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5.25.2008

Survey for me tagged by sharonnnnnnnnn ^^



RULE & REGULATION


A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) tag any people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people.


#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- tolerate till max .

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
-to be a best mum in the world next time .

#3. If there is a choice between boyfriend or friend, which will you choose?
Both ? i don't know ,its hard ;x

#4. What kind of home do you think is suitable for living?
Spacious home .

#5. What's your ideal lover?
To be enthusiastic in all kind of stuffs .

#6. Which is more blessed? loving someone or being loved?
Being loved -.-

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Untill that guy has a girlfriend =\

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Have a talk with him and _|_ up side down .

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?

No ? yeaa ,the weather is freaking hot @_@

#10. Is being tagged fun?
No ?

#11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Having a family of my own .

#12. Who are currently most important people to you?
Friends and family. Kelvin yeo too!!! wahaha ;x

#13. What kind of people do you think the person who tagged you is?
Sibei ah lian .always aim for shuai ge and rich ge. likes branded and branded goods only ;x (shes gonna kill me xD )

#14. Would you rather be single but rich or married but poor?
I would never be single!its my dream to have a family so it doesn't matters whether im poor or rich , just live happily together (:

#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
Open my eyes ? LOL.

#16. Would you sacrifice your family time to enjoy with your friends?
Yes =.= cos i don't like family activities ): im the one who always get suan-ed .=\

#17. What is the thing you can't bear to leave it aside?
My mum when shes alone at home =\

#18. What type of friends do you like?
Fun & steady , a ear to lend me . lol

#19. What type of friends do you dislike?
HOH, THIS 1 ALOOOT! backstabbers, two-headed snakes , dares to does it but doesn't admit it. hao lian kia , acbc , por lampaa~~ ^^ . :P

Tagged : Darling kat and mohmoh , kaisen

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4:38 PM

5.22.2008

My holiday started lo! starting from today ;x

Though its officially starting next week . lol . well ,life's quite easy these days .no stress from teachers ,no nags from mummy. no quarrel with friends . met loads of friends . didn't been a spend thrift these days .starting to smoke lesser . yaa, just happy go lucky . but , my love ? don't even mention bout it . thats the only problem i have it now . yawn . nvm bout it ,don wish to talk about it . its always like this . the person u like don't like you . the person you don't like ,likes you -.- Anyways, going to dye my hair lo! woohooo! gonna try some daring colours this time ,maybe light brown ? but i don really wish that it appears gold x.x . now , i think i've become a gamer , hoho . any nice online game u may feel free to ask me play ^^ . oyaa, this song on my blog is nice :D okok, nothing to say liaos , i go watch anime lorh (:!

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1:48 PM

5.19.2008

Alrights! Let u all read 1 story , which is dam touching and u won't regret (: Darling kat intro-ed to me derh hehe . Please read slowly !

[ 100个对不起 ]

今天期中考,学校早一点放学,我打了通电话给他。   
:喂,我今天比较早放学,你来载我回家好不好?   
:好,等我五分钟。   
:五分钟?我学校就在你家旁边耶。

:我总要打扮一下啊。   
:好啦,快一点喔。

下午2:00,太阳大的让我有种冲动想喷鼻血,我站在树荫下挥动着手,虽然没凉到哪里去,但是煽总比不煽好。

五分钟过了,他还没来,我看看手表,有点不高兴,十分钟过了,他还没到..,该不会出了什么事吧?呸呸呸...乌鸦嘴,十五分钟过了,他总算到了。

:怎么这么慢?

他一副无所谓的样子说:没啊,看个电视

什么?看个电视?你要不要顺便睡个觉洗个澡吃个饭再来?我没有说话,没有拿安全帽,没有上车的瞪着他。   
:对不起。


这是他第一次对我说对不起,他是一个很大男人主义,爱面子的男生,所以他从不像女生低头说对不起,我看着他,好吧,似乎面有惭色,我带上安全帽,让他载我回家。

他总是这样,从来不解释,不争论,不跟我吵架,只跟我说对不起,有些事,不是一句对不起就能解决的,但是他都跟我道歉了,我也就没再追究下去,他说,我是第一个让他说对不起的女生。

