2 of my friends had their fair share of fun during their birthdays I hope? So my topic is about birthdays for now. I have always wondered why does an individual actually celebrate his or her birthday party merely for their own sake? I mean when it comes to my birthday I really think we should praise God for bestowing us a great gift for giving us a chance to live in this world that is coming to an end *I know ironic right?* But it was certainly not to God's fault that we were placed in this situation for the 21st centurians. LOL! I mean it was mankind themselves who created all this havoc which causes many to complain about famine, global warming, tsunami and etc right? Besides that, where on Earth did we have the right to celebrate a birthday by ourself by excluding most importantly our mummy and also our daddy who gave birth to us right? It was the war between the sperms fighting with each other *produced by daddy* to ejaculate into the vagina and poof a baby appears right? So never ever exclude our parents on a birthdate. :) cause without them we wouldn't exist agree? Besides that, mummy has certainly suffered through many pains and suffering just to get us out of her womb so we have to be always thankful of that.

I have always never been a son that is able or is willing to share his love towards his parents. I mean I used to when I was much younger *that time no pubic hair merrr not shy right?* lol anyways this has been the case that my parents sometimes think that I'm not being obedient and all. When I try to listen to them and again just voicing out my disagreements. But after my bro gone through such suffering which also relate to my parents being depressed over his condition. I, as a son of both my parents had to step up and do something about it which is being more obedient and also to give out more love and morale support to them even though I suffer most. Cause I love my bro indeed a lot!!! So I was actually forced to make a change quick like what Wayne Rooney has to adapt with the departure of Cristiano Ronaldo by stepping up to be a goalscoring feat and it was never really easy until you get adapted to it. But always love your parents like what I'm trying to do now before it's too late!

Well, my birthday celebration didn't come along too well either... The day I had to celebrate my 17 years being part of Earth's citizen, I had to deal with issues like my bro having a mild stroke at the hospital. I wasn't in a fresh mood to actually celebrate it neither was my mummy who gives birh to me. But well I promised a few friends to meet up so I wouldn't be one of those idiots who 747 all the time right? The dinner we had and stuff all went along, at least something to somehow cheer me up was a surprise birthday cake but my best friend whom I know since I was standard 1 or 2. :) thanks bro... More updates to come, IF and IF I have something to say... Till then I'm off =)

Yeah after such a long hiatus from my *awesome* blog I have decided to you know pen in something of which I have been longing, storing it into my thoughts. Today's topic is what's with girls? I believe most girls would disagree with what I'm trying to say or better yet they'll be fair share of opinions but I am still really gonna voice out what I am thinking right now. So basically I BET many of you Earthlings out there that I know of knows that I am in a relationship right? Haha I know I have changed a lot ever since I last blog so no surprise yeah? So basically what is up with girls... It's like they can say this to you today and say another thing to you tomorrow. Not just that sometimes they can simply speak of nonsensical stuff that which may pisses you off anytime soon. And yeah when it comes to argument which sometimes in a relationship a guy is just doing his best voicing out an opinion which the opposite sex comes across something which they disagree on when a guy voices out his opinion. They will most likely say that guys are sensitive and do not think before we say something but come on isn't opinions based on what a person think and you can always disagree but in an appropriate manner? I don't know seriously it's sometimes hard to comprehend the female gender though but apparently they think the other way around too? What I'm actually facing with most girls are that they can be awkwardly nice to you smiling and all to you but they can change with a blink of an eye tomorrow to your worst nightmare.

