Have been looking forward to going home on weekend recently.. Reason being Mummy will prepare those tonic soup for me becos of exams.. I ca request what I want.. Even if its very ma fan and she doesnt want to do it.. All I have to do is to WHINEand complain about the type of food I am eating!! Wahahaha..

This afternoon, Mummy prepared Black Chicken Soup for me.. Although I had to wait for hours before it was ready.. It was all worth waiting for.. Hai.. Mummy still noes me the best..

Before I came back to hostel, I wanted to go Jurong Point to pick up some groceries.. Ended up not buying groceries but finally found some aim in life - Retail Therapy!!

I think retail therapy works for everyone.. Even guys.. I havent been buying anything for myself for quite sometime oredi.. So tonight therapy makes me feel espcially good and accomplished.. Luckily I still managed to save a quarter of my monthly allowanceand deposited the money into my other bank account which I had opened specially to save..

Oh ya.. Back to retail therapy. I always think this is a nice term. Kudos to whomever who came up with the term! Bought an Esprit top and a Levis Jeans! Didnt noe I can spend so much at JP within one night.. Wahaha..


Its PURPLE!


The Jeans..

~THINGS I WANNA DO BEFORE I MARK A CLOSURE TO YR 2005~

1) Read thru my entire blog to see some of the foolish things I have done..
2) Feast on Xmas Eve with my clique..
3) Shop for a new pair of footwear..
4) Tell my loved ones I love them..
5) Gather some kakis for a makan road trip to Malaysia..
6) Capture 1000 shots in my cam for the month of December..
7) Go shopping with my girlies..
8) Play overnite mahjong on one of those days in Dec..
9) Go support Geo for Inter-varsity pageant on 8th Dec 2005..
10)Work hard towards being Sportswoman of the Year (Haha..)
11)Shop for Xmas pressies..
12)Catch the 1st sunrise of 2006 (Hopefully dun rain..)..
13)Run at least 50km in the whole month of December..
14)Swim at least once every fortnight..
15)Start reading my Angels and Demons


**16)KISS MY LONG-TIME CRUSH WHEN THE CLOCK STRIKES MIDNIGHT ON NEW YEAR DAY!!!!!






** Thou (16) is a bit unrealistic, I still put! Heck man!! Wahaha.. Guys.. Just beware..

Firstly, Happy burfdae Qi..
We love ya, so does the guardsman... Wahaha..

Ok.. I didnt accomplished much for my exam revision.. By the time I woke up, it was oredi 3.30pm! Shit man! My bio clock has gone haywire..! Boohoo!

Went to Swensen for dinner.. Yummy! They gave Qi a complimentary ice cream for her burfdae.. Think its called Happy Birthday Firehouse.. Anyway, cant find the Firehouse in the ice cream though.

Here comes the exciting part. There is a newly opened bar in Holland V Eski Bar.. It’s a damn cool place. When I said cool, it really means COOL.. Eski staff all wear winter coats.. The main hall was full housed so we decided to act heroes and heroines by going for the Chiller Room… The coldness in the room iterally pierced thru my bones sia.. It was freaking cold and I was not prepared at all.. I was in shorts and tee!! Pengz!

So.. Very smartly we ordered some Heineken to keep us warm inside our body.. Qi said she had the coldest burfdae.. We agreed.. Even the beer were frozen inside.. 6 bottles = $96+++.. Broke!

Sometimes I dun understand why people pay money to go thru misery.. Haha.. Now, I dun understand myself either.. Haha..

But even though the place is freaking cool.. (as in Yo! Yoz! Check it out! Check it out!” type of COOL) I dun mind going again.. I rather go there than Wala Wala.. Serious.. As long as someone else pays for my drink the next time..

Burfdae ger..


Me & Qi..


Hey peeps! Say cheese....(In Eski Bar)


The Ladies..


The icy bar counter.. As cool as a cucumber..


Argh.. I want my face in the picture!!


Our frozen Heineken..


