Monday, 31 May 2010

爱不疚

一个苦者找了一个和尚倾诉他的心事。
他说:“我放不下一些事,放不下一些人。”   
和尚说:“没有什么东西是放不下的。”   
他说:“就是有些事和人,我偏偏放不下。”   
和尚让他拿着一个茶杯,然后就往里面倒热水,一直倒到水溢出来。
  
苦者被热水烫到,马上松开了手。   
和尚说:“这世界上没有什么事是放不下的,痛了,你自然会放下。”

~摘自<爱情日记&爱情故事>

Saturday, 29 May 2010

pens

I know many of u actually commented that it's an indication of pinkiecloud being emo if she starts posting in mandarin. Tadaaa.. Just to let everyone know that im fine..

The past few weeks hv been the same routine.. I began to feel that it doesnt matter to me whether it's thursday or friday today. Worst, I've gone thru 6 spanking new pens, 4 blues and 2 blacks, and i didn't even finish using a single pen until now. Is it due to the weather in uk or it's the quality. Hopefully i manage to get an exchange when i bring them back tis summer.. :D

I dont even hv a proper pen to write now, except my two lovely mechanical pencils, whom hv been with me for numerous major exams.. and i dont know if uk sell proper ball point pens.. Hopefully i ll get hold of them for my exams.. =P

Sunday, 23 May 2010

樱之恋人朱古力

一个学弟的离去
让我意识到
原来死亡可以来得这么快
是你和我都预料不到的

柴九说人生有几个十年
做人最重要要痛痛快快
并不想整辈子都追求金钱名利
这些都带不走

生命是世上最宝贵的东西
没有人可以放弃自己
珍惜眼前人 眼前事
每一份 每一秒
要让每一天都过得充实
精彩每一天 :)

Friday, 21 May 2010

荀子劝学

锲而舍之,朽木不折;
锲而不舍,金石可缕。
It is not what we take up but what we give up that makes us rich.
Some people dream of success, while others wake up and work hard for it.

~ It's not the work that's hard, it's the determination. ~

Thursday, 20 May 2010

幸福的真义,水知道

今天妈妈分享了个日本长江本胜博士和他的研究团队的实验,
他们分别在两个装了水的容器上,
一个贴了“爱与感谢”的话,然后每天赞美它;
另一个贴上“恶心、讨厌”等骂人的文字,每天踩骂它。。

**********

过了一会儿,研究发现,
贴了坏话的水,结晶散乱、支离破碎;
但是“听”了好话的水,结晶却是漂亮的六角形。


所以,如果我们心存不良的情绪、心念或言语,最先伤害的正是我们自己的身心。常常埋怨、怨恨或者消极,那我们的体内的水会是什么样子的呢?所以,要多赞美、多鼓励、多援助,多一些爱与感恩,多接触美好、就如刘三好的“说好话、存好心、做好事”。。这样,我们才会蜕变成一个美丽无比的水晶,营造美丽幸福的每一天 :D

这么简单的道理,连水都明白,你呢?=P

Saturday, 15 May 2010

barbeque-ing stress. spicing up joy

It is a shame that tis is the first msa event pinkiecloud attended tis term.. Sorreeee... Anyway the attraction of 'free food' and 'gathering' are always seducin..

Sitting ard the bbq pit.. Tis reminds me of the camping days..For ease of convenience and economic reasons, we used disposable pits.. Omgg, do u know how long it takes for my first chicken and frankfurter to be edible.. =P
The ladies.. :DJoanna and me.. Comparing the length of our hair to that when we came back in oct, u know hair does grow.. ^-^ After filling our stomaches, we moved over to play the monkey ball game! Sounds childish hmm? But that's the best essence to destress during this stressful-and-hatred exam period.. As u would hv know, pinkiecloud's bit clumsy playing ball games, the ratio of me being the monkey than non-monkey is more than 1! Everyone was running, shouting, screaming, pushing each other, grabbing the ball as it if is gold. There was actually once that i rather hugged the ball in my arms, unwilling to throw it. Cuz i knew that the moment the ball leaves my hand, im gonna be monkey again :D :D

Limbo limbo.. :)
And tat's ezza trying to show her lady power of able to carry both sasha and me.. xD
It was a lovely day spent! Though there were lots of burnt food, lots of smoke, ohhh hv u told u tat we burnt our pit as well?? Lack of experience explains that.. And there were 3 big big BIG worms (they were as big as udons) that tried to 'add taste' to our food..

But it was great fun though!
From day to late evening.. We then popped onto our bus 12 whilst the sun's sets down.. :)
Anyway, that's a lovely day to remedy wei wei's defeat to lin dan.. Unfortunately we couldnt keep the prestigious cup in our homeland-msia.. And everyone was interrogating the datin the reason for wei wei's loss.. Well, he tried his best! They tried their best! The barrier of the Great Wall of China is just too strong.. Yet on a brighter note, the name of 'chong wei' simply pioneered the trending in twitter on friday! So just keep going, going and going.. The cup will return to us one day. Sun will shine, when we hv faith =)

Tuesday, 11 May 2010

summer promises to be enticing

Just a little photo to let everyone know that pinkiecloud is still very much the cheerful and 'live, laugh, learn' pinkie.. Albeit little emo going up and down, but dont worry! Exam periods.. understandable. Anyway i still hv dramas to accompany me.. :)

A few random, inconsequential rantings:

(a) Thomas cup's on!! Watch and support yea.. ALL THE BEST to the msia team and of course, 'pinkiecloud's bf'.. :D

(b) Weather's still considerably cold though the sun's out. At least it's a blessing compared to winter. I cant wait till the weather's getting warmer, where ppl start to picnic in hearsall common in their singlets and shorts.. And then, we can hv our barbeque at home!!

