After all, this week was still good.
Because whatever that I had mentioned previously, haven't happen just yet.
Oh well, pretty sure the day will come somehow.

I think I am really forgetful. Even with the note posted there, I can still forget what it really was.
It had already been a month plus. SIGH.
And idk why, but gastric had been coming to me the past few days.. almost died of the pain ):

I'm still not quite used to ppl not calling me huimiang. gahhh.
It took me a few seconds more when they call me by my chinese name. :/
讲华语比较有情切感。I agree though.

I hope the fcr don't come out till monday or smth, so it's not my fault. (shit, I shd not be hoping -.-) If not I'm gonna get shoot again.. zZz.
Although you know that they mean no harm/just joking, but still, you'll feel a bit bad.
I think I get shoot almost everyday though -.- xi guan jiu hao.

sighs, as the weeks passed by, reports are getting more and more of a chore.
It's getting boringgggg.
Although everything looks almost the same, but I did put in effort k...

I'm not hoping... I WANT.
Although I know that even my "wants" will never be fulfilled.
That's why I've decided not to say out openly...
You know, sometimes you really feel like sharing with others what really is troubling you so that you can somehow get things off your chest, but something is just holding you back.
Because you know that, no matter how you explain it, they will not really understand how it's like.
Craps.
None understands. And it became even more depressing...
No wonder no one likes to approach me. Because I'm one of those idiots.
Good thing I still got ppl to complain to, at least somehow she knows what's going on. Feels like I'm already exploding. Sigh.
Fucking reluctant.
After which, idk why but, mistakes are just everywhere. It's like you checked already, but you just missed that small detail out. like WTH.
Sigh Sigh Sigh.

Have been making an extra effort to breathe. It's like you have to breathe in hard enough, and let it out. Don't know why, but feeling terrible. They asked if I'm stress. But I really got no idea. How do you define stress?
I realised that I can be really friendly and unfriendly at times. The other person plays a part too.

Feeling disorientated. Forget things more easily these days.
All I want to do is finish my report and sleep & sleep...

OMG, SUPER BORED.
This feeling really sucks.

Was attempting to rewrite my notes that I had always been scribbling during work.
But after writing till day 9, I still think that it's still as messy. SIGH.
Just like my room. I think that it's super messy. But idk where to start with.
And that, even after tidying, I'll still find it unacceptable. If only those cupboard and unnecessary stuffs can be removed from my room.
If only dust don't visit every half a day. sighs.
Gahhh, I think my S will comment on my notes again next week :/

It was the first time that I had such long & nice & late chat in fb. Cool. (:

I'm actually looking forward to wed. (:

It was a great week. One month gone like that.
And today was a funny day. It just was. hahhas.
Train-ing to work with JG. Just happened to saw her though. BP rocks (: Chatted till office and still chatting. LOL! super friendly.
Train-ing back with supervisor was great. Cos somehow, we had a nice chat.
Funny lady that smile at me when there's a whole pile of work at my desk. lols.

Know what, I actually enjoyed working & having my attachment. Hmm...
Perhaps it's because the people there are good ba.
Also, the everyday talkings with amanda and mel. LOL.
Love it when the workload is just nice, but not zero or a lot. haha.
No work=slacking/chatting=time crawls=frustrated=work come=don't feel like doing anymore. lols.

The only thing that I don't really like can say is lunch time ba.
No, I like the break. It's just that I don't really like eating in big group.
Esp when they want to eat fastfood. Felt bad for causing 3 of them not joining the rest for FF.
And when someone were to show black face when we don't wanna follow suit. Or so to say, I don't want to follow. LOL.

It's like super tired everyday! gahhh.
Stop procrastinating and do your report, and rewrite your notes, and do SOP(still considering)!

Finally, the 4th month of 2010 is here.
Isn't it fast? Most people thought so. lols.
3 days of break is definitely great. Especially today...
Cos I woke up at 1 plus! hahhas.
Though it wasn't 12 hours of sleep, but it still feels good.

It's gonna be a short monday for me, but it's still an earlyyyy one =.=

Which phone should I get? zZz. And what colour to choose? black/blue/brown? lols.
Already got 3 in mind.
I hope it's not out of stock!
Why am I always unable to make a decisive decision? ):

Finally done with H.P.T.X :D