My first ultrasound is scheduled on Thursday and I must say the suspense is killing me. I'm OOP with the RE 100% since they don't accept my insurance so I choose to postpone it from the originally offered day of Monday to Thursday. I will be exactly 6 weeks, so I was hoping we will be see a heart beat. But now I wish I'd taken the earlier appointment because I'm so nervous and anxious. I feel like it was too easy this time, and it makes me soo nervous! I'm super tired, and starting to get more nauseous, so I assume everything fine. BUT, I'm just a nervous wreck!

I had spotting this weekend, so my RE had me come back in for another beta this morning. @ 18 DPIUI = 1,096.5. Its a doubling time of 39 hrs which is great!! I was pretty sad this weekend because I was spotting so bad I wasn't sure if this would be it for us. But I'm trying to take comfort in some great numbers. First ultrasound is still on for Jun 14th when I will be exactly 6 weeks.