(c) Revision has been going extremely slow and unproductive.. Someone slap me pls.. O.O

(d) Following point (c), i went to the music room today. The 2 hrs inside was really enjoyable! I almost forgot that i knew piano! The last time i played was christmas. Finally realised my cravings to play the 'seventh day', and my fav 'triste couer' again and again =)

(e) My left eyebrow twitched in high frequencies recently. Can anyone tell me wat's the root?

(f) Still not sorted out with my air ticket. Do not ask me when am i going back home. I cant gv u a definite answer =P

(g) I realise that i hv a mushrooming tendency to perform typing errors and spelling mistakes, in emails, sms, msn chats, notes.. Is it bcuz my typing's getting slower.. or i am just too careless, i guess.

(h) I LOVE hotel city! I LOVE my hotel!! The big rooms are specially themed and decored. I have a wedding room, music room, baby room, 'under-the-sea' room, astronomy room, authentic room, egypt room etc etc.. Go visit my hotel and be fascinated with magic of interior designs xxD

(i) I feel stupid.

Wednesday, 5 May 2010

幸福玻璃球

传说中
幸福就好像一个玻璃球
这个玻璃球从天掉下来 打碎了
玻璃球的碎片落到每个人的身边
于是 每个人在生命中
都忙着寻找自己的碎片

在捡的过程中
有的人捡到多一些
有的人捡到少一些
有些人割伤了自己
但无论你怎么捡 都不可能捡完
但只要你努力去捡
你总能捡到一点点

~~游龙戏凤

Tuesday, 4 May 2010

back to the ancient age of writing letters

It's mother's day tis sunday! Post office has been one of the places that i frequently step in, other than uni and tesco. I still remember going to post office every tuesday for 4 weeks consequently bcuz daddy, mummy, jane's and joy's bday are just weeks away from each others.

Followed by then, i start sending off cny greeting cards, birthday cards as well as postcards (from prague). I think i began to enjoy sending mails, albeit it's eating out a small portion of my allowance.

A pretty postcard i got from prague :)I still feel sending real mails is so much genuine and meaningful. Ur handwriting can indicate ur feelings and emotions, and moreover if u know me long enough, u shud b able to recognise pinkie's neat-and-tidy computer writing. What adds to it is the personalisation: U know it's jz for u. I guess it's that feeling of close-ness that electronic mails or facebook wishes cannot substitute. :)

Saturday, 1 May 2010

人生计算机

朋友
这个我们的首部曲
如果朋友这个东西可以衡量的话
它的价值会慢慢随着岁月贬值
在家靠父母 出外靠朋友
很多的第一次
都是和朋友一起度过的
第一次逃课 第一次出糗
就连第一次谈恋爱
也是先告诉朋友的
可是渐渐的
大家开始编制属于自己的天空
事实是残酷的
幸运的是 大家曾经一起走过
这段 疯疯癫癫 浩浩荡荡
傻气却快乐的日子


爱情
如果用finance 来逻辑的话
它是个variablity很高的投资
有它固然好
在economic boom时
它的快乐指数是 (x+y)2
Economic bust时
它带来的快乐指数
不单单是square root 而是
足以让你尽力绞碎 遍体鳞伤
的square square square root

究竟有多少人 可以承受这个
快乐悲伤起伏那么大的东西


家庭
有时我真的不得不相信
血缘的魔力
这世上有着很多种的爱
却都无及这种爱
这么牢靠 这么完全的奉献

从来到世界的第一天 直到永远
家人的爱护 都不曾休止
无论你做错什么事
遇到什么问题 成了什么形
家里的门 永远为我们而开
家里的人 都是我们的避风港
这是每一个人都拥有
最大的皇牌

sickie princess

I must really praise my body for being so trustworthy.. After burning the midnite's oil for few nites, sleeping at 6am on sat, 7am on sun, 430 on mon and none at all on Tue, i knew i wouldnt be able to withstand at all. So i made a little promise with my body so as to hang on for the few days and i ll allow it to get sick right after wed.

It really did! On wed nite, i was suffering from such excruciating headache.. I felt like vomiting and the my entire body is churning in incredible turmoil. I was fever. On one end im happy that i managed to hang on til my exam finishes, and d other hand im quite disappointed that i really got sick.. I thought im used to studying for nights since secondary.

Regardless, my 2 essays are more or less done. There are appendixes to be touched up more. Hopefully i can complete them these few days. Another short term goal: Hv few days of good rest and get ready my mother's day present :)

ps: i have a feeling that 'little pinkie princie' gonna move 'site' or 'partial shut down' in near future.. let me know what you guys think :D