stories of he and she

it's been a while since we've updated.
since we've even considered of updating.
but i need somewhere to rant.
somewhere to express my thoughts.


there's just so many questions going on in my mind.
i just need to let it all out.


at times i wonder what is it that i'm doing here.
why did i even consider this.
i've always wanted to be wth family.
always want family to be closeby.
if not family, then familiarity.
i'm not an adventure kind of person.
not a person who like to do things on my own.

but yet, being here has made being alone, normal.


so many questions which i don't think i'll ever find an answer to.


when there's a good thing,
it always comes together with something bad.


i don't like goodbyes.
don't like the feelings that comes with it.
hate it.
really hate it.



9:37 am

almost 3 years ago,
when he received his VERY first pay,
he bought me a watch.
it was the most expensive gift we ever spent on each other,
it was my first watch after a LONG time,
and he wanted a watch as well.
but nope,
he didn't get one for himself.
instead, he got one for me.
he loves me so much, huh?







but this time.
this time,
we managed to find one that we both liked,
one that suits him very well.









written @ 5:13pm aussietime

decided to update on my birthday before i leave for my holiday. cause then i won't have the time to update anymore. have yet to pack my things but... maybe over the weekend =)


we celebrated my birthday 2 days earlier.
went to sakura springs or something like that
hmmmm, all in all it was okay.
quite fun.
food was quite good.
enjoyed the short performance by our chef

our chef

he did this flame again cuz i was too slow to get my camera out
but it was a smaller fire this time




he threw eggs into our mouth from where he was standing

then he threw bowls
and we had to catch them

wearing my new boots

came across this lovely place

yummy bacio cake

present from eunice & sarah

and from wing lian & pei jien

5 years! 5 years!
unbelievable

today marks our 5 years together.
certainly does not feel like it's 5 years.
time has flew past so fast that i can still remember those days where we were so shy to be around each other, smsing, and chatting on msn.

i remember before i sign into msn,
i pray that he'll be online as well.
cuz back then, it'll appear TOO desperate to sms him.
and surprisingly, everytime i go online, he'll be online.

then we moved on to watching movies with jon.
i wonder how jon felt when he went on movies with us.
haha
i guess having him around when we went out doesn't make it SO awkward
and since we watched movies in 1u, he would send me home first.
but the more we watched movies, the more comfortable we were with each other.
so slowly slowly, he would send jon home first then me, even though he had to double back

this is our first year celebrating anniversary apart.
we had to postpone it till i go back for holidays




but no matter the distance,
i am still very glad and happy that i have you in my life, baby

loads of photos ahead..


been really lazy to update.
but finally... i've decided that it's been too long since i've updated.
after stalking reading all the other blogs, it makes me wanna update this blog



i'm currently going into my 5th week of placement
oh, how time has flew past.
before i started my placement,
i was both nervous and excited.
nervous because i didn't know what to expect seeing that the way children learn here is so much more different than back home

my weeks of placement here has been really really fruitful
i can truly see God working in my life over here

especially when i needed to find a church to settle down into
amazing how God works =)

outside of crumpler
watching how they make the bags one by one

in camberwell market



next are some of the food that we've eaten
will not post up all
i'll just post up the ones that i enjoyed the most!

however, i didn't enjoy this muffin at all
halfway through, i bit a huge chunk of plastic

satisfying some cravings

i enjoy fish and chips so much over here

had to order this when i saw the other table having it
i love eating this

couldn't pick strawberries that day
because they said it wasn't very good
it was only for the children


tour of the winery

at mount dandenong

more tour of wineries


yummy ice cream



did this jump so many times