Life and how it is from where im sitting!

So why is it that whenever conference comes around the stress level increases beyond belief and Satan works extra, extra hard on you?????? I WANT TO BE LIKE; PLEASE CAN I JUST ENJOY CONFRANCE, FOR THE LOVE!!!! My week before conference usually goes something like this. . .

SUNDAY: “Brothers and Sister today is fast Sunday because conference is this next weekend. . . “ ME: O has it come so soon, it just seems like yesterday we had the last conference. I better start preparing more diligently . . . that’s not a quote because even though I want to say that it never comes out like that. It usually sounds something like “Once again I ate on fast Sunday, darn it, I haven’t even had time to go over last conference notes or magazine!”

Monday: I can’t wait for conference this time I’m really going to look for those life changing talks that apply to me. I’m REALLY, REALLY excited.

Tuesday: Man, I’m so glad I don’t have to get dressed up to go to church this weekend, it’s only Tuesday and I’m SPENT.

Wednesday: What conference . . . what’s that? I’m way to busy right now! *papers flying of my desk, phone ringing and answering and forgetting my own name and my position at work*

Thursday: __________________________ . . . This one is blank for a reason because by the time it’s Thursday before conference, I’m so tired, I’m lucky if I can make it to my bed. This is the day that I get my really big challenge . . . where I know it’s wrong but there’s something deep down telling me that I’m good all the time it won’t hurt to just mess up one time or another . . . then after thinking of doing it and then almost doing it or doing; I spend the rest of the day trying to make it better, repenting and saying sorry over and over and over again.

Friday: This is the day that I get up thinking . . . CONFERENCE IS TOMORROW, I CAN’T WAIT but I have so much to do. I have questions to think of. . . I have so much work to do. . . (This Friday will be a little different since I took the day off and it’s PAYDAY). This day I spend a little more time on my knees and a little more time thinking of where I am spiritually. But then I get to work and all blank breaks loose. I end up going to bed way late and thinking I can’t sleep in. (all though this year I am in Nevada so I will get to sleep in).

This seems to be the pattern of the week before conference. Some might say that I bring this on myself. . . I say MAYBE but I like to see it as I’m just spiritually drained and need to fill my lamp, and conference is my way of getting through the next 6 months of my life. AND LET ME TELL YOU WITH THIS JOB I MIGHT NEED CONFERENCE EVERY 3 MONTHS.

So I decided to write a blog. . . a few of my good friends have given me their links and so I started reading. I have looked at them thinking WHERE do people find the time to do this? I also thought WHEN do people find the time to read other peoples blogs? Well since then I have found myself reading my friends blogs and have read so much and just enjoyed it. I decided that I should do this so maybe someone will be able to enjoy my blogging as much as I have enjoyed all of your blogs. . . and yes I did find myself reading peoples blogs that I don’t even know! CAN WE SAY PATHETIC!!!! I also decided to start blogging after my terrible no good day (lol I had to through that it for all you children book lovers) that turned into a terrible no good week. I have been stressed beyond all belief and I think that writing a blog will be another good outlet for me! So while my head says “O NO DON’T BECOME ONE OF THOSE BLOGERS” my heart or my fingers say “GO FOR IT! WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO LOSS . . . besides a few more people in the world finding out that you’re a bad speller, even with spell check!” So I’m going to give it a shot!