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Lucky?

One of my comments that irk me so much when friends get to know of my exchange programme is that I am lucky. They’ll go how lucky I am to have gone so many different exchange. I am blessed, but lucky? I don’t think so.

When I shared the news about going on the Korea-ASEAN programme, a close friend said it best, that I deserve it.

I’m not trying to say that I am the most deserving among all other volunteers and participant, but the truth is, I do deserve it. I put in hours on the proposal of the Cahaya M Nov-Dec holiday in 2008 and spent every single Morning of Tues-Sat with the kids and the family, so this exchange programme, is sort of like a reward for me. I didn’t get to travel during my year end holiday so it was like my well-deserved delayed holiday. Of course I volunteer without any expectation, but if something good comes out of it, why not?

Deserving it is not based only on the service hours also, I believe. But also I deserve it because of my capability. There are many volunteers in Mendaki and for Cahaya M. Do you really think that out of many names, I was just plain lucky to be nominated? If you own a company and need to send a representative, would you leave it to luck and pick any names among your employees? Or you would send one of the better ones?

So after the first process, I had to go through interview, and again I am just lucky to be selected after the interview? Wow, I must be really lucky then cuz what’s the chances to be lucky twice in a row? Oh, and what’s the purpose of an interview then if the person is selected just based on plain luck?

2009

What I will remember of 2009:

 

Korea (ASEAN-Korean Prog)

SMYC

RCYC

Cahaya M

Gram’s death

Very packed back-to-back tuition schedule

 

yeah, I guess that’s pretty much about it.

Charm necklace

There’s this really pretty charm necklace that I totally fell in love with during my trip to Korea last Feb. But sad to say, on the parts dropped and I didn’t noticed it. I was really sad cuz that’s my favourite and there’s no way I can get it again since I bought in overseas.

But I was wrong! I was blog-surfing and came across one that is almost identical and very similar to it. Now, should I buy?

http://pink-flare.blogspot.com/2009/12/blog-post.html : the heart soars.

 

so pretty!!me like!

Do you speak english?

So I finally went to the Dermatology Clinic at CGH.  What I hate about appt is that, by the time the date comes, whatever bothering you is almost over already. It’s been more than a month since the onset of the skin infection that now they’re no longer pus-like and very much dried up, leaving scabs only. Very ugly, I tell you! Hope the cream gonna work to lighten or ‘erase’ the scab.

 

Anyway, the first room I went to was a normal skin specialist. He took down notes about myself and background history of the skin infection. Then after probing on my skin, he told me he would have to consult his senior specialist.

 

So, the next room I went to was the senior specialist. The senior specialist had read my file because when I stepped in he did mentioned about it prolly jellyfish bite from Labrador Park (it was written earlier on by the first doc). Since the first doc was ard, they conversed with each other abt my condition. I kinda tuned out to it cuz it seems cheem doc talk.

 

Next moment, I realised that the senior specialist was directing a question. He actually asked if I speak English. Wth!

 

Firstly, the previous doc already write on that piece of paper (in fact, it was in the first few lines) that I’m an undergrad in NTU doing B.Sc. So, how can an undergrad not know how to speak English?! He obviously did not read that write up properly. And even if I’m not an undergrad, how can a 23 year old  Singaporean not know how to speak English?! Yes, I was pretty much dressed down (maybe looking a like a maid), but heh it’s a freaking 9am appt.. And he should have noticed I’m not a blardy foreigner to be an Indonesian maid for that matter. bah!

 

It doesn’t help I was fumbling with his question (cuz I was sleepy and zoning out that I didn’t realised that he was asking me a question) and when I said, “huh?” he assumed I did not understand him and vaguely said smth in Bahasa Indonesia. Thank god for the first doc to correct the situation and inform him that I do speak English.

After this, the exams that I’ll worry about are those of my students. heh.

 

Finally isn’t it- The last exams ever. But surprisingly, it doesn’t really feel a thing. It’s like, “Yeah, wow. Okay, move on.”

 

The good thing is that there only one paper for this sem. The bad thing was of course, thinking I have all the time (because my exams are quite late, I have almost 2-3 weeks of study break), I really took my own sweet time. I was not studious at all compared to the previous semester.

