16 JunE 2006
FriDaE
TimE: 9.45 am
SLepT @ 5pm pLUs LasT niTe... CanT sLp weLL...
wOkE uP sO eaRLi iN thE mOrNiNg....
CriEd TerriBLy wHeN i WakE uP...
BeeN KiP TinKinG oF waD HappEn ReCenTLy.... aLoT oF TinGs HappEnEd....
BeeN FeeLinG sO daMn saD...
aLL PpL eXpEcT mE tO UndErStaNd TheM wHeN TinGs HappEn....
iF i uNdErsTaNd TheM deN wHo'S GoNNa UndErSTanD mE....
iF u PpL arE FeeLinG SaD deN waD MaKeS u TiNk i WuN bE saD aT aLL...
JusT hOpE PpL wHo DuNo WaD HappEn aT aLL pLz dUn JumP tO cOncLuSioNs...
BcUz ReaSoN iS JuZ tt SimPLe: u aLL dUn EvEn nOe WaD HaPPeN aT aLL!!!
JuZ hOpE aLL TinGs caN bE CLearEd sOOn... i Dun LyK HaVinG aLL TiS TroUbLes, ProBLemS jUz tO MakE mE FeeL sO UnHaPPiE....
To irEnE:
i JuZ WaNa TeLL u, iF u WaNa bLoG abT hOw BaD i aM deN iTs uR cHoiCe... JuZ WaN saE U dUnO hW i FeeL, iF u dO u WiLL JuZ SorT iT ouT wiF mE & WinniE pRiVaTeLy & nT bLoG iT ouT tO LeT eVerIonE nOe waD HaPPeN & dO u nOe U MakE iT sOuNdS aS iF i'm MaKinG u FeeL BaD & HurT & BuLLyinG U Lor!! iF u 1 u cN caLL mi SeTTLe RiTe...
HaiZ... i aLrEdi HaF sO mUcH sTuFFs gOiNg oN y dO i HaF aNoThEr TinG tO bE FeeLinG TroUbLeD aBT....
DO U EVER WONDER..............
*[? Y caN a gUy TrEaT u So SweeTLy OnE mOmEnT & SuDDenLy CoLdLy ThE nExT ?]*
aNd tHe ProBLeM iS u dUn EvEn NoE waD HaPPeN, WaDs tHe DamN rEaSoN bEhiNd tt CaUsE Tis tO HappEn...
dOEs hE TrEaT u aS a Toy??
TrEaT iT NicELy WhN nEw & dUmP u aSidE wHn iTs oLd or wHeN a nEw OnE cOmEs??
hE rEaLLi TrEaT u aS a ToY cUz hE tOt TaT ToyS HaF nO FeeLinGs oF geTTiNg HurT aT aLL...
He's gEttinG cLoSer tO uR FrEn buT EvEn FurThEr aParT frM u & nT cLosE aNymOrE...
iT jUz HurTs..........
I JUST CANT REALLY TRUST GUYS AT ALL!!!!!
~ [[ I MISS THEM REALLY MUCH ]] ~
*i Miss SeConDarY ScHooL DaEs.. wE wErE aLL sO innOcEnT*
~ nO MisUndErsTaNdiNgS..... nO FiTes.....
~ FrEns arE aLwaZ dErE 4 U nO maTTeR waD HappEn...
~ sTuDyinG or pLaYinG, dErE's FrEnS bEsidE u aLwaZ...
[u'll FeeL SaFe & HaPPiE wiF TheM aRoUnD n DaTs 4 sUrE!!!]
*i Miss ITE DaEs... GooD FrEnS i HaF*
~ ThEy sTanD uP tO U... ConsOLe u wHn FeeLinG SaD...
~ KnOwinG HaVinG ThEm aRoUnD u'LL FeeL SaFe..
~ pRoTecT u LyK tHEiR oWn SiStErS...
**EsPeCiaLLy YunFanG & YinG xUaN**
[ThaNx 4 BeinG dErE 4 mE DuRinG TaT rEaL ShorT bUt SwEEt 1 yEaR oF ITE daEs]
[rELi MiSS BoTh oF U] *HuGs*
**i Miss The TimEs WiTh PinKy... wE wErE sO, sO cLosE**
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THE 4 ADORABLE US!!!
