and so now im e one whos not cutting her some slack. when i simply did nothing.
shes going thru tough times, so am i.
whatever. no more this kinda shit. i choose to ignore it now. and aft this post, there it goes.
and my old phone started working fine again when i on-ed it yesterday. weird. cranky. wth man. oh well. hahaa.
simple thing:
true concerned sms
=)
we share things, sweet and bitter together.
bittersweet.
i just got back frm melbourne ytd. had a superb time. yupp. haha wun tok much. dun haf much inspiration to blog these days. guess just old le. tired. haha but yes. decided to let it go le. so if you happen to read this, i hope u'll b happier and promise me u will be.
and so lydia moves on from now.
thanks dom.
everyone's hyped up and busy preparing for vday. making presents, wrapping flowers etc etc. to me its just another day. perhaps when i was younger i was more excited over vday. with the exchanging of gifts and all e pretty notes, sweets and lollies u'll get frm ur frens! ahhaha it was fun and pure excitement. guess im getting old. too tired or simply just too lazy to do anything for anyone. hah
seeing the swocs working so hard brings back alot of fond memories. haha
move on lydia, move on.
had supper w kenneth and daniel woon just now. daniel is really sweet! haha i just learnt sth abt last yr's vday. damn happy! hahahah thanks daniel. u da best =)
oh well, going kk later in d afternoon aft jc visit. hopefully it'll b fun. haha. so a happy vday to all.
so silly of me.
had cmb rehearsal. somehow i had a chance to tok to dom. like back in those hol times when we just sit arnd and tok. haha it made me miss e holiday times alot. alot. alot. haha. somehow things are just different now. read his updated blog (FINALLY LO!!! hahaha dom. update MORE MORE MORE!) haha read sth which i never did expect. thot u forgot me since dunno when le. hoho. but really thanks. u've added a bit more strength in me. its really heartwarming to see such a thing and that you still haf faith. hahahaaa. even tho mine's dwindling day by day haha. and yeah. thanks for keeping me in ur prayers. really. i appreciate it. perhaps u feel tt its sth small but to me its really significant. =) u made my day. u really did!
thankyou dom~*
its time to be strong lydia.
u
must and u
will.just hanging on to whatever that's left. even if nobody's left to help you. help yourself. promises back then will never be fulfiled in the present or the future. don't look back. look forward. no more time to think back. think forward. so many things to do. wonder when will i break down but i know i can't. just be strong. stay strong. i must.
what an irony.