 

Exams for previous semesters, I would be up early in the morning and study almost the whole, stopping only for meals. But for this one, I start studying only by 4pm (after growing up! lol) cuz i woke up only at noon-ish =\ and that when evening comes I multitasking between studying and watching TV. I’m sure you know which I ended doing more of. lol

 

Well, it’s finally over now. It has become almost a biennial ritual. Having gone through 3 years of poly and now undergrad studies (almost similar format of semesters and modules), that’s almost like 6-7 years! Impressive, huh? Everytime I study, I would reminisced of how just 6 months ago, I was franctically studying and memorising something else which I can’t already recall much of anymore. And at that point of time I’m forcefully trying to memorise something else which I’ll laugh off cuz I know it’s probably gonna be dumped after the exams. Funny ain’t it? I guess that’s why after some time, I no longer panic much when it comes to exams cuz I know I’ve survived so many rounds of it already. The cycle just goes on and on, that after sometime I guess I’m immune to it. It’s simply a phase I have to go through before I can get my holidays.

 

Done and over with exams, here’s to holidays!

 

What’s next for the final sem next year? Down to 2 modules for 6 weeks in Jan-Feb before I start on practicum for 12weeks.

Back

Hullo there! Thought of giving a new breath of life for this forgotten page 😉 look out for more frequent entry soon i hope. hehe

SMYC

the first time of my exchange programme that its only bilateral. Thus, large Sg contingent size. I felt I didn’t bond well enough with the Sg contingent. I would say I was selective or maybe befriending those that I notice aren’t in the main clique. Yeah, I prefer it that way somehow. I am glad I made alot of new friends from across the causeway. Really nice and fun-loving bunch of people. I wished that they’re Singaporeans cuz it’ll be so much fun having them as friends and easily meet up and catch up. But the reality is, they live more than 4 hours drive from here. Well, the challenge now is to maintain this friendship forged.

Archie

My sis friend commented that she saw a Tweet that says that Archie is going to propose to Veronica.

Curious about it, I googled it and the news is true! In fact, Veronica said yes and they gonna get married.

OMG! I am so going to get my hands on Issue #600!

You can read malay?

That’s what the cashier asked to the guy in front of me who was paying for the Malay newspaper.

It was only a newspaper but the cashier held up the Q cuz he just had to have the conversation. But at least it was interesting.

Guy: I am malay, what.
Cashier: Oh you are? But you look like Chinese lah
Guy: Ya, cuz I got Chinese blood
Cashier: Oh your parents Chinese? (by this point I was thinking if the conversation ever going to end cuz if I’m the cashier I’ll just leave it as it is.)
Guy: My mother is Chinese
Cashier: Oh, so she convert lah? (I really wanna kick him now!)
Guy: No, she Chinese but when young give away to malay family so grow up muslim.
Cashier: Yah, yah. Last time alot are like that.

Anyway, I do know of quite a few who share the same story too. Then I wonder, weren’t they concerned about giving away their child to someone of different race and religion too? Or maybe times were just so hard then that as long as their child can be given a good life, they are willing to sacrifice it. But what about those giving away their child of bad fengshui? Maybe other Chinese family also find it hard to accept the child that they have no choice but to give away to non-Chinese family?

Dentist

What comes after a dental appointment?
another appoinment, of course!

So I’ve finally got an X-ray of my mouth, 2 in fact – front view and side profile. It took me a damn long time cuz I wanted it at a subsidised rate. Actually the waiting time for an appt at National Dental Centre (NDC) isn’t long. It’s the polyclinic that has waiting time of more than 3 months. All for that freaking piece of refferal letter to NDC.

I seriously don’t get it. If I had gone straight to NDC on my own, I don’t get the subsidy rate. I must go down to polyclinic for a consultation and then they’ll give me a referral letter to NDC cuz they don’t do wisdom tooth extraction and surgery there. Only with this referral letter then I can get a subsidised rate. Actually I’m not too concern about getting a subsidised rate for my surgery cuz that will be covered by Medisave. I’m only concern for other side-cost such as X-ray, consultation etc. I’ve done my calculation and the savings is about $50+ for those stuff and for surgery is alot more (but I didn’t calculate any savings for that cuz it’s 100% covered by Medisave). This subsidised rate is applicable to all Singaporeans regardless of income, so I don’t get it why must the referral letter be compulsory to get subsidised rate at NDC. Why can’t we just head down straight to NDC?