It's fair to argue that okay maybe who knows this girl might be having PMS but come on... I doubt it's as hard as it seems like facing PMS but you can't try your best to speak lovely to your love ones right? I know it may sound harder for girls who are actually experiencing this but I mean if you really love someone it's not into your hands that you would actually intend to hurt or bring someone you love most down right? *I'm so sorry if any of you females out there disagree with what I'm trying to say, but yet again this is just voicing out an opinion*. Furthermore, there's another thing I would like to talk most about, it's like if you sometimes care too much about them you might ended up in disappointment cause they'll get pissed and asking why do we have to keep close to them in such a distant that they so called don't have any figuratively oxygen to breathe in? But when guys get horny *testosterone hormones* and happens to find another girls to WOOHOO with the female will end up in disappointment instead. I mean what's with them sometimes, wouldn't want us to care too much about them but would go extremely jealous about what guys would DO if they were sort of like rejected? I mean isn't life living with a so called future spouse of yours gonna be simpler and two sides actually being supportive towards each other instead of just quarreling and all? True, relationships could never be easier and is always shaky on the inside as in people might see randomly outside that the closest couple they could see loving all the time but they do not know sometimes that the couple had to actually quarrel so many times to get back on track understanding into each other's needs.

From many so called expert friends of mine who handled relationship pretty alright saying that relationship has to come with sometimes utter disappointment and sometimes sheer joy but what I'm facing isn't the same as what many would expect. How do a person actually deals with his/her lover that is always stubborn and not being as supportive as you would like to? On the other hand, many may argue that a person should or can always or anytime break up leaving the person which doesn't seem too comfortable or suitable for any random girl/guy but that's into no avail because the time sacrificed and all its like will be shattered into tears and despair for both parties. Sometimes I do pray to God, asking what's with having relationship when quarreling comes more than love but I think by listening to Gospel songs he actually taught me to give and go... Do not complain too much but to compromise with whatever behaviour your partner has. I never thought this kind of post would be into my list of necessity blog list but it was to harsh of a burden to take so I had to sorta release tension albeit a very bad way of releasing tension HAHAHA. I could always go gym and punch a few punching bags to release tension right?


Wow such a long post! Could make it longer if any of you would agree and suggest out what I should write or if you would like to discuss about it I'll always be ready to make this subject any longer. *PS: it's been so long since I last wrote about something which is about my personal life and this post is definitely not a good choice of blog post to make a major comeback heheheh*

As many of you would know obsession is usually known for the term when a person is obsessed over materials but I for one ain't that materialistic I guess? So as for the holidays which we've only started enjoying, I happen to see myself stuck in this game which was released last year - Left 4 Dead.

It's a game related to zombies all over the city hunting this 4 survivors. *sounds boring right* PLUS! Games like these there's just too many duplication copying each others idea but the pioneer for which a game that consist of zombies would be Resident Evil. Furthermore, this game is also created from the game developer of which the game that was used to be the DotA today - Counter Strike.

I suggest everyone should really try playing it as when you're in the versus mode you can actually play against each other using humans vs the zombies :DD

Rating: 8.5/10 *you just won't go too bored over this game*

P.S.: Gamer The Movie which just released recently starring Gerard Butler sucked! As in badly! Probably because they were overdoing the effects which may make a person suffering from vertigo.

This is a challenge trophy which was organized by ICT college, Balik Pulau which we last year won as champions but unfortunately for this year its a whole new different story. A few schools are being registered as new competitors to this challenge trophy, well it's not really new competitors as for other tournaments they've been known as the big giants... Like the BIG FOURS in Barclays Premier League. So again it all ended up with Chung Ling winning as the champion for group trophy and St Georges as the runners up. It was all but dismay for our school team as we've just managed to gain 4th spot and it's the last for us as I'm already in form 5 this year. :( But overall it was pretty much okay and enjoying.

Yup this is like his third major surgery within 11 months and it's really a no joke. As you guys know when it comes to surgery it is best to avoid it? It's pretty much a general knowledge for everyone to know. Cause it takes up time for our wound to fully recover into a perfect tissue and this has not been the case for my bro as he has to go for surgery after surgery because there's just none, no alternatives for him like usual cancer patients they can opt for treatments like radiotherapy and stuffs. But it's all because of the complication of the tumour location that is the main problem. So while worrying and praying for my bro a speedy recovery I'm listening to Hillsongs to ease my pain and worries. (By the way he's not really conscious yet, doctors are saying his fingers are starting to move that's all)

There IS this alternate option which is proton beam therapy (if you guys aren't really sure about that treatment you can always wiki it... =P That's why wikipedia is so handy.) But after months maybe years of consideration my bro actually took the initiative to send a MRI scan to the doctors over in the States and they advised him not to take up that treatment as it'll worsen his condition than rectifying it.

