Of Love and Life..

Yet another year... the first quarter is always a busy one in my family... Dad, kor and my birthday... plus CWY...

I'm almost done. Now's the time to pack my bags n leave..
Its funny that I have to leave, just when I was getting quite close to the girls.
I wasn't expecting any close bonds, but seeing how nice and caring they've been.. it touches my heart.. Not forgetting my boss here... They've been really sweet and i'll miss them!!!

I've also found out about some asshole, who i will avoid totally... cant fathom whats on his mind and neither am i bothered to think bout it... just stay far far away from me..

Cant wait to get back into the groove for my floorball again. N ya, time to lose the weight i gained here.. haha (if i can)...

My last days in the office are hard to pass......
Time passes even more slowly than it normally does =(
Finally made it to Thursday.
Dinner every night from now and i'll be back!
Big gathering comin up on Sat which i'm looking forward to.. haha

On a side note, the stupid Acc B***H is drivin me crazy.. i'm pissed with her.
she's known for being one, so pls mind my unpleasant jargon.
She's holding back my claims and allowances coz she says 'nobody told her i'm leaving' and trying to ask around (anyone but me) on when i started driving here and stuff.. bla bla bla
so basically its been like a month overdue and she is still not releasing the cheque to me...
!&*^A#$ i went to look for her straight and have her sign everything for me.. she still wanted to drag it till the day b4 i leave, i said NO, by tomorrow...

Such pple do exist... my goodness....... =

i can officially start my countdown for my return!! Wow, i cant hardly wait!!!
1 more weeeeeeeek!!!!
I really cant wait to be back home, enjoy my CNY and get ready to start work in my Singapore office again. I wonder if my cubicle is still around.. haha
At the same time, i'm afraid i'm not up to the tasks expected of me when i return. hard to say...

Seems like i've been here only 6 weeks more than 6 months... maybe due to me going back home once in awhile..
STILL, it feels really painful to be away for so long.. The torment of having to leave at that time, due to my 'immaculate' timing is fading away... My stint away was a test.. Now that i'm gonna be back home, i'm faced with another test. I hope we can survive..

N so, here we go again... farewell dinners, goodbyes, departures..

Mummyyyyyyyyyy, its OVERrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

Chat with mummy yesterday left me dumbfounded and i felt heavy-headed thereafter.
It just didn't occur to me that she had 'such thoughts' on her mind..
Out of care and concern for me of coz...
After knowing the truth and plans, she was disappointed and i'm guessing i have only succeeded to make her worry or get anxious.. i would love to make her happy but its not my call. Not our call..
Too soon..

Damn, i still cant believe it.. *stunned*

I can foresee some challenges coming up in 2009..
Work-wise: i've had a few roadblocks regarding my return to Singapore. One moment, they need me back ASAP... Another moment, they want me to extend my stay. However, it seems like they do not know what they want and are indecisive, which really drives me bonkers.. Make up your MIND, dude! So i guess when i'm back, i really gotta try to outperform the rest (at not slacking??)... haha

Personal life-wise: i've flown a kite or 2 due to family matters.. i just hope i can make up for it when i return for good.. =( i didn't even get to pass my best friend's xmas pressie! Gosh... i've seen how fragile human life is. i need to get back in the game for my league.. i wonder how things will turn out when i go back and lead my routine life, since i'm no longer overseas. The irony is that i think we will communicate lesser when i'm back and workload increases(i really hope it does)... we'll see..

I'll be teaching again and my Sat mornings are burnt again! Mixed feelings bout this, but i really do miss my kids...

Somehow the thought of turning 26 freaks me out.. Took awhile to turn 25 and after having reached the quarter centurion mark, it seems like life is being fast-forwarded. the big '3' is calling out to me! So much things to do and work out, so little time!! the future is still a big unknown. i'm waiting.........

Enjoy every moment!

A tad bit retarded... haha
This time round i wasn't so busy meeting up with different peeps everyday, squeezing my schedule coz it was more family oriented...
I was happy my Xmas and New Year's Eve dinners weren't too ex.. i dun really like to think that we are paying more for the same stuff just because all those restaurants come up with a special xmas/new year menu and have a different price list altogether. It was Great!

A Xmas gift that really caught me by surprise as well, since i wasn't really expecting it. Love it loads! Thanks!! and of coz, finally getting everything over and done with and getting that BAR... Congrats! =)

A wii party that never fails to crack me up...

B4 i knew it, 2009 arrived! And i felt like time was flying too quickly!
just a sudden shudder at the mere thought of me turning 26 so soon... *shivers*
Hope all goes well in 2009!!! Been hearing some shocking news that scares me and really worries me...

For a first, an 8-mth pregnant pal met with an accident.
A seemingly normal and perfect 5 year r'ship on the rocks.
Why are all these things happening?

I wanna live life, lovin it in 2009. Somehow 2008 wasn't that satisfactory... really a roller coaster ride in a way.. many changes and i hope they are blessings in disguise... =)

I really need to lose some weight. I'm beginning to hate taking pictures.. arggghhhhh =(