Drama.

Would people want their lives to be dramatic or just plain simple?

I guess the grass is always greener at the other side.

But to go to an extend to create drama in your life, that is plain dumb.

One just has to be grateful and satisfied for what they already have.

I just dont get it why people are so fake and super sensitive to everything. Such that it forces or influences other people into some awkward positions.

And I dont get it why must there be a clear boundary between relations.

There is something called platonic and mutual trust. Maybe they are just injecting some drama into their daily lives.

I'm kinda sad about the change and i'm starting to miss those days.

Perhaps it's time to stop hoping and get ready to leave.

I'm not gg to look forward to it so to avoid being disappointed.

One month will pass by fast.And there's still so much to do!

I'm gna have to quit my job soon.

I know i've been complaining bout my job like always, but the whole family there is so fun!

Everyone's cool with each other and everyone's so nice!

Even Boss and Ladyboss!

I'm gna miss the job.

Goofing around when there's no customers, joking around, singing songs, folding of shirts, shouting "2ND PIECE HALF PRICE", Haagen Daz ice creams, getting freerides home, midnight suppers!

Boss Ladyboss Farhan Amanda Nicole Ziping Dirah :)

Gna miss you guys! :D

(apparently this is the longest job i have ever had!!-HAHA!)

I'll be back to visit anyways! :)

Please dont change so much after 3years.

Right now, i'm really afraid of change. The consequences of change to exact.

Please be the same when i come back.

I need that familiarity when i'm back.

Please be there.

I'm REALLY going.

Just had thai supper with boss and ladyboss

super hot!but it was nice!!hahahha! :D

noodles,clams, wow! :)

Seeing them talking about their small boy seemed so blissful. They were kinda competing about who will be closed to their child in the future. Ladyboss's bringing him to a underwaterworld stayover and Boss is playing soccer/jigsawpuzzle with him.

In the end, one still has to settle down into a family.And it would be nice to share it with someone of the same kind.

I really wonder what will happen in the future.

will we ever think back to our young days and laugh for like 10mins?

I guess i will most probably will.haha!

Now,I've totally given up.

A picture speaks a thousand words.

After sleeping through all the long early part of the days,

today i woke up at 630am!Yes, it's cos i couldnt sleep.

Kept tossing and turning in my bed, thinking of everything that pops into my mind.I guess option4 is a killer huh. What was worse is my results got postponed!!After all the worrying and nerves!!All the f words just flew right out of my mouth. So, I didnt even had the mood to do anything! But i know i just had to leave my house to freshen up.

Off to pk ddr then!(haha!)

it wasnt much of a PK actually, nor a caloriesburning session.

But it sure did lift up my mood thanks to paranoia and bomberman!

And by the time our secclassclique gathering at timbre, i guess i've thrown my heavy thoughts to the back of my mind, and enjoyed an expensive meal and a free liveband concert.

However!!!my day disappeared once i recieved the news bout changing my working venue tmr. Maybe i'm seriously being exiled to thomson huh!

Seriously, i may quit anytime if this keeps happening.

(i think i may be postmsing!urgh!)

This week's the worse. Nothing's been gg well for me!

I seriously dont know how/what to do anymore.

I really dont know how to wear this mask anymore.

Help me.

what to do if you cant sleep.

1. Count sheeps

2. Listen to songs and sing your heart out

3. Watch movies till your eyes get tired

4. Just lie in bed and let your mind run

Option 1and3 usually are quite effective in putting you to sleep. On the other hand, Option 2and4 have no use at all. But the latter do make one feel better.(dont really agree on mind running though)

I seriously need cheering up.life recently isnt quite near perfect.

ice cream?screaming sessions?jokes?dance?drink?

but perhaps even with all these, nothing will change.My mind would still be running.

Maybe the ultimate thing that i need is that overseas study trip.

i guess the faster i go would solve my sleepless night.

i have no choice now do i.

hmm.it seems like i'm sticking to my own judgements.Though it's down right bad, i'll just have to stick to all my decisions.Perhaps it's better this way.

Should i take the chance?

Or should i just wait.

yes or no.

It's not as easy as it seems.

let's just see how it goes.

omg.

I'm super CONFUSED!!

Two side of a picture, which to believe. Two different point of views, which is the right one?

My judgement dont stand right now, cos i dun have the full picture.

But what if the other side stands true??Will it change the impression portrayed??Or will i ignore and stick to my own fairytale.

Right now, i'm just confused about what to think!!

Am i still in denial??or is my mind very easily manipulated and tricked?

Awh mann!

no wonder i'm always victimised by those fraud companies!!

idiot.why am i always the one kept in the dark.

bo bian.

the pinkdot event.
pink.
dotty.
camwhoring!
OH YAY!!We got our pink umbrellas!!HAHAHA!!Dawn almost took mine though, when she got one for herself alr!typical Singaporean Auntie huh!
and we were like going around picking up pink balloons left by others!
such flunkees we are!!hahaah!
(fyi : flunkee is a synonym for losers)

GOOD LUCK SAJC!

BLOW THE JUDGES AWAY!!

