and pfs and other stuff before i left for gurney.

Pastor Victor along with his wife Aunty Rama(DO CORRECT ME IF I'M WRONG) picked me jesher joyce up. and we're off to gurney.

met sharon there who have been walking around along for 1 hour in gurney. and and bumped into dixon. so we kinda splitted directions. jesher pastor victor and aunty rama kinda wanted to eat while me sharon joyce didn't really wanna. so yeah. we parted. for a while.

wanted to have a drink. but i suggested Toys 'R' Us first tho. kinda went there and kid-dified myself again. well. you don't wanna know what i did. well i know i'm not tellin ya. so you can ask sharon or joyce. XD wanted to go evolution to kinda make some 'noise' but it has to close. father duck betul[Ivan this applies to you. lololol] so stopped by artist gallery. and dixon joined us. then we went to FOS to kinda do some window shopping. and saw some really realy cool statement-Ts

then went to padini met up with pastor. bla bla bla. went coffee bean to sat down and drink and chit chat. leroy and sarah joined us after. then sharon had to go. so we all decided yeah let's all go home. walked to pastor's car to get my bag. yes i memahuankan u all. minta ampun. then took my bag and off the leroy's car. while walking there. we were talking and talking and talking. and well came to this divider. they kinda resoil it or sumthing like that. so the soil wasn't that stable. step on it and.

*horrow music plays*

i kinda fell. it was just a soft fall. but it practically scraped a big wound on my right knee. was bleeding kinda bad. so rushed to sarah's aunty's house. washed my wound. and yeah got home. and no i wasn't clumsy or anything. so so its not my fault. its just an unfortunate event.

so now. i'm sitting here. updating this post. 12 hours later from what time the even actually happened. what timing huh? and gbc tonight.

that's all. off to my music.

I got tagged by ivan. even tho i really really wanna listen to lovesong (piano acoustic version) i have to put it in shuffle. =.=

5 easy steps :

1) Put your music player on shuffle.
2) Press forward for each question.
3) Use the song title as the answer to the question.
4) With the answers, comment on how it relates to the question.
5) Tag your mates.

How am i feeling today?

I can't help falling in love with you - elvis presley

i can't help falling in love with you. no other song d. =.=


Will i get far in life?

Huo Yuan Jia(Fearless) - Jay Chou

i guess i will since i'm fearless? hahaha


How do my friends see me?

Wake Up - Hillary Duff

Wake up? from what? fantasy? really funny.


Will i get married?

Stay Close DOn't Go - Secondhand Serenade

Its A YES? hahaha


What is my best friend's theme song?

Because I'm A Girl - Kiss

I'm not sure about this. lol


What's the theme song of my life?

Perfect - SImple Plan

Well said. I'm Sorry I Can't Be Perfect.


What was high school like?

Beautiful - Jason Reaves

High School Is Beautiful For Me. =D Do take note that its a IS not a WAS.


What is in store for this weekend?

Hold On - Good Charlotte

Hold on? to what? i think i know. hmmm...


How is my life going?

Someone Somewhere - Jason Reaves

Go find the lyrics. its deep. you should understand. =)


How can you get ahead of life?

You Were Always On My Mind - Elvis Presley

By putting YOU on my mind always? okayyy...


What's the best thing about your friends?

Love Of A Lifetime - Lifehouse

my friends are lovable. that's why i love them. that's why they are love of a lifetime.


What song will they play at my funeral?

Behind These Hazel Eyes - Kelly Clarkson

seems like just yesterday. lol. I'M WATCHING YOU GUYS AT MY FUNERAL!


How does the world see me?

In My Life - Ryan Cabrera

i don't know how does this song connect. but i do know how the artist connects. the world sees me as ryan cabrera. whooo. ain't i just HAWT?


Do people secretly lust after me?

My Christmas List - Simple Plan

what i think? YES people do. on their christmas list! hahah


How can i make myself happy?

Ammunition - Switchfoot

so so true. playing gta shooting people with guns. ammunition. get it?


What should i do with my life?

Home - Shawn Mcdonald

Being at home. where my loved ones are.


Will i ever have children?

For you i will - teddy geiger

YEAH. For YOU i will. lol


What song will you strip to?

I'll Be Okay - McFly

I'll be okay as long as its a SONG. LoL


What does your mum think of you?

The Diary Of Jane - Breaking Benjamin



Diary Of Jane. hmm?


What is your deep, dark secret?

Crossfire - Pillar


This is suppose to mean what?


What is your mortal enemy's theme song?

End - Secondhand Serenade

this is his end. muahahaha



What is your personality like?

Accidently In Love - Counting Crows

Its not bad. not bad at all


What song will be played at your wedding?

Mamak Dang - Ah Niu

wtf. its a entertaining song. so what.


Your overall theme song is...

Over you - Chris Daughtry

Yes. I'm OVER YOU.


I Tag
Everyone Else
Who Didn't
Do It Yet.
Just Do It.


I guess that ends it

and sorry about the weird spaces. computer being gay.

Ps. I scraped my knee

Will update sum other time.