Another opinion about doctors not just locally but any doctors in the whole wide world... They're all the same species no matter what race or colour they're differed on because doctors just don't freaking give a shit about their patients maybe in the States its a bit different as I've heard people can actually hire lawyers to sue the doctors that messes up and don't give a damn about their spouses/families going to surgery which would risk their life. But what I'm saying is that I bet not all doctors are like that, same goes to all races... There are shitty people in a particular race and there are also really nice ones... So it's really hard to find really nice ones as doctors just don't give a SHIT about their patient's life... That's my personal opinion though. YET again! Sorry for the hiatus from my blog, I've been running out of ideas on what to write but I'll try my best k?

We lost the UEFA Champions League deservedly because thoroughly we didn't play well as a team or as an individual. Nothing much has to be said. No matter where this guides to I'll forever remain a loyal United fan and trust me we will come back stronger next season. Before the match even started I have already had a strong feeling of Barcelona get ahold of ball possession and not letting go thats what they're good at with the likes of Xavi and Iniesta at the middle of the field. Anderson and Carrick couldn't produce stunning midfield performance that night which they're capable of and that has obviously cost us the title. Anyhow nothing much is needed to be said they are worthy UEFA Champions League title winner I'm just disappointed that we could make history since the European Cup changes its name into UEFA Champions League by retaining it and the only club has ever done so during the European Club was AC Milan if I wasn't mistaken. UNITED 4 LIFE! Sorry for the hiatus from my blog :( I've been pretty tensed with mid term exams

I haven't been much of a fan of Soulja Boy especially I loathe the song Crank That the most! Somehow, I find people who like it got no taste man maybe it's the dance of the MV that interests people. So yeah this song is darn catchy =) Go listen to it...

Soulja Boy Tell 'Em

Baby you know that I miss you, I wanna get with you tonight
But I cannot baby girl and that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you, I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone, I'll see you later on
Kiss me thru the phone, see you when I get home

Baby I know that you like me, you my future wifey
Soulja Boy Tell 'Em, yeah
You can be my Bonnie, I can be your Clyde
You could be my wife, text me, call me

I need you in my life, yeah all day everyday I need ya
And every time I see ya my feelings get deeper
I miss ya, I miss ya, I really wanna kiss you but I can't
Six, seven, eight, triple nine, eight, two, one, two

Baby you know that I miss you, I wanna get with you tonight
But I cannot baby girl and that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you, I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone, I'll see you later on
Kiss me thru the phone, see you when I get home

Baby I been thinking lately so much about you
Everything about you, I like it, I love it
Kissing you in public, thinking nothing of it
Roses by the dozen, talking on the phone

Baby you so sexy, your voice is so lovely
I love your complexion, I miss ya, I miss ya, I miss ya
I really wanna kiss you but I can't
Six, seven, eight, triple nine, eight, two, one, two

Baby you know that I miss you, I wanna get with you tonight
But I cannot baby girl and that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you, I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone, I'll see you later on
Kiss me thru the phone, see you when I get home

She call my phone like
Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da
We on the phone like
Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da

We taking pics like
Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da
She dial my number like
Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da
Six, seven, eight, triple, nine, eight, two, one, two

Baby you know that I miss you, I wanna get with you tonight
But I cannot baby girl and that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you, I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone, I'll see you later on
Kiss me thru the phone, see you when I get home

Of all matches seen this season, Manchester United vs Tottenham which was played last night is still by far the best yet performance Manchester United have played with a 5 goal smasher. Games at Old Trafford should come with a health warning and it should clearly state that visits are not for the faint-hearted. (I like this statement - shown in www.manutd.com)

We were 2-0 down and was anxiously waiting for a reply minutes after the second half and we got ourselves a penalty which claimed to be referee's fault as he shouldn't have shown a penalty but no comments for me as I missed the game. Anyhow this match must be seen on a replay for several times as it is pure sensational which also reminds me of the game few years back when United was losing by a 3 goals deficit and bounced back to win with 5 goals. That's all for now, I'll probably blog about captain ball if I happen to find the time.

