Preparing for a trip is fun and exciting, and it is another way round when preparing for an exam. Since I decided to take Toefl and GRE in the first half of next year, I guess I should be starting to prepare by now. My English is some sort of mediocre from my point of view. To get a really good marks for the coming English test, I need to work hard on my English.
Here comes the hardest part. Ever since I finished my degree and stepping into society, I feel like I've lose my focusing ability as well as good memory talent. I found it very hard for me to concentrate and stay focus. I can't even finish an article or a paper. I just gotta leap from one paragraph to another, and rush till the end. My brain is not readily process the words, sentences and phrases scanned by my retina, so everything flew away in a blink. I realized my problem, nonetheless I couldn't get a solution for myself. The time is leaking away, I'm rushing to hold on to it. End up I did nothing. I failed to save the time and unable to use it wisely as well.
For my German language, I have no idea when is the last time I revised on that. It's not going to work if I didn't practice. I am well aware yet I lied to my own face that I don't have enough time to deal with it. I am blaming others for my own laziness and mistakes.
Gosh. I barely know myself now.
I wish I able to find myself. I can only continue the journey if I find my soul.
Life is a short journey for you to fulfill your desires.
Don't lose yourself while walking through all those temptations.
