LaVenDeR's gaRdEN

愉快的心情，总会一个不小心，就变糟了。
有时候，就算脸上流着泪，心在淌血，我依然可以在网上发笑脸，哈哈大笑。没有人会知道我真实的心情。这是虚伪吗？抑或是把悲伤留给自己？
情绪波动蛮大，大好大坏，大起大落。一会儿很高兴，下一分钟却又伤心难过。疯了！

哭过就好了，是吗？怎么我哭了，却没觉得一丝的好过？难过的心情挥散不去。
以为想通了，却一直都闯不过，最后，又回到了原点。
永远都不想承认自己的懦弱及愚蠢。总觉得自己变笨了，什么都记不好，做不好。
殊不知是自己的傲慢与惰性在作怪，总有种心有余而力不足的感觉。

成天告诉自己，提醒自己，不要太在乎别人的看法。
成绩是自己的；
人生是自己的；
未来是自己的；
生命也是自己的。
别奢望别人的帮助，没有人是义务帮你的，所以要学会感谢。
帮你是情理，不帮你是道理。
我们来到这世界时时一个人，
走的时候，还是一个人。
这是改变不了的事实。

活在这世上，就要学会如何一个人去面对所有的事。
即使你觉得那是很困难的事，很寂寞，很痛苦。
须知，人生本来就是一种磨练，本来就是要一个人去体会和领悟。

Despite the bad results on first two papers that I got, the next two papers were considered okay, and Pharmaco did surprised me actually. =D
I'd learnt my mistake from this previous mid-sem, which will help me to prepare well in my final exam.

Determination. This is what I lack of and need concurrently.
I always plan to go exercise, but never really carry out the plan or take it serious.
My friends keep on saying that I'm fat, and need to on diet. For better healthy lifestyles, as well as to get slim body, which I never have since last time.
Perseverence, determination, and the essential strength, to keep me from giving up, are all significant factors to ensure that I can achieve my target, my aim.
 Not only for healthy body, and study; but also my dreams and future.

Just finished watching Real Madrid playing. Good job for my love one - Cristiano Ronaldo~ ♥
Hat trick! Awww~~He is so smart, brilliant and handsome~!!! ^^
Love him always~ =)