I ought to admit Manchester United hasn't been on top form recently and (Liverpool & Chelsea fans) start to have high hopes about pressuring the league leaders after the devastated Liverpool win over Man U which ended on a 4-1 scoring spree. Yet again I've always had that feeling that Manchester United's squad will never pick themselves up overnight, being a United fan I've got to realize that it actually takes time for us to get into scoring touch after losing badly or losing, it's a fact or more to the United tradition. But it doesn't matter to us this season even though we weren't as good as we were last season when we got the better of the goal difference compared to other teams but for us this season points matters. So we have to keep winning and try not to concede too many goals? So far after getting 2 matches being substituted in - this young lad Federico Macheda nicknamed "Kiko" which recent reports have been saying that Manchester United bought him for around 500k pounds or less? Well, the money value of the player didn't seem to bother the fans after scoring 2 nice scoring touches which turned two 1 point games into two 3 point games. Hopefully, he does sparkle the form Manchester United used to have and gets a regular spot on the team. (Which we have to kick Dimitar Berbatov out! - To me he has been underperforming this season if you actually compare him when he was back then playing for Tottenham Hotspur). Furthermore, the impact he has made in to games actually earned him his own theme song from the fans. (He's getting this way earlier than Cristiano Ronaldo - which is also the World Footballer of The Year)

Some may say I haven't been updating for awhile but from the looks of my everyday schedule you can barely even squeeze 5 minutes to post about my everyday life. So thrilled about the recent hit in the States & obviously over here in Malaysia. (HAHA Malaysians crave for fast cars basically anything that is related to speed) For those who haven't actually watched the movie but planned to better go watch before the cinemas are no longer screening it because it is a movie which is best enjoyed on the screens. And yeah, don't get confused with the title that is Fast & Furious 4 because this movie is actually a prequel to the one that was also a hit (Tokyo Drift) which in this movie you will actually see how Dom (Vin Diesel) actually got to know Han (Sung Kang)

The answer is pure obvious, the best movie award simply has to go to Slumdog Millionaire for the year 2009. Nothing much needed to be said as for you guys who are curious about the title and the plot. You should really get a copy of dvd for yourself because this movie is worth watching repeatedly. Surprisingly for the very first time, GSC Gurney Plaza sort of reopened *International Screens* because Penangites are usually not artsy minded =)



The movie is directed by Danny Boyle in which he also directed the movie *known ones* - The Beach & 28 Days Later. Slumdog Millionaire was nominated for ten Academy Awards in 2009 and won eight, the most for any film of 2008, including Best Picture and Best Director. It also won five Critics' Choice Awards, four Golden Globes, and seven BAFTA Awards, including Best Film. Despite the film's success, it is the subject of controversy concerning its portrayals of Indians and Hinduism as well as the welfare of its child actors.

Last but not least, as you all know great movies always seem to have critics questioning about the film. So I wasn't actually surprised though. What you guys should do is just spend like 2 hours to watch a movie as splendid as it is. As for the soundtrack, I guess it's also worth listening for several times as it is kinda addictive especially for the track titled 'Jai Ho'.

This is a short and simple post dedicated to my one and only older brother - Kavern whom I love him so so much and he feels the same way for me too. Well, what can I describe about my older brother? He has been the perfect role model for me and I bet if any of you all get to know him as good as I had all these years, you would surely crave to have him as your brother to lead you in your life even when there are obstacles throughout your life. Sad thing is I bet most of you all know that he has been suffering from chondrosarcoma - *a rare skull based cancer* which according to surgeons, there are no actual clue about the origin of it. But the closest clue to it was them saying about the cancer cells were inherited from the embryotic cells so I can say yup, he hit the jackpot. Nevertheless, as the younger one in the family no matter how many times I have contradicted with his perception towards something he always somehow seemed to make it so reasonable that its hard for me to refuse listening to his opinions.