Don't mind the title. =D

well just an update for you guys.

just watched 27 dresses and yes i must say its a nice movie.

and kung fu dunk. i'll just rate an ok.

and was in dalat on monday for MSSPP under-18 bball. got thrashed. XD

and currently addicted to love song(acoustic piano version) by sara bareilles[hope i spelled it correctly]

acoustic versions of songs just rocks. well most of em. =D

me signing out.

LOOK LOOK LOOK AT ME! LOL

Relink-ed Joyce as requested.

Changed Yan's Wrong Link. [My Bad]

Well that's all.

Nothing unintersting about my interesting life to update about.

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Updated Old Links
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Added A New Link. Might Add More but I'm Just Too Lazy To Find Them For Now.
Took Out The Lame Old Song On Top Of My Chatbox
Update The Profile Box


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There You Go.

Ok. so so so here's another update from me after such a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time.

You might be going. 'ah, at last' or or 'about time' or or 'yayyyyyyy'

well not like it matters much. all that matters is that i've update and my visitors are kinda happy again. =D

well. since the temperament thingy is kinda the 'in thing' that everyone is talking about in youth. i shall post it up. well. not like i don't know my temperament. its just-so-you-know and as a proof.

Your personality is Sanguine Phlegmatic.

Melancholy Strength:6 Weakness:5 Phlegmatic Strength:7 Weakness:4 Sanguine Strength:6 Weakness:9 Choleric Strength:1 Weakness:2

well. as u can see. i'm so so so not choleric.

but but. on the other hand. i got my phelgmatic and melancholy close. but phelgmatic dominate. and sanguine. err. hahaha

so. u wanna know more? click HERE

Plus Exam Was A BOMB. 1st day and biggest day is over. loved add maths. it was dang hard but it was fun cracking that little brain of mine. history is history.

plus plus. chinese songs are just so dang emo not to mention nice. well most of em. and i know they are old. i just started to listen to them again.






that's all for now

-Signing Out-

Well... isn't it very (what's the word(s) i'm looking for?) that

everytime u wanna update. u have nothing to update about

and when you do have sumthing to upate about. u don't!

what seemed fun last time is boring now.(wait did i said it b4?)

you don't wanna go to school during the school days

but you miss school during the holidays.

how you wanna sleep when your supposed to wake up!

but don't wanna sleep when ur supposed to be sleeping.

oh how we will only miss something when its gone.

and not be thankful while we still have it.

how we regret over something that's over

and we just wish we had another chance

wishing we could turn back time.

back to that very moment. where everything went wrong.

hoping you could change that choice you make.

making everything, right.

what was right what was wrong.

it doesn't really matter now.

for yesterday its gone.

like how. we will all soon be gone.(not so soon tho! but maybe soon also. oh u get what i mean)



andddd.. thatttt kindaaaa concludes the post that justin didn't intended it to be.

note* justin didn't really finish. for he gotta get ready for his chem tuition which is going to help him do well in chemistry(hopefully la. lol)

and how we wanna do well for our exams but we're just sitting down doing nothing.

we made plans to be unbreakable,
love was all we knew.
no insurance for the unthinkable,
blindly get us through.
we've been searching for a lifetime,
short as it may seem.
riding on the fumes that spark us,
while igniting dreams.

well. i shall go through the details of my 1st day.

got into the last class. was kinda. dang wtf? at first. but then. its not so bad. i got better teachers then the other classes. well obviously not the 1st class. lucky ... students!

pays full attention in class. but turns into the total not-so-good-boy when there's no teacher in class. XP

oh well. me in class. is like. Have You Ever Been Alone In A Crowded Room?

its not that i don't know them. its like we can fit. but not perfectly. and plus. i think its save to say in my opinion. i'm like wearing a mask in class. well. not exactly a mask. more like a guard over my mouth? well. its cause i'm not the noisy one anymore. the awfully quiet one now.

oh well. time's up! wanna go study[yeahhhh riteeee](more like GOT to go.)

i shall update again. won't online much now. more of appearing offline. so do drop me a msg anytime and hope i'll be online if u need me. =P

The title. well... was in gurney for the new year thingy.

Andddd... I think it sucks. hahaha...

partly was cause I WAS STUCK AT THE CARPACK TILL 1.30. omg. really wanna kill people i tell u. hahaha...

then then... i should update bout last year?

well. december... went sabah for my holiday? karambunai rocks hard! i'll update more bout it. sometime later. XD then then. youth camp. rocks even harder. but i'll skip that. cause it ain't my fault u missed youth camp! wahaha! after that was. gurney gurney gurney with dan. XP

and 1st day of school sucks. oh so smart school stream me into last class. omfg. the people who scored worse then me got into better classes. like omg la. parents are annoying. HONESTLY. forget about it. that's all?

for i'm running out of time. and my dad saw my results for end year. let's see what's gonna happen to me. we'll find out. stay tuned for the next post. that is if i do have a post. u get what i mean(banned? computer? why so dumb wan u. banned from computer lar)

~Have You Ever Been Alone In A Crowded CLASSroom?~

Tuning into: Gone - switchfoot(gone like spm its going going gone. tuning in from sharon's blog)
Tuning into: Tongue Tied - faber drive(from my windows media player)

call me crazy. W-H-A-T-E-V-E-R