Idk why did I on the TV to watch channel 5. lols.
Maybe becos I wanted to be motivated to do sports again.
But I guess I'm really just plain lazyyyy. my goddd.
Time to do smth ! soon. lols.
sometimes a little initiative from some ppl really made my day! :D
Happy Weekends ((:
work has been ... errr ... not too bad ...
yeahhh ... not too badddddddddd ...
okayyys. idk what to type anymore ...
It's Monday tmrw ...
I think, too many ... can be irritating too. byes.
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Saturday, August 7, 2010
thoughts wander.
I have been thinking,
what if I didn't manage to get A this sem?
what if I can't get in the course that I wanted to be in?
what will I do next at the age of 20?
what if I manage to get in the course that I wanted?
will I really do what I intended to do last year?
will that determination even last?
Currently my main concern is still the 1st point,
which I think there's a high chance I won't. sigh.
damn it, just get it over and done with!
As for the 2nd last point,
I sort of calculated that if I really do, by the time
that everything ends, I will be like 28-30? lols ><
If I don't, will just lead the same life like everyone else.
feels old all of a sudden.
what if I didn't manage to get A this sem?
what if I can't get in the course that I wanted to be in?
what will I do next at the age of 20?
what if I manage to get in the course that I wanted?
will I really do what I intended to do last year?
will that determination even last?
Currently my main concern is still the 1st point,
which I think there's a high chance I won't. sigh.
damn it, just get it over and done with!
As for the 2nd last point,
I sort of calculated that if I really do, by the time
that everything ends, I will be like 28-30? lols ><
If I don't, will just lead the same life like everyone else.
feels old all of a sudden.
Sunday, August 1, 2010
You know? Idk.
Looking at your report, it stressed me out.
It makes me feel inferior about myself.
I'm really afraid I couldn't get to where I've aimed.
Idk if it's the stressed from the report or is it from the headcount short.
Ever since then, I think I've gotten more unhappy.
It kept me thinking that people are unhappy with me? what's with all the f. attitude?
I'm just a small chess that you can easily manipulate. There isn't a need for the attitude.
Maybe it's my failed time management, but I don't really think so.
It annoys me when I see people obviously waiting for time to pass, but claiming that they are freaking busy and leaving on the dot.
How busy can that be?
Obviously we 3 digit people will just nod in agreement despite the disagreement.
All this songs that I've kope are so saddening.
It's been quite awhile since it's been able to flow freely.
Be happy. In 9 more days, reports and all will be over. Over.
It makes me feel inferior about myself.
I'm really afraid I couldn't get to where I've aimed.
Idk if it's the stressed from the report or is it from the headcount short.
Ever since then, I think I've gotten more unhappy.
It kept me thinking that people are unhappy with me? what's with all the f. attitude?
I'm just a small chess that you can easily manipulate. There isn't a need for the attitude.
Maybe it's my failed time management, but I don't really think so.
It annoys me when I see people obviously waiting for time to pass, but claiming that they are freaking busy and leaving on the dot.
How busy can that be?
Obviously we 3 digit people will just nod in agreement despite the disagreement.
All this songs that I've kope are so saddening.
It's been quite awhile since it's been able to flow freely.
Be happy. In 9 more days, reports and all will be over. Over.
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