Well, what I wanna say is that I have been praying every night asking God, of all people why him? I mean he still has a long way to go and yet he hit the jackpot. Not the jackpot which comes with money but this! It has come to my senses worrying again after few months of thinking that he was going to be cured from cancer when he recently had symptoms by sneezing phlegm and blood altogether, thats how awful it was. But I have to say in our family he is the most intellectual one so I believe intellectuals tend to be slightly more stubborn? I really hope that after all he has been through, he realizes about the good and bad about the things he consume and make it a habit having a balanced diet. *A word for my brother - even though I have been repeating these for a few times to u but still I believe you should try to commit to God for the past few weeks instead of having late night sleeps and adapting with proper meals PLUS stopping bad habits like.... you know what.

Remember the last time you said something about controlling your diet and write off the bad habit you used to have during post surgery? Well, I believe you haven't actually achieve that fully yet am I right? And on second thought, please be more positive thinking about living life and do not keep reminding yourself about the life span of chondrosarcoma patients would not be more than 5 years. That is so not true! I believe if you do whatever you promised during post surgery things would have turned out much better. This is like what the wise man said better safe than sorry or should I say prevention is better than cure? I really hope this post can actually change his mind and make him feel better about changing... =(

This is the latest news about passive smoking towards pets! So think before you react!

The answer is shown to be almost certain that it is gonna be God. Where do your souls go after death? It's either Heaven or Hell, I have no contradictory ideas or whatsoever to your opinion but do you really think that it isn't gonna be care free life after death when you're up to the so called paradise place where I believe many would want to go there - Heaven. Evidence? Good question. The problem is if there's evidence and everything then I believe there's no need for Hell then? Because God has always wanted to test us humans whether are we loyal to him or not and with no evidence it is all up to an individuals faith whether is he willing to believe there's such thing as heaven and hell.

The Earth's current predicament is something to sort of consider for religious and non-religious parties, they might be asking themselves why isn't God leading this Earth into a better place but instead making us suffer everyday. Eg: Global Recession, Terrorism, Fights and etc. As for the religious parties, it's like they're praying every single day and yet they are still unnecessary sufferings but you have to know all of these aren't caused by God, it's the people who doesn't have God in their hearts and minds. As for the strong and true believers, I believe they understand what are sufferings for right? Furthermore, is it stated in the Bible that all these events will somehow become true like do you know that pesticide weren't needed in the olden days to yield crops? Same goes to natural disaster, count yourself for the past decade how many natural disaster has struck into many innocent lives? I believe all of this in a way is for everyone to seek the one and truly living God as this is a signal of his returning back to Earth for Judgment Day.

They will never be peace & harmony as long as if there's gonna be civilization which always does. Human beings aren't always satisfied with what they have so even though we were to be bestowed with so many God given grace items it will never be satisfactory to us. Continue living isn't an issue, after death it concerns our soul. We have to decide for our future where do we want our souls to be at? It's like a graduate student seeking for an ideal future so he has to work extremely hard to make sure that happens. So it's all up to you, do u prefer suffering or blessing? Well, but as for the Anti-Christ I believe they very much prefer suffering as it is part of what ways they are worshiping. And as I said again, killing of innocent lives will never be ended with what you have said, human beings do vices all the time. Thats where rapists, murderers all start to exist!

Let me ask u again, if you think that we're greedy for the natural resources which are given by God. Then what's the point God giving us brains to grow? To rot in Earth? No right? Oh yeah, ALTERNATIVES. You must know that there are some things that alternatives give a different answer to something we want to solve whereas there are also some things that there's no solution to it too. Nevertheless, the earth resources are given by God well balanced so by the time it is all well gone then pretty much its soon gonna be the end of the world. True, like I said we couldn't be spoon feed all the time so we probably grow from it but every decision you make or create it'll affect some other place sooner rather than later. So it's like if you seek for an alternative like creating a clone, then what for giving out babies? All along the human races wanted babies is because they would rather create something new and unique rather than using the old and rusty ones you dig?

About the edge of the universe topic, no it is stated by scientists that Earth is the only suitable place for living creatures to continue living don't you know? That's what God has always planned to do making Earth the only place to live so that when it comes to an end, nobody can escape from their fate. Probably it's kinda hard to explain it here that there's a true living God here but I for one have realistically experienced God's miracle and grace given to me. And about stepping out of religious beliefs and think beyond that right? That's almost impossible because what Bible has said is coming true 1 at a time so there's no denial to that.