Qi & me again.. Yippee!


Ping & me.. With Andy shivering at the back.. Haha..


3 ladies & 2 guys..


Group Shot!!


Princess Qi.. Where is Prince Guardsman??? Wahaha..


Princess Ling!!


Ping caught in the "act"..


The Wonders of Nature.. Condensation on my camera lens..

Firstly, Happy 20th burfae to my Bikila House Captain from JJ 22nd Student Council, Zheng Xin!! Alright people.. He is the burfdae boy… Haha…

I just did something magnificent yesterday morning when my itchy finger pressed the wrong button and caused all the msg in my entire mobile phone to be cleared! Messages which I have kept for years from my councilors on Invest and those from my teachers and Exco.. All gone.. Bek Chek sia.. I occasionally look at these msgs to motivate myself. Now no more motivation liao.. Damn sad.. But I guess God wants me to move and and dun dwell on my past.. I should learn to motivate myself instead.. ( Trying hard to convince myself to accept the fact still..)

I was heading home from hostel this afternoon.. As usual packed my stuff and went down to the bus stop at 5.15pm.. All the 179 buses that came were packed and the drivers decided to give our bus stop a miss.. Think all the people trying to rush home after their papers.. I was sooooooo patient that I waited for more than half an hour to see 8 buses past by without stopping.. I nearly waved goodbye at the passengers.. Haha.. An idea strikes me! Guess wat did I do?

Guess..

Guess..

I took the shuttle bus to the other side of NTU to take another bus which goes to the Interchange.. (Less people take that bus cos it goes around NIE instead..) I tot that was a very clever move.. Haha.. I am smart.. But then again, u guys must be thinking that I could have been smarter to take the earlier shuttle bus to go to the other side right??!! Haha.. Apparently the shuttle bus I took was the 1st one that came to my bus stop also.. Haha… Told you I am smart..!!

So the whole journey back home took me about 2 hours when normally I need like close to a hour.. Haha..

Maybe I should start looking around for someone who is nice enuff and willing to send me from and back home every weekend..

To summarise, I need a personal chauffeur.. Haha..

I am going to start blogging "constructively" from now on.. Less mundane routine.. More inner thoughts.. (hopefully..)

Sometimes when u feel stressed.. it is really good to sit down with someone and start gossiping..

I didnt know there were so much things to see at the bus stop outside Hall 4 until tonight. I was sitting there with a hall friend at the vending machine at our block.. Facing the bus stop.. we were talking about some stuff when suddenly we saw this happy couple.. Yay.. I mean they were really funny..

The guy was holding the ger and swang her around by holding her under his armpit.. I never knew uni guys can be so childish.. It was realy hilarous becos me n my friend starting laughing.. But the ger seemed to enjoy it very much.. So we just continue to see them swing around until the bus came..

Next, this couple was walking towards Hall 5 and past by us.. The ger was leaning so damn close to the bfthat she iterally used the super glue to stick her head to the guys's shoulder.. I was like.. "Isnt it a bit tiring to walk with your head tilted in an uncomfortable position?"

And my fren was like saying it depends on whether the guy's shoulder is at a comfortable height for the ger to completely rest her head on..

Point taken!

Maybe it has been a freaking long time since I last leaned on someone else's (GUY..)shoulder.. Awwww.. Desperate liao.. Haha..

Later, another fren joined us in our gossip session and we started to talk about things which can be romantic to a couple. Let's say if a fren were to ask u wat is the most romantic thing that you have donw for ur bf/gf, wat would be ur reply?

I paused for a moment..

My fren told us that her bf was disappointed when she said she could not remember wat was the sweetest thing she had done for him..

I was like $@$%\#!&*%#$%%!#($^%#@$!^ for a few reasons..

1) How the hell would you know if the thing u have done for him/her is considered sweet? To u, maybe but to her/him? Maybe not..

