8:51 PM
i guess this time i need to take more time to prepare as some of the modules r quite difficult.. plus i intend to go to the library to borrow the textbooks for rsm.
was still thinking of working full day for the first 2 weeks of july, guess i cant anymore, when i realised yesterday that our first paper is actually on the 20th july! n i keep happily thought it was 28th when 28th is the last paper. -.-
quite proud of myself this term, coz i only skipped 1 class (coz i cannot tolerate having lunch n being alone for 2 hours for the afternoon class), n the other 2 classes r mc (i was really sick lah during that 2 weeks). at least i've showed that im determined enough to go to classes despite the lack of sleep.
not that going regularly for classes will determine that u will pass exams with flying colours.. its no difference with mel n ju, since i always attended more classes but their grades r usually better than mine. lol.
anyway, now that i've shifted to a new desk, im far away from civilisation - from my own dept lah, since im sitting with other dept ppl. im still quite unused to it... another colleague of mine will be leaving soon.. i duno if i should continue working there after graduation.. if not, should i still continue to work in the banking industry, now that i have a little experience in it.. but its quite hectic to work in that industry... almost everyday will ot n stuff..
aiya still long, will think about it when its near.
been craving for chocolates, sushi, dim sum, chips...
oh ya!
metro century square i think having closing down sales, the space there r all quite empty now.. i bought 2 triump bras for $70! they got these promo, 2 bras for $40 too.. wacoal blah blah..
i bought another 2 bras for $34 at la senza, 50% discount n 70%!
i realised i din post about the wedding dinner i attended on sunday.
it was at pan pac. very nice decor n good food.. the first dish was lobster.. n the sharks fin got crab meat with its eggs (those yellow orangey thingy).. very good.. even their noodle, was not the normal ee mee but its fried ramen. it was good! but we were all too full to finish.. n guess what, their desert, its not those usual or ni or tang yuan.. its cheesecake n strawberry moosecake!
1 table cost around 1k lor!
but i wasnt quite happy with their service.. probably its part time staff, but still, they should try n maintain their 5 star hotel reputation.
its ok if they dun refill our drinks automatically, but 1 of their staff (i think its a captain, coz that woman dun look young), give my bro drink with "nah."
i was like wtf? how can u "nah" then give the person the drink?! n she did the same to my dad, but with a softer nah. -.-
if she serve me, i sure express my unhappiness. this is VERY rude!
then nevermind.
my bro asked for a refill. 1 of the staff, this time i think its part time, he looked quite young. my bro drink abit n commented to me that the coke taste funny, like got alcohol. so i drink abit, n get dear to drink too. we both agree that there is a alcohol taste.
so dear ask the staff to change the drink. i was very pissed, i told the staff, how can u serve an alcoholic drink to a kid? my bro is still so young! didnt u all check? the staff looked abit shocked.
dear asked why am i so fierce, its not the staff's fault, its probably the bartender - mixed the wrong drink or din wash the glass properly.
i dun freaking care lor, i told him. this is their responsibility. they not happy then go n scold the bartender lah.
what if the drink was served to a primary school kid?!
oh n another thing.
i din post about the amk hub incident hor.
i went to watch fantastic 4 with roy n guys at the newly opened cathay at amk hub. the seat n all r the same, spacious n stuff, but the cinema is abit smaller compared to others lah.
the show was good, but it would be more enjoyable if those fuckers behind us can stop kicking our chairs.
it seems that that bastard cant sit still! he keep kicking my chair! i turned back n ask him to be more considerate. but he din hear me, coz the movie was rather loud at that point of time, or he pretended not to hear.
anyway.. apart from kicking, he keep putting his smelly feet on the arm rest between dear n me! dear keep looking back too n pointed to his smelly feet. he removed them n put them between abby n me instead! oh man i was damn fucking pissed.
i wonder how he managed to kick while his feet r on the arm rest at the same time.
he was like kicking me for the first 80% of the show until i bth n sit up straight n look back, raised my voice n say, can u stop that!
he looked shocked n apologized.
he did not stop altogether, but at least its not as much.
now his friend keep kicking dear. sibei dulan.
when the show finished, i wanted to look back n stare hard at them.. but they left so fast that dear only managed to see his friend was a angkong siao beng.
wth sia.
i dun understand why they wanna keep kicking when the seats r spacious enough, with ample leg space.
even i go town, or even gv at tamp, with smaller leg space, i dun encounter such things! kick once or twice, understandable, coz sometimes it was unintentional.. but u keep kicking throughout the show?
whats wrong? ants biting ur ass?
no offense but, i really hate amk, hougang, yishun these areas.. not that im stereotyped, but those act bengs r more concentrated there.
i swear i will NEVER EVER go to amk hub for movie again. give me $$ i also dunwan!
