10:01 PM
went to shawn's wake on wed night.. nearly cried.. all of us were holding back our tears.. still cant believe he's just gone like that..
been quite troubled n in quite a bad mood lately.. having troubles in forums' sprees, though not exactly totally my fault.. aiyar, enough said..
was wondering whether how much do my friends exactly understand me. i've been misunderstood from time to time.. probably my fault, im too straight?
but sometimes its not that i want to be straight.. imagine u asking me back something that i didnt noe. i duno thats y i ask u wat. den u ask me back.. of coz my reply would be quite direct mah. this has happened quite afew times with various ppl.
i mean, u cant blame me wat. if u ask me a qn, n i qn u back with the same qn, im sure u would reply the same as me lor.
or asking me stupid qns or provoke me when im in a bad mood. if anyone really understand me, he/she should know that when im in a bad mood, its a no-no to step on my tail. not even a little bit. i get really grouchy when im in a bad mood. im oreadi beri quick-tempered, so, pls dun provoke me, esp when im in a lousy mood.
so, if i flare at u, sometimes is not totally my fault. i can be very open for my feelings, if only u are as open. of coz if u choose to keep mum over some stuff that ur unhappy with, i wont ask, i wont bother. i am never angry with anyone who is open to me, when they're unhappy abt me or watever. but i am upset when ppl chose to keep quiet abt it.
i think alot of friends dun understand me as much as they think they do. alot of them oways get offended wif my jokes. im really joking - i joke with ppl whom i treat them as good frens, when i think they wont get offended. but obviously i was wrong, very wrong..
not everyone can take jokes, or rather, my jokes. though im realli joking, but tats bcoz i treat u ppl as my good frens. if i dun, y would i bother creating jokes.
ah well. i will curb myself from now. hehe.
went sakura with colleagues on friday after work. alot of varieties, not bad buffet. but sadly, eat abit oni coz we were all full with laughters. lol. after that went alicia's hse..
i think i got a "come n cheat me" face. taxi uncles just love to cheat my $$. they oways bring me go rounding - as in a big big round b4 driving me to my destination. yvonne suggested to print a receipt so that if i get cheated again, can go complain. lol.
anyway, was out with dear, lingjian n wendy on sat. watched art of the devil 2. r21, n damn gross lor. i think dear oso abit bth. lol. as usual la, i cover my eyes at the gross part. but i still c them lar. -.- its real gross. story plot is ok, ez to understand. lol. its the gross part lar..
oh, we went villa bali 1st. nice place, nice ambience! dear like it there too, probably will be going ther for dinner on his bd. hehe. but quite exp lar, but food not bad.
for once, we had 9 ppl going out. lol. on sunday, the same 4 of us went for frog leg poriddge.. den go holland v coz wendy going back ther.. met up with roy, abi n adam. to our surprise, kel n steph came oso. lol. we walked up n down holland v, looking for place to sit, but it was oreadi quite late, n most of them will be closing soon..
so in the end we decided to go wala. lol.
sit for awhile, den go back le lor coz nx day everyone haf to work.
tired.. going to bed soon.
hais
11:48 PM
his parents were heartbroken, as he's the only child.. my heart aches as well, when i saw how serious the accident was. i believe he must be travelling at a super high speed to have such a huge impact..
will be going to his wake tml night with mel n the others..
when mel called me this evening to ask me if i remember shawn's chinese name, i asked her wats wrong. den she told me she read from the papers about this accident.. the description of the family, of the age, the chinese name (we only remember abit), even the car, tallied with shawn.. mel suggested calling on his mobile.. after afew mins, mel called bak n cfm its him..
pls, do not speed, esp now is the 7th mth.. do not do anything to ur engine. life is precious. dont put ur life, and others lives in danger. think of ur family n friends.. wat would they do if anything happen?
shawn's a very good example... his parents pin so much hope on him, since he's the oni son. he was supposed to continue his degree at uk nx mth.. he told me that he wanted to open a car garage, to help ppl who wanted to "zhng" their cars..
i still cant believe he's just gone like that.. though we werent close, but to be able to know each other and be in the same class for ard a yr, its also a kind of "yuan fen"
hope he can rest in peace..
ps: fireworks pics r up in the previous entry. i separated the fireworks entry n this entry bcoz i think its not appropriate to put them together under a same post.. so i blogged 2 entries together...
ok, will update about the fireworks now..