[iF u nOe uS u LyK uS, iF u DuN dEn jiu tu Lorz... bLeHz...]
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~ WE DuN HaF Tis TyPe oF MisUndErsTanDinG gOing oN...
~ WE sTanD uP tO eaCh oThEr wHeN BaD-mOuThEd bY oThErs...
~ pOinTinG oUr FingErs tO aNi 1 wHo sTarEd aT uS...
[ExampLe: nEh, nEh, Tis 1, Tis 1 Lor... Tis oLd MaN Lor!!! Ti Ko!!] dEn FoLLowEd bY oUr LoUd buT cUTe LaUgHTeR....
PurPoSeLi PoiNtiNg aT e 1 wHo sTaReD aT uS but nT MiDDLe FinGErs (wE're nT tt BaD)
PinKy wiLL nOe waD i mEaN
(~aHeM... CrEaTeD by mE~ mUz ThaNk mE TTs WHy wE gOt aNoThEr TinG tO pLaY wiF~ aHaHaHa!!)
~ caN TaLk aBouT aNiTinG... caN PLaY wiF aNiTinK TaT cuMs iN oUr WaE...
~ aLL ThOsE sCrEaMinGs, ShOuTinG, FooLinG arOuNd, MaKinG hEaDs TurNs nT wiF oUr FacE bUt wiF oUr nOisE...
~ 4 oF Us bUyiNg tHe saMe BaG.. SamE sTuFFs....
~ ThE MOST WoNdErFuL: ThE ReaL gOOd MoMenTs oF ChaSinG ENERGY EVERYTIME tHeY cUm WITHOUT FAIL:
> sEEiNg ThEm FrM 5 MeMbErs BcUm 4 deN nW LefT 3 is eNuFF to FeeL ReLi SaD..> BooK CaBs, BooK HoTeLs JuZ tO gET cLoSe tO tHeM...(TinK oF The TimEs wHn oNLi 4 oF us iN 1 CaB wHiLe EvEryOnE eLsE HaD abT 7PpL & wE goT aTTenTioN frM ENERGY aLoT...)
> ThEy ReMeMbEr uS... EsPeCiaLLi ShUwEi's aCTioN so SwEEt... He's JUZ sO SwEEt CaN???
> CryiNg Lyk LoosE TaPs wHeN wE arE FoLLoWinG tHeM on ThE waE tO airPorT oN e DaE tHeY gOinG bacK tO TaiWaN...
> DrEss uP LyK "qian jing" WheN ChaSinG... n gOT oThEr FaNs sTaRiNg & TaLkinG aBouT uS, bE iT GooD oR baD.. u JuZ FeeL gLaD wiF PinKy arOunD.. sUrE sTanD uP 4 U!!
> ThE DaMn, DaMn, DaMn LouD ScrEaMinGs wE HaF tt WILL DEFINITELY gEt EvEryOnE sHoCkEd, PissEd oFF, iRRiTaTeD, TuRn HeaDs or EvEn PpL ShOwiNg a GooD siGn tO u sHoWinG tt ThEy arE iMprEssEd aT e ReaL SharP ScrEaMinG wE caN prOjEcT ouT...
(~aHeM aGain~iT sHoWs pRaCTicE MakEs pErFecT!!!)
BUT.......
buT i nOe.... aS u gRoW oLdEr thE wOrLd SeeMs tO bE OppOsiNg u aLwaZ...
iT sEEmS tO bE aT NiTe ForEvEr.... EvEn iTs DaE TimE...
TinGs TuRn oUt nT RiTe, nT e ExaCt WaE u WanT iT tO bE...
EvEryTinG BcUm sO ConFuSinG...
FreNs TurNs tO fOeS...
PpL BacKsTaBBinG u... anD u nT nOinG & bEiNg KepT iN da DarK..
PpL JuZ wAnT sEE u bEiNg SaD & dEy r HaPPiE tO haF ThEir WisH cUm tRuE wHeN u arE...
~END OF MY SAD BUT SWEET LIFE STORY~