True, there's no point continuing arguments over this as almost everyone has got their own personal thinkings about life and it is not up to us to decide and condemn them. For as I believe, judging, condemning and everything is in the hands of the Lord. Peace out!

New Year's Eve Celebration? Not too surprising. Nothing much to even talk about it actually. Just a few photos of me and my friends hanging around and have fun drinking and playing cards together, lame right? Haha, I know. Well, if you're smart enough suggest something for us to do then. I'll probably let the photos do the talking alright?

*The photos are sorted with which one we took it first*









Once in awhile having some time off, drinking beer isn't that bad after all =)






Posing =) anyways I know I haven't been posting pictures of mine lately in my blog, I'm extremely sorry.

















*Group photo Jacky being tipsy with all his strange actions*

Few people may agree and disagree with what my friend said in his previous few posts but I for real as a true believer of Christ thinks it is sheer bullshitting in every aspect of his content. True, mother nature is suffering every single day and like what he said without earth there won't be God, do people even find that logical?

Without God how can Earth be created? I believe there's plenty of global ambassadors who are involved in realizing how badly destroyed our earth is may not agree with what I'm about to say. But for me, Earth itself has certainly giving headaches to some of us mankind. Even for a believer or non-believer of religion aka free thinker they surely believe there's an end to life and after life where would they be besides being buried inside the graveyard? There's surely a place whereby there's no such thing as luxury, fights, daily work. That is the time whereby those daily things we do are do be put aside and it is time for our judgment day whereby God will be judging u by the sins you have made throughout your whole life if you have not repented.

It is highly regarded that Earth are no longer treated as their treasure to mankind which I find it true but think about it sooner or later the Earth's gonna be destroyed as in the Bible it is once stated that God will return some time soon and for scientist, they themselves know that in other words The Earth will be destroyed by so many factors which may be naturally or synthetically. There might be people asking also why are people who are extreme in religion believing sacrificing and all for their God? It's because there was once whereby God crucified and laid on the cross for our sins and it is our turn to repay back, he even suffered so many times just to let human beings know the true living God.

Mother Nature should be given some credits too for allowing us to survive here as you all know Earth is the only safest and most suitable place for any mankind to live in apart from any other planets. Well as you all know mother nature's dying also because of one of the major causing factors which is The Evolution of Mankind. Without it what are we till today? Oh yeah, another question for free thinkers. So few people may think Jesus doesn't play a big role in our life and it's mostly because of Mother Nature, I'll prove u wrong. Without God, do you even have a brain which develops so quickly every moment? With the brain evolving, that's the part when human beings start to want to live comfortably with everything by their side by inventing clones, robots, developed cars and etc. Furthermore, with the ongoing evolutionary thinking of human thats the part whereby natural resources are needed more for their self benefits but somehow if he thinks mother nature is being so kind to us why is natural resources still a scarce to find and it is depleting very very soon?

Besides, racism and fight for glory between mankind shouldn't be encouraged first hand or any other how. It simply creates more problem than solving it when there's already plenty of them (problems). But with terrorist bombings and everything else there will forever be no peace to the human race that's what unique about living creatures its all because we're unique in every single way. If human race were about to be the same in everything especially our mindset thinking then might as well call ourselves robots then humans right? (This is a random post which is somewhat oppose with what my friend is trying to say)

After a month and a half of holidays which made me slacked more than ever, I have finally just realized that school's gonna reopen like a few hours away? Anyways new year obviously has got its new resolution, mines not really much difference compared to most of what you form 5 guys planning, study more and less going out with friends I guess? Probably I'll get my own guitar/drum class and learn American Hip-Hop by this year. Nothing much, nothing less. I can say this holiday has certainly reviewed how lazy I am. I have been spending all my precious time instead of working I went surfing the net but for good reasons like researching new stuffs, sleep, eat and watching television series. Hopefully the new year would turn out better than it already is. =)