I wished I can be by the beach and enjoying it.

Tireddddd.
Have been telling myself not to leave any work till last min,
but it doesn't seems to be working out well. sucks.

Crappppp.
I think I should just devote my time to school for the time being.
But I still cannot decide whether to work not... sighs.
How can I let go of things?

Google sketch up is such a headache. bye.

Hot tea please...
It's been so cold at night recently.
I don't like flu ):

We had a great dinner ytd. (:
It's all good. Happy ending. hahas.
I shall not be lazy and post up pictures to fb soon.
Wait for others to send me all first. lols.

Anyhow, have got a list of things to be done before CNY. hmmm.
1) GPS wws assignment. (31 jan)
2) MM practical 8. (1 feb)*
3) PEL test. (4 feb)*
4) MT presentation (4 feb)*
5) MT quiz (5 feb)*
6) PEL showbook presentation. (9 feb)*
7) MT test (11 feb)*
8) GPS negotiation.*

*not started/ not studied yet. -.-

MHU this sunday. shaggggg.
At least I have 1 less thing to stress/worry about.

This should be all ba. I hope so...
Gnight, my batt's running out.

Happy 95th Birthday Ah Gong! Weee.
I hope you will be able to live till 100 plus years old. hahaha.
JIAYOU!
Set a target for us (:
Although I doubt I will even survived till 80 plus. hmmm.

I can't wait for celebration dinner! :DDD

*All the best to you, bro. <3

The heart that was mended. It was still quite unsuccessful though.
It's like the scars remains. Argh, do you understand?
I just wanted this to be perfect. But every time things don't turn out the way you wished it will be.
But is it the heart or the mind that's not letting it go? ):

I can finally control the wheels now.
It's so amazing that all I think of is the road while on the seat. hmm.
Don't you think this black car looks so cool...

All of a sudden I don't know what to type...
I'm aching all over ): the results of running for 7mins. -.-
failed.

the excitement that don't last,
and the sadness that flows within ):

Still, thank you Mr Low. (:

$7 Each. 2 for $12. Price non-negotiable.
*Colour and size may differ from picture.
*Each angel is attached with hp strip.
Interested can leave me a comment below (:

Wakey early today. Seems more refreshed than ever. Idk why.
It's like 5.30am in the morning. :/
It wasn't as good as before. sighs.
It was as expected though. But I hope I will be better by then.
This coming week seems so packed.

I realized being bored at home is not a bad thing.
Cos after all my entertainment, I will finally get down to work.
*ding* It's good (:
But I'm already feeling stressed out. Not school alone though.
sighs.

I've got such mix feeling. I doubt it'll be un-mix until then. Argh.
May the Angels, and Guan Yin Ma be blessing me, the unlucky kid.

Can you people share with me what you've been doing at home during the 7-10pm period?
Really bored to tears. Although I still have quite a fair bit of assignments to be done.
But we're not doing it just yet. I really got no idea. Helpppp.
(No nonsense, thank you.)

Somehow I'm just feeling stressed out.

Whether you guys see this or not, I'm just gonna say, stop matching me up with him.
Alright!?
He's just a F retard who only knows how to talk big.
I don't find it funny, stop being childish.

I want to be sailing in the sea. I want to be away.

It's my bad for forgetting your day. Really.
Sorry for not wishing you, needless to mention about gift.
Sorry for my idiotic attitude ever since the start of 2010.
Sorry for being really picky about the food your prepare.
I really pity my family...
I feel so terrible now.

I seems to have lost sight of everything.
I can't seem to be bother anymore.
I don't seem to mind people leaving me anymore.
I don't seem to care about others feeling anymore.
I find it so tiring to entertain people now.
I don't seem to expect much from others anymore.
I don't trust anyone in the first place.
I feel so reluctant about everything.
Say wrong things at the wrong time and we might not talk anymore.
Say things that I don't like to hear and we might not talk anymore.
It's like the wires have gone wrong in a bomb.
Idk. I really don't know anymore.

Idk what I have been doing in school.
Although I didn't bring my laptop, and I'm looking at the screen.
I thought I was listening. But nothing registers.
My mind is on the 11/11 and 27/01. If not, it's really totally blanked. sigh.
I want it to be done and over with now. Really.
It's really torturing. Despite all the encouragements and all, it don't seem to help.