1:57 PM
im seated in another desk yesterday, n now, another desk again. manager says i wont be shifting anymore, i hope so lar.
im currently sitting with another department, n i heard from them that there is supposed to be a contract officer sitting in my current place.. ah well, if i have to shift again i think i will quit.
just talk to my another colleague from another department. she used to have no table too, n she say its very frustrating coz u always have to find a desk for urself... so i guess i will just quit if there wont be a station of my own. how to work in those environment?
i just realised blogger dun have the function to lock certain post. i certainly need some privacy in certain posts that i will be blogging. but since they dun have it, too bad, i guess i only can keep everything inside me.
dun ask me to change to wordpress. i cant stand a blog without music, or tagboard. its just so weird!
hehe bought a tube dress yesterday at hmv.. will upload the photo if i manage to take lah. been rather busy these days.. some items i have not even wrap yet!
i think dear is right - i am stupid.
fancy doing things for many ppl, n yet u dun even know if they appreciate anything.
will anyone be willing to treat me the same way as i treat them? i dun think so..
maybe i should stop all these n quit being taken advantage of. being kind n helpful in this world, this century, is stupid. no one appreciates anything
6:43 PM
when i was in those drowsy n sick like hell state, there was a saturday where dear n me went to tabao still road crabs - it was alicia's treat.
dear call n ordered 1 horfun, 1 ee mee, 1 youtiao salad, 1 tiepan lu rou, n 2 small/medium crabs.
so when we reached, dear dropped me off to collect the stuff while he make a u-turn.
when im there, theres 2 plastic bags on the table. they didnt separate them, n the person also never say or give me 1 of the bag.
so i assume both bags r mine, as dear ordered quite afew dishes n its quite impossible to pack all into 1 single plastic bag. so while waiting for the change, i grab the 2 bags n placed them infront of me.
we didnt realise anything wrong until we opened them at alicia's place.
in the end, its 1 horfun, 1 mee goreng, 1 salad youtiao, 1 tiepan lu rou, n 2 packs of crabs! 1 is smaller n another pack is 2 big crabs!
so we were saying, must be wrong lah! the mee goreng n 2 big crabs were packed together in a bag while the rest r in another pack.
so i related everything to them.
alicia said, wah kailin, u damn fierce leh! u be careful ah! u very easy to recognize wan lor! later next time they ban u hor! hahaha!
then henry said, its not ur fault lah. its their negligence, they should look properly n tell u which bag is urs, instead they just leave everything there. they also see u take the 2 bags n never say anything. not ur fault lah.
dear said, anyway i ordered ee mee, they also never give me, now got free mee goreng n 2 big crabs! hahaha
lol.
but really not my fault mah.
i admit i was quite seh lah.. but they really never separate the 2 bags n just placed them together on a table. n they also never stop me wor.
so for $65, we really wu hua.
i din eat alot lah, wasted lor! i only eat 1 of the pincers coz i was damn bloody sick! im not supposed to eat them in the first place lor. lol.
they said thank u to me after they finished eating. -.-"
just 2 weeks ago, another person asked $$ from me again.
i was walking to the mrt after school 1 day. 2 kids came up to me.
kid 1: sorry, can u give us some $$?
me: har?
kid 2: we lost our $$, can u give us $3 to eat?
me: lost? how come?
kid 2: i pass my $$ to him (points to kid 1), n we were playing soccer just now. the $$ dropped.
me: oh.. but $3 enough meh?
kid 1: ya enough.
me: ok lor, heres $4..
kids: thank u.
i was thinking, aiya its just afew bucks.. n they look just primary school kids to me lor.. i dun think they will cheat?
anyway, i told dear about it..
dear: har? 2 kids lose $$? u got cheated again!
me: really meh? but they r just primary school kids!
dear: nowadays primary school kids r capable of cheating n lying also lor, they also dare to steal $$. but nm lah, $4 only.. treat it as do a good deed lor.
me: ya.. i know..
dear: if they no $$ eat can go home mah.. i dun think they live very far away, if not they cant take transport back.
me: but maybe is because their house got no ppl, no cook, so probably their parents gave them $$ to go out n eat n stuff.
dear: $3 also hard to buy food lor, unless they buy curry puff or what
me: true lah.. but they probably can share chap cai png mah.. or maybe i really kana cheated lo.. i think i got those "i-am-rich" face or "i-am-stupid-pls-come-n-cheat-me" face
dear: no lah.. u just look pure n innocent lah. nm lah, treat it as do a good deed lor.
i duno if i got cheated or what lah.. if i am, i think i really got those gullible face. -.- everyone just loves to cheat me. duh~
by the way, i think i saw 1 of the kid today.. not very sure..
bah.
im quite energised now.
supposedly, i took a nap at 5+pm yesterday. i set my alarm at 7pm, coz i dunwan to sleep too much, later at night cannot sleep again.
i probably did wake up n press away the alarm then carry on sleeping, or just laze around, or i really never heard the alarm - i duno, i cant remember.
i ended up sleeping all the way till dear called me at 11+pm n asked what i was doing.
i said i was sleeping lor.
dear was shocked. he said har until now?! what time u sleep?
i replied 5+.
he said oh ok lah. then u carry on sleeping lor. go sleep lor. tml u got school right.
so i replied ya ok. bb
after hanging up the phone, i stoned for awhile.. lazing on the bed for awhile, then finally fall asleep again.
but i keep waking up lah.
still, i was quite awake for the whole day. LOL!
