LaVenDeR's gaRdEN: May 2012

Monday, 21 May 2012

GiveYourHeartABreak~♥

~Give Your Heart A Break~

The day I first met you
You told me you'd never fall in love
But now that I get you
I know fear is what it really was

Now here we are
So close yet so far
Haven't I passed the test
When will you realize
Baby, I'm not like the rest

Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to waste
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
Oh yeah, yeah

On Sunday you went home alone
There were tears in your eyes
I called your cell phone, my love
But you did not reply

The world is ours if we want it
We can take it if you just take my hand
There's no turning back now
Baby, try to understand

Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to waste
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break

There's just so much you can take
Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
Oh yeah, yeah

When your lips are on my lips
And our hearts beat as one
But you slip out of my fingertips
Every time you run, whoa-oh-whoa-oh-oh

Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong

Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to waste
So let me give your heart a break
(Let me give your heart a break)

'Cause you've been hurt before
I can see it in your eyes
You try to smile it away, some things you can't disguise
Don't wanna break your heart
Maybe, I can ease the ache, the ache
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break

There's just so much you can take
Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break (your heart), your heart a break (a break)
Oh yeah, yeah

The day I first met you
You told me you'd never fall in love~ ♥

p/s: A nice song that keep on spinning in my head. I smile from within. =)

Sunday, 20 May 2012

random

Finally, finish my 1st sub, which according to my initial plan, I have to finish it two days ago. Hmm.. Time to start with my 2nd sub, but I keep dragging it. If compare to last time, this study week I really did something different- manage to finish a sub in 1st 3 days! [ Usually I spent the 1st few days to play, sleep and enjoy. ]

I know this is because of someone, that I got my motivation from. I made myself study, and I can feel the positive energy, whenever the laziness approaching me. I always think that nothing will change me, or can actually motivate me to keep studying. Finally realize, I'm a dependent factor. I'll become not so clever, not so alert and a bit blur+blank, when I fall into trap. Guess, I became a small girl, who will satisfy with sweets and flowers. Never thought of this. =)

Saturday, 19 May 2012

Long lost feeling..

It'd been such a long time, since my last appearance in my blog; such a long time, that I almost forgot what is the feeling, when you're missing someone.

There's uncertainty, when people around keep telling you that you're in love, but you don't know how true is it. You keep on reminding yourself, this can't be true, due to the some reasons, you worried, what others going to say about you, criticize you.

You wouldn't believe that he likes you, you think he was just being nice, treat you as good friend. Nothing much. I know why. You scared disappointment, you afraid of being hurt.

Misunderstanding will cost lots of adverse effect. Neuropathy will develop, confusion, depression, trauma, all have a really good chance to show up. You just don't want to be the one that misunderstood his intention. You think you will fall from heaven to hell, if the reality is, he doesn't like you the way you assumed. Everything is just your imagination, your friends' interpretations. Nothing real, nothing right.

However, you can't stop a tiny part within you, that hold on the little hope, thinking 'what if'. What if he really likes you? What if you never got the chance to see him again, and you're still wasting time here? You can let fear to hold you back, or let the fear become the energy source.

Show your care, and keep your words. There are words that meant to keep in heart, as you can't let them out now. Control your emotions, and make sure no problems will arise, because of this.

Every words that I want to say, which are not suitable for now, I'll compressed it, and make it into zip file, named 'Take Care'. =)