2) Why be so calculative in a relationship..? You should be counting ur blessing instead! Is it to get back at each other and say..
"Nenny nenny boo boo.. I have done 5 more romantic things for u.. So u owe me 5!"

3) Everything that you have done for ur partner is becos u thought of him/her at the very moment and you just wanna make him/her happy.. Isnt it more important?

Ok.. Time to get back to my piles of lecture notes.. Buzz off!!

Ok folks! Time now is 4am in the morning and I am still wide awake.. Damn it!

Arghhhhhhhhh...

Anyway, I havent been studying much these few daes.. My progress has been super slow.. I still have past years' papers for Maths to be completed and my whole freaking Intro to PE! My exam is like in less than 240 hrs' time. AND I AM SO ILL PREPARED!

That day in the library studying with Wei & Shi. Kept thinking about this year's christmas.. Thinking of the programme and everything abt xmas.. These days, I have been playing Xmas Songs and I guess it is going to irritate the hell out of my roomie.. Haha.. BUT CHRISTMAS IS REALLY COMING WAD?!

Wei's gonna bring XZ to the Xmas party and she wanted me to ask HK along.. I was like.. NOoooooOooOOo!! It will be so off! Who am I to ask him to come to our Xmas party? He is not even my b**f**en*.. Besides, I dun like the feeling of being rejected.. That explains my almost-5-years of singlehood.. Haha..

My fren once asked me how i managed to tahan such a hardship to stay single for so long..

My response: To me, it's not hardship.. It's cool to be single.. I have been bitching around for 5 years! OMG! Haha.. No la.. In these 5 years, I have met alot of new frens. Now I am more clear on what I want. If I am really thinking of commiting in a relationship, I rather have a stable and one which can last. Dun wanna waste time to "try" for a few months then bid goodbye to each other. To me, I am open about the idea ex bf still being my fren. But not all guys can take it that way. I have a fren who claimed that ex gf as fren is a No-no.. I was like..WTF?!

Come to think of it.. my solid 5 years singlehood coming Feb! So fast half a decade gone..Where is my Prince? WAKE UP WAKE UP!! Haha..

Haiyo.. My clique still asking the same question when I will be attached?! C'mon lor.. It is easier said than done.. All god guys r taken.. And pls, you GUYS r all single! Pls stop saying that U all cant wish for me to "get married". Esp Mel..

And Son (if u r reading this), one day I will find u a Daddy.. Haha.. can u get me BACK my daughter-in-law? *wink wink* =P

Should I ask him to come for our xmas party? How should I go about asking? If I ask and he rejects, how should I react? Arghhh...

Think better not ask.. Wait for him to ask me out den MAYBE invite him over.. Haha.. Think I am in going to Dream Land liao..

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Nothing much to say..

Just wanna wish my Dad HAPPY BURFDAE!! YIPPEE!!

A Letter to my Daddy..

Dear Daddy,
thanks for tolerating all my nonsense for the past 20+ years.. Everytime when I ask u who u dotes the most among the 3 of us (Me and my 2 brothers), u will always say u give equal attention to all..

BULLSHIT!
Haha.. I am the one u dotes the most. Pls dun bother to deny.. Haha.. Thanks for bringing me up and groom me to become who I am today..

This is getting super mushy so I beta stop.. Haha..

Last but not least, I love You Daddy!

With Love,
Ling

Met my tutee on MSN..

She got into the combi she wanted.. Yay! Triple Science with Geog.. Actually I feel that I was a lousy tutor this year.. I didnt give her a lot of assessments to do this year (as compared to last year..)

If I have given her more practice.. she might have done better..

But then again, she is a bright student la.. I dunno why her parents still wanna spend money of tuition for her.. She can actually study on her own.. Haha.. Sometimes I feel like I am a catalyst only.. Small one somemore..

Dunno whether to follow her to Sec 3 next year.. I am afraid that I cannot cope with the given syllabus.. Later ended up she becomes my tutor..

And I still havent gotten my last pay from her Grandma... Haha...

