This is a short and simple post dedicated to my one and only older brother - Kavern whom I love him so so much and he feels the same way for me too. Well, what can I describe about my older brother? He has been the perfect role model for me and I bet if any of you all get to know him as good as I had all these years, you would surely crave to have him as your brother to lead you in your life even when there are obstacles throughout your life. Sad thing is I bet most of you all know that he has been suffering from chondrosarcoma - *a rare skull based cancer* which according to surgeons, there are no actual clue about the origin of it. But the closest clue to it was them saying about the cancer cells were inherited from the embryotic cells so I can say yup, he hit the jackpot. Nevertheless, as the younger one in the family no matter how many times I have contradicted with his perception towards something he always somehow seemed to make it so reasonable that its hard for me to refuse listening to his opinions.

Well, what I wanna say is that I have been praying every night asking God, of all people why him? I mean he still has a long way to go and yet he hit the jackpot. Not the jackpot which comes with money but this! It has come to my senses worrying again after few months of thinking that he was going to be cured from cancer when he recently had symptoms by sneezing phlegm and blood altogether, thats how awful it was. But I have to say in our family he is the most intellectual one so I believe intellectuals tend to be slightly more stubborn? I really hope that after all he has been through, he realizes about the good and bad about the things he consume and make it a habit having a balanced diet. *A word for my brother - even though I have been repeating these for a few times to u but still I believe you should try to commit to God for the past few weeks instead of having late night sleeps and adapting with proper meals PLUS stopping bad habits like.... you know what.

Remember the last time you said something about controlling your diet and write off the bad habit you used to have during post surgery? Well, I believe you haven't actually achieve that fully yet am I right? And on second thought, please be more positive thinking about living life and do not keep reminding yourself about the life span of chondrosarcoma patients would not be more than 5 years. That is so not true! I believe if you do whatever you promised during post surgery things would have turned out much better. This is like what the wise man said better safe than sorry or should I say prevention is better than cure? I really hope this post can actually change his mind and make him feel better about changing... =(

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