认错需要很大的勇气,但是他从来都没有改进他的错误,对不起反而变成一种打发我的话。在他说第59次对不起时,我流着泪,低下头说:你不要再跟我说对不起了,如果你无法改变,就不要让我给你一次又一次的机会,相信你会改变。他轻轻的拥着我,说了第60句对不起。

虽然如此,他还是没有改变,不做任何的解释,我开始怀疑他是不是有事瞒着我。   
:你最近怎么了?   
:没有啊。   
:那你为什么心情不好?   
:没有啊。   
:又是没有啊,你除了这句话以外没有别的吗?你知不知道我很担心,很没有安全感,你到底有没有当我是你女朋友?   
:...对不起。   
:我不要听你说对不起。

我挂了电话,他也没有打来,他根本就不在乎我,也许,我们该结束ㄌ..........这是他说的第99句对不起....。   
从 那天开始,我再也没有找过他,他也没有打电话给我,有时候,我会接到一通无声的电话,但是我喂了几声,就挂了,有一种直觉是他,但是他为什么都不说话?一 个月之后,我按奈不住思念的心情决定到他学校找他,我在教室外东张西望的,就是没有看到他的人影,我随便抓了一个男生来问。   
:同学,请问一下,梦伟今天有来吗?   
:他休学了。   
:啊?为什么?什么时候的事?   
:他已经一个月没来了。   
:...喔..谢谢。一个月..一个月没来,怎么会呢?   
我 跌跌撞撞的回到家..拨他的手机:您的电话已经为您转到语音信箱,请在嘟一声...。我挂了电话,打到他家,响了好久都没有人接,怎么会?全家移民吗?他 仿佛是从这世界上消失了一样,没有一点痕迹。   他该不会另结新欢了吧?我开始胡思乱想,我找不到他..,正当我烦恼的时候,电话突然响了,是阿立打来的,他是梦伟的死党也是我的好友。

:喂,你还在干嘛啊?   
:什么?

:ㄚ伟在医院啦。  

:没有啦,他在○○医院,就是你上次住的那一家。   
:我马上去。
  
我立刻用我出生以来最大的速度飙到那家医院,在医院看到了他****和妈妈,我向他们问了他在哪一间病房之后,就急忙的飞奔而去。  

他躺在床上,眼睛看着我,没有说话,没有起床,一动也不动的。   
:喂,你怎么了?为什么不通知我呢?

他没有回答我,只是一直用同样的眼神看着我。   
:回答我啊,你为什么不说话?   
他眼角留下了一滴泪,身体仿佛用了最大的力气,牵动着嘴角   
:...对不起...。说完,他闭上了眼睛  

:喂,你别装了好不好,为什么要说对不起,我不要你说对不起啊,你起来啊,回答我啊。  

我哭倒在他床边,拉着他的衣服哭喊着:你为什么要说对不起,连说服我的理由都没有?我不会原谅你,你起来啊,你说对不起没有用啊,你不起来我这辈子都不会原谅你,我求求你....睁开眼睛啊...。   
这是他说的一百句对不起...一群医生和护士拉开我,开始抢救他,我全身没有力气再站起来,我的头脑一片空白,眼前一片漆黑..。   
他没有离开这个世界,只是我永远都无法触摸到他,但他有时也会在我的梦中出现,告诉我他过的好不好。

他还是陪着我,还是活着,在我心里,他依然如昔,还是会笑着叫我咏熙,叫我老婆,只是..他不再对我说对不起了...  
 
过了几个月,他妈妈来找我,给了我一个盒子,里面装的,是一百张照片,每一张照片的背面,都写着它让我生气的事情。   
第一次对不起,老婆,我今天不是故意迟到的,我也知道理由很烂,但是我真的不忍心说实话,我在出门前突然心脏绞痛,但是我已经尽量赶了,原谅我好吗?第二次对不起?老婆,我..........   
第三次对不起,老婆,我...   
............................................................   
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...........   
.........   
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第 一百次对不起,老婆,我不是狠心要丢下你,只是上帝似乎不给我这个机会让我爱你一辈子,为你带上戒指,你是我第一个让我说对不起的女孩,也是我第一个想共 度一生的女孩,原谅我不能给你幸福,我会化作天使,守护着你,看着你得到幸福,答应我,别哭,我不要看到你为了我憔悴流泪的样子,我爱你。bye 梦伟

我怎么可能不哭,你的要求太严苛了,最后一张照片,是他在医院理拍的,照片上他笑的很灿烂,他变的好瘦,脸色好苍白,但是他还是露出了笑容,拍这第

一百张照片。

在他最虚弱罪痛苦的时候,我没有陪着他 。

对不起。   
我抱着他的照片,泪流不止!! 愿天下所的情人.愿你们能珍惜眼前的人,不要失去后才懂得珍惜...不要让悲剧再次上演!

