Friday, October 22, 2021 | 1:51:00 AM | 0 hearts♥
If you care to show us that 25% of attention that you willing to give to your colleague we will be happy.
You willing to talk to her over WhatsApp for hours and not even willing to ask how we are going.
People is asymptomatic, but there is people who are t feeling well yet you show your concern and attention to other people. Is it a problem. Not my problem
Complains and Rants
Saturday, December 24, 2011 | 1:15:00 PM | 0 hearts♥
Merry Merry Christmas Lonely Lonely Christmas. Rants, I think I'm getting older and older, I don't have much energy left for ranting. I remember I used to able to rant to liting for hours and hours over the phone. LOL, my poor friend.
Complains, I think I'm blessed with all the stuff, the life that I'm living. Nothing much for me to complain.
When you are 6, you complain how unfair your parents are. They always seems to dote the younger ones more than you (the old kid). When you are 12, you complain how unfair life seems to be, when some are just gifted with the brains and the looks and everything nice, but you never realize you are special in your own way too.
When you are 16 old, you rebel and want everything your way. You will complain and rant about stuff that in long term will do you good. When you are 21, you should have realize you should feel blissful for whatever you have in life.
Sometimes, I just feel that probably I've tried to hard to move out of my comfort zone, some may say that is sociable. I've tried so hard to find a place for me to fit in for these 2 years.
2012, the last year I'll be at in Brisbane. Probably it's just time for me to stop trying.
The analogy of a bus and your life:
The bus journey is just like your life, and we are all drivers of our own bus (life). We will choose to drive and follow which path. People you met in your life, are just like the passengers that might hop on your bus. Some will just come and go for such a short distance that you will never remember.
Some will just hop on and be with you for quite a period of time, but somehow they will still alight when they reach their destination.
Not everybody you know will follow you throughout your life, you'll never know who is the one who will stay with you to the final stop.
As a good bus driver, I hope I can leave a good impression in all my passengers. =D
Thursday, September 15, 2011 | 8:38:00 PM | 0 hearts♥
Fingers crossed. Hope for the best!I think I've adjusted myself well recently, moving away from that swirl of emotion. Fine, not too well, but better than before. Slowly, bit by bit I know how to control myself and learn how to ignore. Fine not too well still, but everything take time okay.?
If IF what if, one day you realize you are only left with 6 months more to live or lead a normal life, what is your bucket list?
Let me see...
* travel alone, just alone to somewhere. (Not really possible since I'm such a Monophobia.. LOL)
* sky diving
* learn how to swim, so I can go snorkeling
What else.? let me think about this.. i should make a proper list for myself to complete before I regret and die.. LOL
Life's great in Australia, I just sit around rushing all my report and assignment, till now I still can feel my butt aching.. =(
Mid-Autum just passed, fine I didn't have any mooncake nor played with lantern nor sparklers.
Saturday, August 13, 2011 | 10:04:00 PM | 0 hearts♥
I'm so tired.. i cant move and control my brain any more...
Saturday, August 06, 2011 | 12:26:00 AM | 0 hearts♥
Liqi ar, new semester just started.. Time for you to work hard.. last 5 semester to go.Ihavethisbadfeeling, Ithinkilikesomeonewhoishouldntbelikingandithinkhemightalreadylikesomeoneelse, whoimightknow.
Pleasedontaskmewhoilike. Me myself have no clue too.
I think I like you.
No time for all these.. CHIONG AR!! finish my study and go taiwan and korea for holiday
wooolalala.
Monday, June 20, 2011 | 11:11:00 PM | 0 hearts♥
I am stupid. When can exams be over. I am so tired.Maybe they are not the ones I should be hanging around with.
Maybe I dont belong anywhere.
Like i say, redundant.
Saturday, May 07, 2011 | 8:44:00 AM | 0 hearts♥
I'm actually dying inside. Literally dying.I need someone to talk to, I felt so left out.
If u ever see me focusing and doing my work like some dedicated student, the fact is, I got nothing to do, I'm so bored and uni work is something that can make me feel less free. Less free = Less time = Less problems running thru my mind.
I don't understand,sometimes it's just some small problem or event, but they can be magnify into some major impact in my mind. It's so unfair, when people feel stress, they spill it out and toss it all to you. and when you need them, when you feel stress they wouldn't do the same thing.
I'm so sick of uni work, did you even realize. I really dying and I need some social life, can you give me some? Don't I sound desperate, I am.
One of my friend refer me as alcohol. Someone who people share their sorrow and happiness with. but who alcohol share their sorrow with? Or sorrow is the factor that make alcohol nice, since it's always fermenting, and fermenting make the alcohol stronger and nicer? or I just need some evaporator, to take away some alcohol within me. Alcohol is not a necessities, and it come and go so easily. You will have craving for it, but after you had it, you would not want to have more of it, and alcohol is always something people regret of trying. Have you ever woke up from a hangover feeling crap, promising yourself that you will never drink again?
I'm just so sick and tired of everything. You think you can help, yes you can. But you are not even trying.
When I say I'm dying, people thought that I'm just trying to be dramatic and funny. But the truth is, I really want to kill myself. Just Bang My Head... Cut myself. Just die.
Actually, I had being so emotional for the passsssss fewwww days... Maybe due to the excessive studying, and report writing. If I were to die, maybe nobody will realize, or maybe they will and they will be celebrating for a death of an irritating and dramatic person.
All Thanks to you. You made me feel crappy. You made me feel redundant. You made me feel unwanted.