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But seek ye first the kingdom of God,and His righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.
Matthew 6:33
especially for my ♥loves :)
♥ Friday, February 29, 2008
7:53 PM
and that's why life is great =)2 gd frens are getting married next yr. YES. you didn't see that wrong. they are getting married at the age of 23!!! arhh. i just went for their 21st parties last yr den nxt yr wedding! i better prepare myself for more to come man! arhhh. okay ppl. this is it. pls intro me GD guys. yes! hurry hurry! my bio clock ticking away like a bomb tt will explode anytime soon.
speaking of which my hse area has been pretty "happening" hmm. pray hard.
(edited - hahahaahha karen's damn funny! :D hurhur. its 2 gd frens but not cy and huijing. lol)
♥ Monday, February 25, 2008
10:52 PM
choices choices choices.so many to choose from.
okay i need to pray to know my direction.
♥ Saturday, February 23, 2008
10:04 PM
February 23, 2008We love because he first loved us.
1 John 4:19
:D
♥ Wednesday, February 20, 2008
10:00 PM
February 20, 2008The end of all things is near. Therefore be clear minded and self-controlled so that you can pray.
1 Peter 4:7
read tt on the facebook application i haf. YEs. i have to be clear-minded and self-controlled. i really nid to pray. alot alot alot.
quarter-life-crisis.
i've been reading this girl's blog. i dunno her personally but her thots and the way she expresses it out is like as tho she has my brain and my heart but of cuz her command of language is wayyyyy better den me. she can put my thots into words. so concise that im beginning to fear if i've a split personality and hence her hafing same thots as me. but nono. shes skinny and pretty. HAHA. but anyway. yup. it just feels better to noe tt someone actually thinks like you do. you feel sane and normal.
toodles~
♥ Saturday, February 16, 2008
9:11 AM
you know when festive seasons swing by, people just start becoming nostalgic. i've been missing my nj days. all e memories we had back in the sch. staying back to do stuffs till late. preparing for stuffs and all. i really miss my nj frens. i miss those days when we can run around like crazy idiots shouting across canteen, lt and any shoutable place look like fools with all the retarded things we do. sitting at the grandstand and just having an endless conversation while lookg at the rest of the school busying themselves on the field, track, courts etc. or perhaps rushing to the canteen so as to not be stuck in a super long queue for food. i really miss my nj darlings.i'm glad im meeting up w my sc lovelies this thurs. i cant wait =)
will post abt cny soon! haha and XY rocks my vday =) muacks!
♥ Tuesday, February 05, 2008
9:09 PM
pris and i were discussing on this topic "true friends".. we came to a conclusion that we haf pathetically few true frens but its gd enuf =) haha.. so whats a true fren? someone there when you're down and out? or someone there when you're happy and crazy? or someone there for both occassions?it actually boils down to the current situation and the intensity of the frenship at that moment. hence its just all fuzzed up and blurred to how do you define what are the qualities of a true fren. talking abt intensity it just means how close you are with a fren right at that moment. there are some frenships whereby its hard to maintain physically but its always so ever close. there are some frenships whereby its damn easy to maintain but just not maintainable cuz its not a mutual effort thingy. there are of cuz some frenships whereby its one-sided which makes it tiring or perhaps another type which is just rubbish frens you mk along e way just to ease some hard-knocks in life.
true enough a friend will always be a friend unless she coks it up or you cok it up. but honestly a true frenship really can withstand all types of tests. there are many shit and selfish ppl out there just preying on one-sided effort frenships. they take, others give. if you happen to be the one taking, woohoo! life's damn bloody gd for you. but if u happen to be the one giving, my condolences. ah ha!
mayb its my character that i dun get to kp frens for long. somehow or another i realise at diff parts of my life i'll mk diff gd frens. and they really vary. but somewhat as i grow older, i dun kp in much contact with them anymore. its qt sad if you think abt it, but all i can tell myself is that's part and parcel of life. of cuz there are some frenships which i still hold strongly to and i noe these are the ones that ultimately matters most to me!
friends disappoint. is it cuz we use what we give to judge what we can take? if that's e case of cuz we'll b disappointed if we seem to be the one giving all the time. and that just snowballs into sth worse and expectations lead to disappointments and e cycle continues. sometimes u just wonder how u can b there for a fren oh-so-immediately but yet they cant do the same for you. then you realise, its just simply cuz you never meant as much to them as they are to you. hence you're left with two options: 1) just bo chap and let the frenship wither 2) you tell them you're upset and if nth's done den too bad you did ur best if sth's done den hoorays! your frenship has just been revived!
another type of disappointment would b the attached frens thingy. that's a real sensitive topic. its like how a fren can be oh-so-close to you right at this moment just cuz shes fallen out of love. she nids the girlfrens and their support but then when shes attached again she just nid her bf's support. who gives shit abt girlfrens? how sad.
and guys are qt moronic as frens too. theres only two types of girls to them : 1) jio-able 2) un-jioable. and to those tt are jio-able, they will give everything they can just to see them happy. and of cuz to the un-jioables, they still further divide them into SUPER BUDDIES or ACQUAINTANCES. to the latter, of cuz endless of "hi-byes" will be showered upon each other. to the former they will give almost everything to see them happy too. but of cuz if they get attached, then the super buddy-hood oso automatically fades away.. but tts guys. nth much we can do abt that.
in fact i feel pretty bad that theres a girl, i do admit i really regard her as a gd fren. okay perhaps initially but now its really fading away fast. its exponentially decreasing. haha weird. i wun bother standing up for her or whatsnot. okay, perhaps its just tt i dun want to bcuz theres no coherence in the line of defence. i just look like an idiot standing up for someone who doesnt even stick to her resolutions or supposed resolutions. i was looked upon as a big bully who maligned her but of cuz now shes eating all her words back. doesnt matter cuz ultimately i did my part initially and im not gonna do it again for fear i'll be the one getting maligned ONCE AGAIN.
of cuz there are real gd frens who makes us happy and thats when you realise you cant live w/o them. thanks to all those who really mk me happie =) thankyou!
tmr's cny eve! its gonna b HALF-day! YEAH!! i cant wait. hahaha finally a long-deserving break! hahaha and my supervisor commented on my log sheet that i'm a fast learner and a gd job done! woooooooooooo! i'm so motivated=) hehe!
♥ Saturday, February 02, 2008
10:41 PM
is a child's worth pegged to his/her cap?i'm really amazed that my mother views me in such a way. okay. my cap really sucks but i do not need scoldings. i need ENCOURAGEMENT. its not like my cap nv improve. it improved alot oredi. its not like i nv study. when i go to the lib to mug you'll ask jiejie whr did i go play this time. its super wth. and when i finally decided on sth you had to put me down. initially you still say its gd etc and now you just slam me down. HARD. wadever! im so gonna roll my eyes. you just mk me hate myself for not being oh-so-filial. i need to pray. i need God to grant me a forgiving heart. yes im gonna b a burden. okay fine. i'll do it ur way. AGAIN. happy?! cut me some slack aft that. PLEASE.
i so am gonna regret this decision but theres no other choice.
can i curse?!
ph-uck.