At alicia's hse:
alicia. -.-
10:34 PM
went to watch fireworks on sat, the france wan. not bad.. took several pictures, but lazy to upload them. haha. i'll upload when im free k?
been busy again lately. school started, everyday 9-12pm. after that, rush back to tamp for a quick lunch n work. by the time i reached home ard 6pm, im already half dead. so i sleep early everyday, (well, so far is sleep early everyday), at ard 10-11pm, n woke up at 7am. still very tired though.
had 2 new lecturers this term. 1 quite boring, 1 quite humourous. another one is the same as our adv dip class, she's still as crappy lah, spend 1 hr talking about other stuff, not really related to econs.
nothing unusual happen.. lingjian's been coming over to my hse for dinner, helping to wash the dishes as a "repayment" to my mom's dinner. haha.
finally epl is starting in 2 days time!! yippie~~ no more boring weekends!
oh ya.. my manager said tml there will be a fire drill practice, n ask me to follow them down too. -.- my colleague was asking whether am i suppose to go down with them, n my other colleagues joke that of coz lah, if not i kana burn? lol. oh, n theres a dinner i have to attend too with my department next fri.
ok, time to sleep.
12:47 AM
missed all the fireworks show this year, will be missing tml's one as well, since dear worked morning shift n will only be home after 930. hope wont miss sat's last fireworks by france, since dear will be taking mc. haha. was thinking if i should join ebuzz fireworks outing on sat.. duno if dear want to go with them...
went fiona's house for mj on tues night.. bolai. lol. play 10c 20c nia. haha. but only 1 pok coz her fren dunwan continue playing.. reach home at 1+am. lol.
watched click yesterday. its so nice and touching. n yes, i cried. zz. dear said he was embarrassed so he acted as if he's not close to me. lol. so mean hor. but it was really touching mah. i duno if other ppl cried in the cinema, but i do noe some of my frens oso cried watching that show. lol.
meet up with roy, abi n their fren after tat n went to pasir ris for supper and prawning. i told them not to go prawning coz its going to rain later in the night (the skies were pretty red). initially dear only want to tag along for awhile n not prawn. but in the end, still prawn. zz. we started at 130 leh. i said i dunwan to prawn coz nx day got work n stuff.. but still.. zz.
in the end, really rain lor. n is sibei heavy lor. already caught afew prawns liao, den still rain at 3am, we oni manage to get 1 or 2 more prawns. coz whenever its raining, normally thers no prawns.
oh ya, saw alex there too. cant recognize him coz he got longer hair now. haha. n its until his line got tangled with my rod den he oei us. dear n i got abit stunned by the sudden oei. haha. so do abit of catching up n stuff. when it was raining suddenly, lingjian, me, alex n his fren were trap there (dear, roy n guys were at another pond), luckily thers portable tentage there. so the guys do the work. haha. n lingjian let me wear his jacket when he noes that im cold.. (rain sibei heavy mah..) so gentleman n sweet right. haha.
in the end oni caught 10 prawns, with 4 rods. damn pathetic. so we let lingjian bring back the prawns. lol. n we eat free crabs today again by lingjian! haha.
die, consecutive 2 weeks eat crabs.. lol.
was supposed to pei lingjian to c car todae.. but since i reach hm at 4+am n slp oni after 5am, still have to wake up at 9am for work.. im simply too tired. so i smsed him n called dear to tell them to go without me coz i want to catch my beauty nap after my work. lol. i really got a nasty shock when i look into the mirror this morning b4 brushing my teeth. my eye rings got soooooooooooo dark n i look soooooooooo damn pale that i look like a vampire. its so bad that i put on foundation b4 going to work.
of coz now after my beauty nap, eye ring not so dark le lah. haha.
did i mention that i got molested by alicia lately? she touched my butt n ahem.. n oso beat my butt lor, for afew times. but i oni get back to her by touching her butt once. -.- bohua sia. haha. i told her i gonna charge her the nx time. lol.
i can predict that i will be out everyday for this entire week. its time to catch up with my sleep whenever i can, n do some masks.
i think sch starts nx wk.. i think lah. hahaha.
11:28 PM
poor mel fall down. but i din laugh at her lor. i laughed only after 2 days. hahaha.
celebrated monica's bd on fri, went seoul garden for lunch. we went our separate ways after that though. had a fun n crazy time at ktv. singing all the oldies, hokkien songs blah blah, laughing n playing n singing like nobody's business. haha. very enjoyable. won $17 for mahjong later in the night.
jiayi, levyn n jayce (i get to know them from www.ebuzzcafe.com) came over for a mj session. lost $26. zz.. lingjian came over immediately upon hearing "mahjong" haha. then dear came abit later. they both help me play, i think they play n lose more than me lor, but im the one paying. -.- lol
went amanda's birthday chalet after that, was raining n we were wet! but luckily the rain stopped when we were about to leave. haha. proceed to alicia's house for mj session next.
alicia treat crabs on sunday! very nice of coz.. den went back to alicia's house again to chill. lol. i think her house become our 2nd house oready. haha.
celebrated mel's bd today with ju n haze. meet up at coffee club, crap for afew hours, den went walk around, den back to coffee club again for dinner. the dory fillet was nice, n the chocolate foudel (sorry i duno how to spell. haha)
den crap again till ard 9 den go back.
had lotsa fun crapping n suanning mel. n of coz not forgeting our foto taking! we had a fun time designing mel's casted arm with NIKE!! haha.
c the nike? hahahaha
