Of Love and Life..

Something to look forward to in Mid Dec!! =) Otherwise, i'll be so grumpy... hahhaha, but it was a little over the budget... more than i had planned for... hopefully it will be fun =P
Been more slack this trimester already... have quite a few major projects and presentations but have yet to work on it... sigh, waitin for team members to make the move together... dun wanna always be the one taking the initiative.. hahaha... hopefully the things dun end up too last min.. i hate last min work!!

Went for a farewell for Ex boss... so sad =( my ex-bosses are all so fatherly and they really dote on me =P really sad that he has to move on.. and for the very first time in my life, i puked lor!!! my goodness... not a pretty sight at all and my bf had to witness it.. oops! Never mix and gulp down your drinks!!! Totally puked out my dinner.. haha

BEFORE

AFTER

Been pretty hectic since i returned to work after my exams ended and all... the day b4 was an interesting one for myself..... Visited a lay barge in NS Batam, one of the rare times that they are docked. Once again, amazed by the efficiency of the Japs.. It was hard work though, climbing up and down and trudging around in ill-fitting shoes! We all look pretty uniform huh? hahaha

Another company related event was Kervin's wedding @ Hotel Rendevous. Pretty nice and cosy place. Her hubby was really really really really funny and sporting. Videos of the bachelor night and his witty replies filled the place with laughter! =) and of coz, a very rare opportunity to see everyone all dolled up.. hah... this was only round 1, no pics for round 2 though... too bad! =(

After all the stress and worry, hiding at home to study for his exams, he finally passed and has renewed his license. Sometimes i think he's just putting too much pressure on himself. Doing fine is not enough, has to be good! It's good, but can be taxing... Now there's just the last leg back from Amsterdam, hopefully the evil captain be less evil.. hah

Start of a new term, barely breathed... Starting to form groups again and ploughing through readings and discussing projects. I need to split myself into parts! =( Guess i badly need a holiday, feeling depressed and moody more. Even when i met up with my friend for lunch, i feel that i'm just spaced out, i don't know what i want anymore and i am just waiting for things to happen. There are so many things that i was doing which i feel i shouldn't be doing until i am given the direction. After awhile, you just get tired... Tired of second guessing what's gonna happen, when its gonna happen.

I suppose i'm just DARN tired... my mundane routine lifeless lifestyle.. Partly coz of work and school (which i need to socialize quite a bit), i'm becoming a stranger even to my friends. i talk to my friend in 'socializing language'.. its unbelievable.. i did that twice when i met up with woman the other day and i got so disgusted by myself!!! i'm losing ME!!!!!

Sigh.