If X-ray can be done at Dental polyclinic so that I only need to go down to NDC for the surgery I don’t mind. But the problem is, the sole visit to the Dental polyclinic is just to get the referral letter cuz they don’t do full mouth X-ray there. Then I have to make an appointment to NDC which is simply just another consultation and for X-ray. Finally make another appointment for extraction and surgery. Waste of time, right?

Anyway, I was also annoyed from my experience with Bedok Dental polyclinic. From what I’ve learnt from the web and friends, I know that the consultation at the Polyclinic is a short one, like I said earlier on just to get the damn letter. So when I found out that the next available date was 3 freaking months away, I tried to reason with the lady at the counter if I can just quickly get have a dental visit on that day itself cuz it’ll be quick after all. She keeps insisting that it’s not possible. Well, I surrendered and make my appointment for 3 months later. A week before my appointment, I had another pain from my last wisdom tooth that’s rupturing. Unable to bear the pain any longer, again I went down to the clinic hoping that they can allow me for walk-in cuz after all it’s an emergency. But again, my request was turned down. It was damn annoying lah!

So finally on the appointment day itself, true enough the whole thing lasted less than 5 min. I barely had warmed the chair. I can’t believe that the consultation was $20+ when all that he told me was that I had 4 wisdom tooth (duh!) and needs to be extracted, some by surgery which they don’t do there (double duh!) and that he will refer to me NDC (triple duh!). Lastly he mentioned that I should consider braces.

LIKE WTH?! I waited for 3 months for only less than 5min with the dentist? And the stuff he said were all that I knew already.

The moment I got the referral letter, I dreaded to call up NDC for an appointment, fearing that it will probably be another 3 months wait. But surprisingly, the next available date was just 3 weeks away.

So, just now I went yet for another dental visit. After doing the X-ray I went back to the dental room, but the dentist shooed me to an ortho cuz I had replied that I don’t mind considering braces after he asked me about it. I thought this was to save time while waiting for the x-ray result to be out. But as I was going out of the room, I realised that the results was already up on his computer and he’s studying it. I was quite annoyed cuz my visit was for my wisdom tooth. The braces thingy can wait after that. Anyway, I made my way to the ortho and yet another dentist probing into my mouth.

He then asked me why am I considering braces. Like wth. I feel like telling him why not you ask all the dentist that I’ve seen in my whole lifetime. Every dentist is always telling me that I should wear braces, even when I was in primary school and now you’re asking me why am I considering it? I thought I needed it?! To consider it means that thing is elective and not compulsory, right? If that’s the case that I won’t go for braces then. But all the dentist had made it sound like I need it and from my misaligned tooth, I’m not surprised why.

Anyway, I wasn’t too sure what to answer so I simply said that I think I have overcrowded teeth.

He asked me to clench my teeth and he commented that I had open bite.

I explained that it could be because of the wisdom tooth, especially the lower one cuz before that one grows out, I had no problem with biting. Then he told me that it may not be so (obviously he doens’t believe me that this open-bite problem is only recently!) cuz our jaw has different growth spurt and for me, my lower jaw is longer than what it is supposed to be. I was surprised that he came to this conclusion by just this observing my teeth. I thought he would at least need the side-profile X-ray to make those comment on my jaw length.

Then he carried on explaining that braces alone cannot solve my problem and I’ll need lower jaw surgery (even the sound of it scares me!). He said they will cut my lower jaw on the right and left side, shorten it and fused it again. I told him that why not he explained to me more about braces and that I will consider the surgery part maybe only after my braces treatment is completed. But he said that the surgery should be considered concurrently with braces cuz treatment of braces with and without surgery is different and that surgery only after the braces is not possible cuz surgery is halfway during the braces treatment.

By this point, I thought might as well just do part by part which is focus on wisdom tooth cuz that’s why I was there in the first place. So I told him that I will consider all those stuff and discuss with my parents. At this point, he actually asked for my age. When I replied that I was 23yr old, I was pretty sure that he looked like, “This age also must ask parents, eh?”. Or maybe I was just against him. haha.

So I went back to the previous room to get diagnosis for my wisdom tooth. Apparently only 1 will need surgical removal (hurrah!) while the other 3 will be extraction, but one of it if can’t be extracted will be surgically removed. 

I made my payment and set another appointment. Till my next dental adventure!

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