Exam dates are real crap. fml.

Perhaps I've got your intention.
I am a very sensitive person, who likes to assume things to the worst case scenario.
I do look at minor details that may seems nothing to you.
It's alright. I won't bother explaining too.

Today's dinner was sumptuous. All thanks to my cousin.
hahas. His treat (:
2 claypot crab beehoon, chilli crab, butter crab, and 5 other dishes. <3
It's just another great family gathering. I kind of love this more & more (:
2 cute baby girls, and 2 smart HC guys, and 2 poly kias. lols.

Argh. School's tml.
How fast can the weekend be.
And, I really got no idea how to start the remaining assignments. sighs.
This weekend was wasted not doing anything much...

10days.

As the picture says.
Not really tired from doing assignments and stuffs, cos I haven't really been doing them.
Most typical answer being, " the due dates are not here yet! like three days before. "
Although we're only left with four more weeks of school, then revision, and finally exams.
Haven't been sleeping well. Waking up earlier than I supposed I should be. Sigh.
The thing that I hated most physically, should just be cramps. Argh. Ulcers on the list next.
I'm still trying very hard to avoid swallowing the awfully taste ulcer treating powder ):

2 more weeks. I hope it won't happen all over again.
Haven't been really attentive in every lesson anymore. Seems to be making more mistakes than before.
That painstaking effort took in building the faith and confidence was totally crushed.
I brought it to a greater height, and that's why it brought me to the deepest depth.
lols.
I'm sorry that I couldn't help. Because, I'm still trying to pull myself out too.

I really hope I can get into Nippon Express, and that I'll get a good LO.
I realized my worthless GPA couldn't bring me anywhere. sighs.
Given my luck... sighs.

Can you seems to be more interested?

Dear Nose,
Please stop running or blocking me, will you?

LOG camp was okay. not very fun, but not very sian either.
it's just quite fun and quite sian at the same time.
the food sucks. the loft's air-con sucks. ( too cold :/ ) or maybe it's just me who sucks.
the night walk was okay. scared for the wrong things. nothing much surprising.
group fedex was quite a fun group to be with, although i don't really communicate with them.
tired of walking for the amazing race.
fishery port visit was okay. nothing much to see.
slept the whole sunday noon.
and that's about all.

not feeling too good. sighs.
11 is just a sucky number isn't it? but...

HAPPY 2010 People!
a brand new year. another start of a decade.
hopefully everything will be as good as 2009, or even better (:
have a great year ahead !

so many new year resolutions in my head.
doubt i'll be sharing with you all. hahas!

anyhow, my new year's eve and new year's day was well-spent.
when makes me feel like a great start, didn't it?
NYE was spent going around town searching for some stuffs, and then played mahjong with jas, roy and jackie from 8pm till 5am the next morning.
coool! it's been quite some time since i stayed up till this late.
played mahjong and firecracker. spammed photos, and ate mac.
packed everything and slept for 3hrs, before meeting some pri sch friends to sentosa.

1/1/10 at sentosa. lols.
alvin drove 6 of us there. nice! (not a 7-seater car :/)
bonfurt, yaoguang, andy, denise, min hui & i.
lols. it's damn squeezyyy. blasted musics, and spamming of pictures.
denise brought us to a damn nice place for bathing. hahas. then intro us to steamboat @ turf city.
the food was really nice and with wide variety, which was also cheap.
all the guys took turns to drive at the carpark illegally. but dk why i've got no urge to do so anymore. sigh.
played pool at timah and home sweet home.
these 2 days were the happy days! (:

2/1/10 was spent sleeping, and sorting itunes ( it was kinda tiring -.-), and to airport.
hahas, was sleeping like a log when the fire engine was sounding downstairs :P
was happily sleeping when fire broke out above us. oh well, everything's good now.
love going airport. (: (in a car though)
went with dad to pick up the trio who came back from thailand. seems like a fulfilling trip. hahas.
seeing them reminds me of school starting on monday. grrrrr.
i'm happy today too (:

please let me clear it this time round.