As time passed, I have this feeling that I'm still stuck in the same spot. Craving for attention, for approval and praise from others. Well, since I'm incapable to shake this part of me off, I just got to minimize this pathetic part of me by occupying my time with some other stuffs, which are much more beneficial.
Two and a half months ago, I got transferred back to my hometown -- Penang. I had mentioned about the cried and crazy emotional transition of mine in the previous post, and I did drafted out a lots of plan for myself in my [ What I going to do when I got to work in Penang] planner/checklist.
Plan, is always plan. It never goes exactly just like you thought, or rather I'm a good procrastinator that make my plan, remains as "plan". So yesterday, finally I'm taking the first step, for joining a muay thai class in Kombative Fitness for one trial month. Location of the fitness is out of my familiar range, I used 'waze' to find the place and ended up in the wrong place. (I'm not good with direction.. Damn! ) Luckily its the same area so I able to get to the right place within few minutes. ^.^
I went with a friend, she is the one that asked me to accompany her to join the class. After a few wrong turns in the building , we finally found the fitness center. The class was started, we were thinking should we go in or just leave since it's awkward to walk in after almost 20 minutes the class commenced. We stepped in at last, and my first attempt in Muay Thai was official.
The class is fun. Boxing and kicking, with gloves and tried on punching bag. I never thought I will be doing this. Feeling great! We felt tired after just a short session, but never give up cause it's real interesting! I like fighting, guess I knew it since young~ ^^
Be passionate in people, in activities that you loves. Be patience when facing problems, or just a nagging patient. Be brave to explore the world, to pursue your dreams. Determination and perseverance will lead you to the road of success. Just have faith, believe and let's do it!