5:51 PM
now most of u will probably say how impossible it is to be sick for so long.. believe me, i have been sick for the past 1 week++ n i am still coughing.
well, at least i am getting better lah. soon can go ktv! lol!! i've turn down so many ktv tius already u know! haha
hmm
nothing much to update recently since its the same routine everyday - school, work, sleep. haha. been sleeping alot for the past week, but still feel tired everyday probably due to the medicine.
oh, i stayed at home for the whole weekend with dear!
friday its mj time, but we only play till 1am lah. i went to bed after an hour or so. saturday went to cut my hair, the stylist said i've grew thinner! hehe. but its probably coz i was sick for the past 2weeks lah. lol. then its to amanda's wedding dinner at the pines. food was great though, but we left early before the noodle to avoid jam coz its valet parking there. meet up with roy n abby at coffee club for some slacking.
we went home at around 1+ n i played game n prepare to watch the 2 big matches: zaragoza vs real madrid n barca vs espanyol.
damn nice, but i also find it damn kelong lah. i think messi's name is tarnished after his first goal of the hand of god. -.- referee probably kelong as well, he had a damn good view n it was clearly a handball. -.-
bah.
anyway, sunday i woke up at 2pm to pass some spree items to a spree-er. i felt so paiseh coz i couldnt say "welcome" to her after she said thanks coz i was coughing like mad! i smsed her to apologize of coz.
dear n me went to tamp mart to have our brunch - kway chap! coz i sudden crave for it, we havent eat it for a long time. hehe. then is our favourite sweet talk honey milk tea.
i took medicine again after stopping for that few days. so, we went back to sleep again. lol.
basically its just a sleeping day for us!
11:02 PM
i am still tired when i woke up this morning. nevertheless, i felt that i should be able to go to school as per normal n work. i forgo my medicine this morning, coz i know if i take them, i definitely will feel drowsy, how am i going to go class n work in drowsy state?
never did i expect that i will feel sick again.
my fever came back, headache, cough, phlegm, n now flu!
oh dear..
i was tolerating all the way, hoping the day will end faster so that i can go back home n rest n take my medicine.
i tried to sleep in train, but i just cant sleep.
i have no appetitite at all. (i ate porridge for the past 2 days).. luckily today mom cook wantan mee for dinner. i really dun feel like eating rice.
anyway, my manager was asking me to ot for awhile, another dept need a helping hand. but i told her see first coz i am still feeling unwell. she was like,
her: har? didnt u rested for the past 2 days?
me: i did, but i still feel very weak n tired
her: oh, some medi will make u drowsy
me: ya, but i din take any medi today coz i dunwan to feel drowsy in class n work. i was feeling alright yesterday, but i din know that once i stop taking then everything is like back again.
her: oh ok..
me: nm lah, i see if i finish my stuff earlier then i go help out lor.
her: ok
i dun mind helping, though i know it will be a boring chore.. but i really dun feel very well. i was looking at the monitor n i find it damn bloody bright, seeing abit stars around, u get what i mean..
i was planning to ask for early dismissal, but manager was in for meeting. i got no choice, so i smsed her n say i was feeling quite unwell, can i go back after clearing my stuff. n she said ok. i told her sorry, i was feeling quite bad about it as i was already mc on wed.. but she say its ok, health is more important. hehe
my colleagues n officers were surprised that i left early.. my officer was saying why still come back n work when i feel unwell. i told her i was ok yesterday, but today like sick again. she say its probably due to the aircon. haha. true enough lah.. i was already dizzy in class. lol.
its the weather lah.. mel n ju were absent too, they are not feeling well as well..
i dare say my immune system is quite strong. i dun fall sick easily.. whenever ppl around me fall sick, i dun fall sick with them. lol. but once i am sick, it can get quite serious lah.
was supposed to mj with the usuals.. but dear also got mj.. so here i am, at alicia's place again. yvonne say i like thin already.. i told her probably coz i am sick lah.. alicia commented that i dun look very good too. zzz.
was quite touched that gilda png sms me n ask me to rest, dun play mj with them le. lol. they r so cute, all 3 of them sms me at around the same time asking if r we still mj-ing tonight. haha. anyway i told them if dear got no mj, they can come.. i can ask dear to help me play if i get too tired. they also say dunwan lah, ask me to rest more. dear say i can play with them also even if he go mj-ing. then i ask, if i tired how? i take medicine leh.. then ask them play 3 kar? lol. anyway they say i can rest more if i follow dear to mj-ing. hehe
gilda png, pls dun fly ok? LOL
oh ya, received the results already. passed all. am happy already.. hope i pass my econs sup paper too n pass all other papers. hehe
