Of Love and Life..

My Short trip turned out to be REALLY SHORT... and it was over before i knew it.
It was absolutely fun and tried out many activities. Went canoeing, sailing, jet-skiing and indulged in a spa package. Hence the pocket was pretty much empty thereafter.
Oh well, money earned is meant to be spent ya?

hahaha, i came back with a terrible ache all over and burnt face n shoulders..
Too bad he suffered from food poisoning before we left. So the first day was quite taxing on him actually... GOod thing is he managed to recover. PHEW

Back from the break and all prepared to start afresh at work. No more mistakes and all... but sometimes i feel its so hard to do what they want. Different pple want different things!! sigh..

Had a refreshing call frokm Uncle Koh and boy do i miss them =( and somehow these HP guys did not spare me and bombarded me after lookin at my fb pics... tsk tsk

March's coming to an end and so is the first quarter of 2009... Been jam packed with activities every month... coz all our birthdays are together and trips, CNY, V-day.. bla bla. NOt that i mind at all. Now to plan for the next trip!!! =)

Some snapshots to end of for now =P

Cant believe what a horrid weekend i had...
The 2nd Friday the 13th in 2009. It really traumatized me... I made such a big blunder at work, that i was totally shaken and absolutely frightened.. Left me in a trance all weekend.
Thank goodness, i came back yesterday and told a boss about it and he kinda 'consoled' me... He was so so nice about it towards me that i totally cant take it. Quickly take cover in the toilet.. hahahaha

Anyways, i gotta move on and i'm taking steps to prevent it from happenin again. FOCUS FOCUS!

Sigh.. other than that, Sat was tiring and i had a splitting headache at the end of the day. I had a friendly against OWLS @ RP @ 10am. Like how freakin farrrrrrr.... rushed over for piano lessons after that and went to Yiwen's place to see baby nathan.. MY goodness, he's soooo cute! but coz he's only like 3 weeks old, he still looks a little 'raw' and very very fragile that i dun dare to carry him, for fear of crushin him! haha

Ironically, hearing her talk about childbirth, the bare facts laid out, i really dun wanna give birth anymore.. At least not yet... or not until the time comes or something. I'm just thinking like Ewwwwwww and OUCHhhhhhhhh, i soooooooooo dun wanna go thru that!!! =( So ladies, think twice about it. Its not like in the shows at all... Popping a baby sounds simple, but it really really isn't so... =

Anyways, Sunday came and i still felt drained. Drove to airport and in an attempt to buy some east side food, i had to parallel park at this claustrophobic place and *EEEEEEeeeeeee*, i scratched my car, by a huge lorry.. SOBSOB... Guess my unlucky streak from Friday hadn't ended.
I was in a daze, but luckily the sight and touch of him just took my mind off things for awhile.

I hope this week passes by peacefully... Lookin forward to this weekend!!! =)

Sometimes, things can get really tiresome when you have to think and think and 2nd guess what others' are thinking.
My experience from past lessons taught me never to set expectations that are too high or even normal. It's tiring trying to meet expectations all the time. Why dont we just take a step back and be ourselves rather than try too hard? Makes life easier.. Communication is still key and it's the main problem still.
I'm like a loudhailer, facing a bottle of pent-up feelings.
What should i do? i'm already trying... I thought everything was fine and dandy, even great! but apparently that's just on the surface. The turmoil beneath the surface was something i wasn't expecting and it bothers me that i am clueless.
Why?