JUST GET ON STAGE AND ENJOY!!

**SNIFF**

EEEWWW!!

YOU GUYS SMELL!!!

JIAYOUUU!!

Is it THAT obvious?!?!

toodles!

Omg!i'm super duper touched!!:D :D
Shulan wrote me this ultra touching note!!So wanna cry now.

* To Gwen :P

這樣的背影 我們幾時還會有機會重複這樣的情景

我們能見面的機緣很小 一個不起眼的鄉巴佬來到了新加坡這的地方

又陌生 又想家 是妳們充實了我的中學生活

原本3年多前 會是我先離開新加坡

現在反而是妳離開這2兄妹 雖然有點不捨

但是大家都必須往自己努力的方向前進

我也不例外 希望妳去了澳洲 可以認真讀書 也別忘了我們

當妳放假回來新加坡時 我也可能離開了這地方

所以有空就等妳來台灣玩吧XD

還有謝謝妳 中二當年的關心與幫助

不然那時驚慌失措的我就不會有今天^^

I AM SUPER HAPPYY!!

FINALLY MY LIFE CAN MOVE ON!!!

MONEY'S BACK IN MY ACCOUNT AND MY CARD NOW ACTIVE!

:D :D

Today we went to visit a friend who had a car accident. Though it sounds very solemn, it turned out to be a hell lot of fun!! We became the gossipgirls, wondergirls and entertainers to the unmoveable!!Did a video that includes "nobody",uncordinated dancemoves by wondergirls, superwoman running everywhere, one broken thumb and a slimwrap advertisement!!

It has been rumoured that the video will hit a record of 2million viewers!(let's see huh!)

It's surprising what girls do online!!Unlike guys who only play dota, we girls intellect our brains with memorising of blogadds, engage into current affairs(gossips), amuse ourselves with other ppl's photos and start reminising their embarassing past!HAHAHA!!

So much more interesting and fun than clicking the mouse a million times to kill an enemy!

Cant wait for the next Girl's night in!(with one boy that is.)

Talking about GIRLS;

We (DawnLingMe) have finally decided to call ourselves "The Girls"!

from thelosergang to casualties to THE GIRLS!

(oops!they dont like me capsing it!oh wells!)

But seriously, The Girls sounds SO much nicer!hahaha!

(But there's alr The Group!oh wells!)

hmmm,I'm very curious of everyone in 10years down the road!

Will there be someone who still uses pffffffft?ending every sentence with x/z?or maybe lubbing someone??We should really organise gossipgirls 10years later!!HAHA!!

Okay.Just registered for IELTS for this sat 9May!

It's terribly last min!and now, i'm suddenly starting to study again.

Have to really finish the exercise book before friday!!

What's worse is that, i havent even written a single word and my stomach i growling!!

should i challenge myself of studying without food??

but that would be a HUGE OBSTACLE!

HAHAHA!

yup!that is why the shape is defined.

oh mann, back to english!

My GP teacher must be SO proud!

900bucks

that means letting go.

but is it a coincidence, fate or a sign??

I think i'll stick to my promise.

Just dont let anything happen that will waver my decision.

Ultra Exhausted after a day's work!

Syf Rehearsal was good!!Our juniors improved SO much!!So proud of them!:D
The only thing bad about this morning is that the guys ps me for a free ride back to potong pasir! Idiot!kenneth you owe me a BIG plate of chicken rice!!
But luckily Ling was there to watch the rehearsal too!!so coincidental lor!!
so we relived our youth days by gg to the arcade!!
It's been so long since i've played DDR, Basketball, racing!!So exciting!
But compared to all those younger pros, we are noob ttm!!

I've decided.
I'm going to Australia.
Paps have paid the fees, I've sign the papers, it will be soon that i have to sms this news to my friends.
This may be a selfish and irresponsible move, but it's a great opportunity for me.
Talked to a friend and he made all the reasons for not going so minute!
Anyway, it's only three years right??
I just hope that nothing changes after that "short" period of time.
And i just WISH that everything goes fine there.
Friends, Studies, Life.
So now, i'll try to spend lots of time with my friends yeah!
especially jody!!it's been ages since we met!
and probably mel and yueming before i go, it's been ancient mann!
But i still need the money so i'll still be working :D
(YAY!getting pay soon!Farhan almost cheated some of my money mann!!HAHA!)

The week so far was GOOD!!
(except the fact that me being changed to thomson on sunday!!)
Watched 17Again(ness you owe us one!hahaha!!)
Ate at the Empire (shiok lots!)
Chilling with Dawn and Ling
Suppose to be beering with bindy and adele but turned out into a shoppingtrip @bugis
Eating clams at chompchomp and chilling at gardens.
If every week were to be the same as this, I'll definitely be the happiest girl in the world! :D
but oh mann, i have to start spending some time with my family.
They would be the ones i'll miss the MOST when i'm abroad.
I can already imagine me crying when skyping with them.hahaha!
OKOK.
i've just woke up (4pm) and i'm off to eat my porridage!
today's labour day - a day out with my family?
let see huh!