Of Love and Life..

I think i really really built some really really strong bonds back in HP.....
Just had a phone call with one of my 'lub lubs' and my heart was racing just talkin to her... i feel so excited just tellin her i'll be back to visit next wk and funny how i know more about some of what the guys are doin than her... =P

Omg, i cant wait!!!! Why am i soooooooooo emotionally attached to HP?
it's like i feel more like i've been there 10 years than just a mere 2 years... the people, my friends, sigh... just thinkin about them puts a smile on my face... with a slight tinge of sadness at times.... when i think of the closer uncles from my dept.... haiii, guess i really missed them..... LOADS.. *sob sob*

I've got programmes lined up all of next week and i'm soooooooo excited!
Esp the gathering @ my place... its gonna be soooooooo fun! hahaha, gaawddddd i cant wait!! =)

Yaayyyyy, i'm comin home!!!

And i just received news that my friend is finally moving on to what she's wanted all along... studying Masters for ermmmm language n speech therapy.... so she's gonna be a speech therapist next time for children with special needs!!! how noble!! =)

Sigh, out of the 5 of us, seems like i'm the lost sheep now... one's with govt coz of her scholarship bond, but with super promising prospects. One's an auditor who's doing really well... Another's doing sales now with citi... after a few years there, she'll get a gd portfolio n move on in the financial sector... n we have a speeech therapist.... AND lastly, an engineer... hahaahaaaa, how interesting..

i think i'm being very kiasu, bookin everyone way ahead for meet ups... haha, suddenly i'm meetin up with my friends more than when i'm in Singapore i think =P

Wow, This morning when i opened my email and saw it flooding with orders for my fund-raising, i was seriously overwhelmed... n i swear i teared.
I wasn't expecting them to actually bother. Most of them my ex-colleagues..
I guess if i were them, i can just easily delete the email and ignore it...
But... well, i guess i have made some really really really good friends there.

So.... when i was told i had many 'luv luv' there, its true after all....
I'm deeply touched and i dont know what to say.
*bows*

Thanks everyone!!!

Yesterday was such a wonderful day! =)
I got a parcel, got free dinner and drinks...
Made appointment to cut my hair this weekend..
Managed to contact this other dept about my missing parcels, a SPARK of hope still there, i'm supposed to get a call from them today but no news yet.. =(
*keepin my fingers crossed*
Meanwhile, i seem to be attracting wrong kind of attention. It's funny, really... Like when you're lookin for 'em and none looks in your way... and when you're not lookin, they just come flockin to you.... WEIRD...

I'm sooo happy today coz i received a parcel.... FINALLY..........
Yet sad at the same time means that my total lost Tally stands and the items are not gonna be recovered i guess.. coz it took 1 week for the item to reach me.. so if the lost parcels were returned to SIN, it should take at most 2-3 weeks.. but its been more than a month... =(
sob sob sob big time..... I want my Jap doll And CD!!!! and MUGGGGGGGG!!! =~~~~~(

Nevertheless, thanks a lot, Shah!

Total lost count:
- 2 cards
- 1 Jap doll
- 1 CD
- 1 mug

Sob sob sob.... those are my lost items tally for now and that i'm aware of.. i hope n hope n hope that they go back to the original owners, so that i can STILL get them... =( i think it hurts knowin you lost somethin from your loved ones than not gettin anythin at all...

I was just checkin out some courses online while i'm surfing... Goodness, all these courses are soooo expensive.. and i'll probably need to go take some tests which are required for admission. Some need GMAT, SAT, TOEFL.. all the alphabets start comin up... haha
The more i see, the more xianz i get... Itz not gonna be easy and it ranges from 30k to 50k... how can i afford this!!! faint...
Seems like trainin has upped one level to include PT and sounds really xiong now. Makes me a little 'afraid' to go back... to see how unfit i've become.. *shudders*... so upset so upset... =( but i'll still go back nonetheless, just need to train doubly/triply hard....... =

Current mood: Depressed, itchy

Damn those stupid mozzies... ARghhhhh... Hardly slept a wink last night coz they were so busy suckin my bloooooooooooood!!! =(
Zombified now...
Last night was mooncake festival. Relish just going to the reservoir with my parents and have mooncake, sip tea and eat peanuts with my parents... This year is spent in Kuantan, @ a weddin.. It was alright. Same usual stuff... It always touches me, lookin @ all those lovely, happy couples.. whisperin sweet nothings... How can one not be moved? =) I recalled my bro's weddin and cant help but feel a tinge of sadness, when he's officially moving out to set up a family.. Well, someone less to joke with n hear my woes... He'd better pop a kid for me to play soon!!!!! hahahaha...
And so she daydreams...

I'm gonna have a weddin on mooncake festival. Even if i'm in Singapore this year, i'll be out at a weddin dinner or 2.. so no difference. I wonder if its SUCH a GOOD day!

At least yesterday i had things to occupy such that i don't have to blog... the Buke Puasa dinner @ Hyatt was just absolutely fantastic!! i think there must have been like 60 over varieties! and as expected of high class hotels, food's pretty good... Last night JM sent me home (he's been doin so for the past few nights, else i'll get home kinda late). Keeps askin me to go out or join them for drinks. I dun really like the idea of bein too close to them. But i think i'll take up the golfing offer. Might as well learn something while i'm here... Maybe next week....

Suddenly, i'm afraid.. i hope we're thinkin along the same line about US...

