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Not every fairy tale will end with live happily ever after. Not every story with good beginning will end well.

There are a lots of drama, novel praising the greatness of love, the romance, and the unbreakable bonding. This type of entertainment, may be can let people escape from the cruel world temporarily to get some fresh air, let those single guy and lady to experience how sweet and awesome when in a relationship, and make sure the audience will fall into this fantasy and seeking for the nonexistent partner in this real world. Most people fall into the sweet trap, that mislead people to search for the perfect boyfriend, perfect relationship, perfect love.

When we get too serious in a relationship, till we forget or not even bother to think is it going to the wrong way, or how the things started to change. Before we actually realize what's going on, everything has already changed  until we can't recognized it at all. Close to far, lover to friend, or even love to hate. Till that time, things have become so fatal, and there is no possible cure. What we can do, is just leave it. No matter how much the love is left, feeling of reluctant, heartache, and bunches of positive and negative feelings, just walk away. Then time will heal. It's the best medicine in this world..

Thinking to write something for awhile, but never make it. Since the season started, match between MU vs Chel, then Liv vs MU, I always want to write something. Then, something stopped me. Laziness.

Let focus on today. I went for medical check up, and also commission of oath to complete the forms sent by SPA, and these are all very important for me to be successfully enter my first job. I'm lucky enough to get signature for the witness part from my friend~ Thank you very much!! In KK, there are so many patients, and mostly old people. We helped some people there to become translator as they couldn't understand the message the nurses trying to pass on. Seeing those people over there, all of sudden, I feel like that's my destiny. (That's old fashion, I know it. Lols!) I want to help them, to bring better quality of life for them, let them enjoy their life by having healthy body, and hope that I can bring love to their life. =)

I watched a movie today, named 'We're the Millers!'. It's a real nice movie, and I really enjoy it very much. A comedy, full with love, touch, and taught me to appreciate people around. Families, friends, people that love me. I always have trust issues, being suspicious in almost everything and everyone, especially people I just know. If you keep pushing people away, how to shorten the distance between two people, meeting new friends, and to build up a friendship that long lasting? Not possible at all!

In the movie, from strangers, from hating each others, they started to understand the stories behind each person, learned the good and love, and finally protect and care for each other. They can just be themselves in front of each other, nothing to hide, and finally formed a bond that so strong that they willing to die for each other. This might not be happened in real life, but at least we should learn the values and messages that the movie trying to transfer to the audiences. It's not just a comedy full with dirty jokes, its something beyond that.

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