Everybody's screaming, I try to make a sound but no one hears me

haha.. few days did not updates liao.. haha.. dunno wad to write ma.. lol.. now at least have sth to write liao..

Hmm.. last week went to watch Spiderman 3 twice.. haha.. once with Janet and Wei jian.. the other time with BK Kor, his sister, Lynn, Regina and Tobias.. haha.. During the 1st time of watching, i was needing the toilet den thought tt the show was draggy.. But when watch the second time, its okay.. haha.. but have to say the graphics was super cool.. haha..

Den bought my new bag, NDS.. and dled Granado Espada.. COOL GAME SEH.. haha..

hmm.. nowadays abit weird sia.. keep going to emo mood.. dunno why also.. listen to music half way.. den mind auto switch to emo mood.. emo mood nvm.. think think think.. den become beri sad or emo.. siao one.. think not enough slp or wad.. hope this week wont be the same.. Too much emo is not good.. Will think of beri stupid and lame stuff.. think liao nvm.. Think until like the knife go pierce into the heart like tt.. STUPID right..

OOO.. XV is coming this week.. haha.. hope to see it successful.. Wow.. this week got a lot of stuff lor.. XV.. Idea Presentation 15%.. Storyboarding + textures 25%.. XML assignment 10%.. siao one right.. Muz have enough rest.. if not go crazy.. haha..

This time no msg as usual.. hahaha...

Signing off,
Vincent.

STOP BEING STUPID AND STUBBORN!!!

I hate being the smallest and shortest.. even though there is a pro and con.. ppl tend to treat me differently.. Sometimes when i saw how they treat their friends and the way they treat me.. i somehow wish tt the person could be me.. i think tt they treat me as a small kid.. tt why the different treatment.. but the fact is i am onli few months younger than them.. onli few cms shorter than them..They also try to keep as much things from me as they can.. they will use excuses like immature or its not for children.. dunno why they dun wan to let me noe.. as if it will kill them..

Talents.. i admire ppl with different talents and skills.. somehow wan to noe how they got it.. if i like it.. will dare to try it out.. but always failed.. i think tt i have no special talents.. juz a normal person..

Friends.. hmm.. can say tt i haf lots of friends.. but they are onli friends.. not those who are so close to me tt is able to tell wad am i thinking at any moment of time.. And i dun even haf someone tt is close to be able to tell all my troubles.. can onli emo on my own.. Almost everyday i will think in my mind, i treat them as good buddies but wad do they treat me as..

Not all the troubles can be describe in words.. and i am not those types tt will say it out so easily... even inside here doesnt contain all my troubles.. they are like 20% of them here.. T-T

dunno wad to write liao.. and dun feel like continuing..

Signing off,
Vincent