Of Love and Life..

And sooooo... Here I am... A full fledged dinosaur... Or rather, quarter of a dinosaur... Perhaps I sound like I'm kicking a big fuss over nothing... But when you feel like everything is unsettled at this age, I guess it is cause for worry...
Well, perhaps I was just moody and things were not going my way...

But anyways, I had a pretty good time yesterday.. I spent the few moments before I turned 25 chatting to a few good friends... We may not be that close physically.. But deep down I know we can talk to each other as and when we want to... It's been a long time since we chat, compared to during varsity days whereby we just go on n on.. But it was a gd one.. =) thanks for your time...

The day started pretty well for me.. Was surprised by a card at work from my FA.. Sweet! After that I got another small gift n card from another colleague, so that was pretty nice of him as well.. But I thought there was this person who said we will go for a run and then I'll get my cake.. But it didn't happen... Anyways, I had a call then to collect flowers from the recep.. And it was from my bf... 25 red, 1 champaign.. I'm wonderin the 25 red is it my age or is it a miscount of 24?

In the afternoon, my operators and technicians were really sweet.. Venu came to drag me to tea break area where they have a cake for me... How nice of them.. After that I had to rush off to meet Ham for a drink... Wen to Equinox, City Bar... Really nice drink and I got a little tipsy, but we had a good time.. Chat and laugh..
Went off to meet my family thereafter at Raffles City basement for dinner at Shokudo...it's a japanese style Marche... Pretty interesting I would say n I had a filling dinner...

The day b4 on 26th, my bunch of colleagues, the few girls (mostly EX-colleagues) celebrated for me over dinner @ waraku... It feld good... That I had company before and on my birthday...

Today, I had yet another surprise after my lunch... A card from dear Shah... So sweet as always.. Guess that's about it for surprises.. =) A few more outings with my other friends from uni and college and that's about it... That's how I spent my first few days of the big "TWO" and "FIVE".

=)

Happy CNY!

I'm getting old and forgetful...
Forgot to bring my camera out for family gatherings... and hence the lack of photos...
My niece and nephew have all grown up since i last saw them!
Soooooooooooooooooooooooo adorable...
Addition of a new baby girl by my cousin.. :)

All in all, i tried to be happy this CNY... but sad to say, was not quite happy actually...
It was a tad bit boring, made even more so by some incidents...

It's funny... i just realised i've progressed to another stage in my life just yesterday.... how did i know?
For the very very very first time, when i went to the temple with my family, my mum prayed that i'd meet a good guy... hah
for the very very first time... i was absolutely shocked........

It's February already... January flew by in a jiffy... gonna reach a quarter of my life soon......

i was looking forward to 1st February, so that my technicians change shifts and that i can see my khaki from night shift come back to day... haven seen him in a month, except when i stay back late to work.. have yet to speak to him... since i came back..

Now, he's gone... i'm still in a daze and cant believe it...... We've known each other for a year.. as long as we were colleagues... i wont forget all the help you've given me..

Sam, i hope you found a happy place to be... Please give your wife strength to pull through everything... I'm sure your unborn child will be a strong, lovely child.. I'll miss you very very very terribly...

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Rest in peace, my dear Sam... Amat Manis Shamsudin...

PS: I was still waiting for your birthday to come then we can celebrate together!!