hard to believe it has been 2 months since i last posted. so much has happened ... we are still here ... at one point, the longest we thought we would spend in this country would be 10 weeks. that was our worst case scenario..mhh. things have changed. drastically. now it is looking like we will {most likely} be here through the fall. maybe longer. maybe not..it may be a LOT longer...though we are praying for a miracle.

tonight as i type this, our family is split in two, halfway across the world. i am here with our two babies while my husband and son are at home, stateside. this isn't how we pictured our summer would be...we thought we would be going to the beach, cooking out (been around southerners for too long;), camping and spending LOTS of time with family and friends. well, things are different now and god has other things in store for our family. we are staying in our children's birth country for now with high hopes of returning to the states as a family of 5 in the next few months. this is not easy and it is not what we would choose but we do feel like this is exactly where God wants our family for now..and until He leads otherwise...this is where we will be...

{more to come in the coming days regarding the last two months and what is next....we want to share our story but it will be bits and pieces for awhile due to the nature of our case. thanks for understanding if we are vague at times as we do not want to do anything to jeopardize the future of our family. thank you for walking this crazy journey. fyi::crazy is taking on a whole new meaning..}