I am a poor teacher.. I need more tuition lobangs..

P/S: Am Looking for Sec 1 or 2 students who needs tuition.. I only wanna teach on weekends.. Once a week per student (unless exam period.. I only do English, Maths and Science.. occasionally can ask me to help with a bit of History & Geography.. NOT LITERATURE pls.. Haha..

I was so looking forward to seeing my Council Exco..

Every year around this time we never fail to meet up for some catching up sessions.. Think I must really thank Zif for inviting us for Hari Raya visit.. A pity that Suz couldnt join us last minute cos she had to drive her parents in to JB.. Hai.. (Next time perhaps..)

My Exco without Suz.. :(


Let me just give a short update on every individual..

Shir: As usual.. Never really change much.. Still looking radiant.. Love is in the air for our dearest President..

Shir & Rashidi (Zif's little Bro)


Zif: Our host for the day. Zif looked a bit haggard and tired though. Think he lost a bit of weight.

Wei: Hai.. I see her day in and day out.. She is also another one who is happily in love.. So sweet..

Me, Didi and Wei..


Hua: I realised he seemed to have a lot on stuff on his mind.. Hua talked less nowadays.. Or it is becos we seldom see each other, ended up not talking alot? well.. God knows!?!

Chao: Glad that his fingers were healing and he didnt have cover it liao.. (He got scalded by hot oil a year+ ago.. OUCH!!)He still as chatty.. (He has always been la..)

Ris: Must feature her specially this time.. Ris came and we got a shock! She was the last to attend and she came in with this super long hair that has oredi touched his BUTT!! OMG! For one moment I wanted to ask if the hair was real.. She kept it for her wedding! Yes! I just said WEDDING! She is getting married coming 27th Nov in India.. It is a tradition and its a match make.. But she is having the glow in her face.. I believe she will be a happy woman!

Ris & Me..


Oh ya.. I received my first ever wedding invitation!! TataZ!


Venue: India.. Ris' hometown!

She wanted us to go over for holiday and also to attend her wedding.. Lodging and meals provided.. We were like..

"Are you going to sponsor us the air ticket??"

Besides, I dun take spicy food.. I cant survive in India la.. I will die of starvation there.. Haha..

Anyway, she will be holding her local wedding reception when she comes back from India..

Zif's little brother seemed to grow taller and definitely getting naughtier.. We iterally watched him grow from a toddler to a noti boy who runs around the house, scolds his big brothers and calls them crazy.. Beats and punches them..

This is how Zif shows his love.. Haha..


Hai.. Who on Earth teaches kids to be naughty? Cant they be lovable all the time? Next time my kids beta not be as stubborn as me.. Haha..

Didi..

Damn it! I have to blog this down!

Time Check: (Ermm.. Not sure. Ard 2:30 AM I guess..)

I was doing my 1500-word essay when the whole block experienced a black out!! WTF?! Like as if we never pay our utility bill?! Arghh.. Every month pay $155 dunno for wat?! Pay bill promptly to experience such shit?!

Luckily I saved my stuff constantly.. And that now laptops and computers can retrieve lost document.. Heng man! Kudos to technology!

All yes! Only my block.. Poor Charlene was brushing her teeth in the toilet when the light went off! I bet she must have freaked out a little.. I would have scream! Wahaha..

I think I was the only idiot who bother to run down just to take a picture!


Lights Out!


Give it to them (Some NTU 24hr Repairmen) for giving us back our lights and power supply abt 10 min later..


Time Check: 7:10 AM

I have been working on my Ed Psy essay the whole morning! Damn tired liao.. Gonna catch some sleep and must wake up before 12 to submit my essay..

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Have been mugging for exam.. (Hopefully~)

Not really much happening stuff recently..

Just wanna wish all my Muslim friends Selamat Hari Raya..

Hooray!!

Happy 21st burfdae to Pigu!! More baby wipes for you? Wahaha..

Happy Deepavali to all my Indian friends!