I have decided to put a serious thought about trying to make a comeback into blogging as I probably have drifted out from the game a little. On a serious note, the reason for the title as I begin writing is because there has been so many thoughts ongoing at the back of my mind as we slowly groove into this very life we call as adulthood. Simply put, being an adult is not as easy as we once thought. Back in high school, all we have ever thought about it to actually make some money, grow up to garner the respect and attention we thought we deserve, to held more responsibilities in life and etc. At the point of writing this post, I am 26 as of now and have been part of the career driven working industry for about 4 years now and one thing I do realise is to appreciate things and do something you really love when you’re in your teenage years. A matter of fact which those years were great experiences that can never be bought. Growing up facing the loss of both my loved ones (Mum & Kavern) has also put me into the spotlight of having to shoulder the burden of being supportive to my Dad and as usual to be far more matured and be attentive to as compared to my other peers.
Recently I have been hearing quite a number of deaths coming from friends, relatives and acquaintances which have also given me a thought that despite we are all busy with making money to be able to support our families and to also pay off our bills. I think it’s high time we as individuals know what we want for a purpose. As we all know the life we hold right now is just a mere temporary soul which we are all here to experience this one true thing called “living the life”. It is like we all granted a pen in the form of an opportunity to make sense and to try beautify our life as we deem fit. I have given so much thought and was a little anxious whenever I hear that my other colleagues have moved on to greener pastures. Hey, don’t judge. It’s not like we don’t compare between our friends every now and then. I think to be able to compare or to have a spirit of competitiveness is healthy if you conduct it in a good way. But too much of it consumes you and you may probably fall off the cliff and end up in despair. It took me awhile to start thinking openly, like I have given a serious thought like. Yes, we all like to compare against people who are making so much better than us, but more often than not that’s the case. A lot of people will end up be better than you, it’s more like trying to learn and emulate from them and to a better person yourself. In the opposite thought, what about comparing your own career/life to people who are less fortunate. Do you now start to feel blessed and be more appreciative to the surroundings around you?
As I put on these thoughts into a closure, whenever I am alone I do still grief and think about my 2 loved ones. Like I would always think what if they are still around. How would I make the moment much more meaningful and there are so many other things we can be doing together. I think life is so uncertain as it is. Like for a moment you see your friend and had a good chat, the next moment before you realise the person falls into a health condition which is chronic or happen to meet into an accident. All we can do, wish and hope for is to live life to our fullest and be kind and nice to the people around us despite all the negativity and stress that our surroundings have to offer. Just because life is so unpredictable such a way. I am putting this post to a close hoping that this will not be my one and only post after such a long hiatus, this has indeed been a very good comeback like how we normally watch in those United games.