I am so pissed off with this posting system. I wonder if my parcels been EATEN up or what. It's so frustratin.. especially after learnin what the contents are... =(
Wonder where's womie's one too... Hmmm, hopefully the one my ex-colleague is sendin reaches me. Else i'm gonna kick up a ruckus... Now i know how important it is to send a REGISTERED mail... the money will be well worth it, esp for inefficient countries.. arghhhhh

Yaaay, can foresee some buka puasa dinnners lined up at Hyatt and Swiss Garden..
I suddenly have this urge to go back homeeeeeeeeeee... Sigh, i'm missin my loved ones quite badly now.. Haiii

A Day trip to KL just for a meeting, it's tiring... a 7+ hours journey to and fro... Waste Fuel and Time, but am glad for the time out of office.. =) and to just nua a bit... Actually, i was up all the way in Selangor apparently. Somewhere called Shah Alam. Lost count of the number of tolls we had to pay.. maybe like 8, to n fro? It's crazy.

So i was as close to my parents as i can get. Went past Genting actually, at the bottom of it. Just half an hour away. And my boss teased and asked whether i wanna detour up to genting for a bit. haha... Back in office today and my SIN big boss are comin in tomorrow. Lotsa activities.. Heard about all the major movements in HP. My heart is itching a little, knowin Ham's now in charge of BDAP.. no more gao1 lao3... everyone's tellin me to go back. Haha, its funny...

On a side note, my plans to head back to SIN almost got FOILED coz the coach tickets were SOLD OUT! omg... had to last min get the secretary to book a flight back out for me. Thank goodness, it was settled. *phew* so i'll be comin home for awhile. Actually lookin forward to seein my friends and i'm DYING to play floorball.. Arghh, all the inactivity here is irking me... So, all's in order.... for now.. =)

My parents left this morning.... That was fast in a way.. Then again, there's really nothing much to do here. If they were to stay another day, i'm sure they'd be BORED stiff.. hahaha
It was really gd to see them again.. Apparently, its not hard to drive up. They liked my apartment and pleased with my lifestyle and arrangements. Had lobster, lobster and lobster. I put on like 20 pounds over the weekend. They brought my fav bread from home, titbits, PEANUTS. I have loads of food at home!
I've got my fav piggy biscuit for mooncake festival too! =) soooooo happy... heee, but i was more tired than when i'm alone.. coz my parents sleep late!! wake up super early!!! plus i slept on the couch.. OUCH, kinda tired now...
Yesterday, i kinda "Snapped" my back again and it hurts now, damn it. Its really a sign that i'm gettin older or that i haven't fully recovered from that time and carried too much stuff... i just bent to pick up the durians n for that split second, i was like "uh-oh"...
Sigh sigh, hopefully i'll get better.. N that my parents enjoy their 2nd half of their Malaysia Trip! =)
Actually, i kinda misss them already... haha, i really really need to go back home now. i miss my friends and my room now... them comin up is different from me going back home, where my life is and where everythin is so familiar... Gawd..

Well anyways, this malaysia postal system is really drivin me bananas... first, they say must put company name, then SK told me, its okie, no company name nvm. next, after way too long, i realise i was given the wrong postal code initially (i double checked with my namecard).. SK told me, postal code wrong nvm.. As long as PO BOX number correct.. OK, now i really wonder, if all those postal code and stuff is redundant, why include it as part of the address to begin with?!?!??!?! itz pissin me off and now i'm really wonderin if my parcel is just lost or on its way home to the owner or what... Gawd Damn it... arghhh

Get well SOON!! =

This week went by rather quickly. Short week plus i'm not workin tomorrow coz my folks are comin up. Been arrangin for drivers to chauffeur us ard.. Gettin numbers and addresses for gd seafood places. My parents wanna eat LOBSTER and i just realised not ALL seafood places have that, so must make bookin to order...

Started dozin off really early last night.. like about 9... The 'cant sleep' thing is really gettin to me, so for once i decided to just let the zzz monster come attack as n when.. and it did and hung ard till this morn! i felt great! =) guess my sleepytime nowadays is after work.. like 7-ish -9pm.. weird...

On a sidenote, Ritchie's leavin in a few weeks' time. Posted elsewhere... our entertainment will be very very veryyyyyyyyyyy much reduced.. =

I'm upset.....
I seriously hope my parcel hasn't gone missing!!! its been like close to 3 weeks..
haii... all puasa, never work...
DAMN upset!!!! =(

On a side note, A "Happy Teachers Day" from my kids brightened up my otherwise dull day...

This is a crazy world
These can be lonely times
It's hard to know who's on your side
Most of the time

Who can you really trust
Who do you really know
Is there anybody out there
Who can make you feel less alone
Some times you just can't make it on your own
If you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, hmmm

If you have broken dreams
Just lay them all on me
I'll be the one who understands
So take my hand

If you reach emptyness
You know I'll do my best
To fill you up with all the love
That I can show someone
I promise you you'll never walk alone
Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, oooo

Everybody needs somebody who keep a heart and soul in two
Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, Here I am

thanks to Merdeka, i had a longggggggg weekend.
Kinda regret not going home now, but its okie, i'm well rested...
Itz irritatin coz i had so much time n wanna just catch up on my sleep.. but i auto wake up at like 8am everyday..n i have problems going back to zzz =( n when i tried to nap yesterday, i napped for an hour and woke up 2/3 times.. Irritating!!!!!

Anyways, September is here! =) itz been a month now... and Lunar 7th month is over as well.. Now i just need to hang in there and wait for the end of the month to come!!! hahaha

Belated Congrats! =P *pat pat*