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11:00 PM

If i could just ......

18th of may

Boohoo =.= my body is full of mosquito bites! ZZZ . i think im gonna get dengue soon :o .woke up around 1.30+pm . continued watching it started with a kiss . don't feel like gaming or going out these days. yeaa anyway. i played back gunbound and its like -_- ! played with mayi and super . they totally trashed me can =.= yawn anyways. ate pork ribs for dinner. and i noticed , i haven't touched and pork stuff for a long long time :o . anyways was very tired after meeting him last night.

17th of may

Yeaa was too bored these few days. made some invention of ways to cook mashed potatos . my house, now is officially full of potatoes =.= thanks to mama . i don't why she bought such a huge packet of it . wrote a letter to a carlos in america , ya he's an ang moh and same time my good friend ,he's my friend for around 6 years :o. nothing to do , lols though i could msn him HAHA :X okkays , anyway at night around 2+++ want to sleep liao , thanks to fabian =.= ask me go out .zz so around 4++am go meet him . slacked till 6+am in the morning lols. anyways. take care of your health leh . see u cough blood out oso worry for u =.= work hard uh! don't let others ruin ur life , listen to yourself ,follow your heart . ^^

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1:22 AM

5.15.2008

Hello hello! ^^

got some of my papers back . yea i think i passed 2! bio and chinese :O! think overall for english will pass too . paper 2 failed by 3 marks =.= . wanna know about my maths ? :D i got paper 1 , o marks . paper 2 , 2marks .pretty eh! lols. f&n ,3 person passed nia -.- im not one of them . lol,anyway i've improved alot! .ahahs , planning real hard for the class bbq , hees . heard from zi ang "someone" said i got bf lerh O: . thats not true honey ^^ anyway blog till here . gonna chiong game ! hoho .


K----- , i tried so hard to forget u . but.. forget it . zz

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3:01 PM

5.13.2008

My status now .

Waking up scared some nights

Still dreaming about our violent times together

Still a little protective about the people i left in my heart

Still defensive thinking that folks will try and ruin my life

Still a little depressed inside when i fake smiled

It hurt so deep sometimes down to my soul

And sometimes ,everybody's asking question like we're some kind of obsession

My friends tell me that i ain't same anymore

Its like you're gone too soon

And now the hardest thing for me to say is

Bye

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12:57 AM

5.10.2008

tired bodoh!

didn't have much sleep these days zz . evertime 3+ sleep 7 nid to wake up , including today zz . actually mitting xunhong ytd night ton , ass him he tio confinement!zz . then morning 7+ wake up ,do housework mke breakfast for him and mama . left mama to sleep x.x . around 8.30 go meet that ass . his cute when his botak ! rofls. go his house then slacked~ ask him go put ang kong on his back x.x ahas, then go liao . heehees ,he hates tomatoes =.= f him hard hard . ha wo cut till swee swee !rofls. then now im home :D heehee.going to sleep x.x

I didn't know getting over you was so easy .

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12:13 PM

5.07.2008

HELLO!!!!

maths exam flung :D slet for 1.15hrs , claps* when the paper has 2hrs lol. after that went home , played com awhle when jasmine called me up. ask me pei her go take her pay at kallang . we then meet mt's er jie , dono whats her name :X then went to kallang. psed by xc house ): memories ehhs. then went to kbox headquaters . hahas, the bangala there working was woo! stinky x.X . went back to kallang mrt station wait fer mt to fetch us hme . blablabla , had our seperate ways at westmall there .hopes her baby boy healthy and full of luck ! :D then go and meet sharon and karen . watched DOOMSDAY. ok ,the show was . . . BLOOOOOOODY ,but AWWWWEEESSSOMEE. p.s; the last part is kind of like car commercial lols. don'forget ironman is also wonderful , col gadjets ok!(: smoked an bought some finger food at pasa malam there. went home , MU and fs awhile :D

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12:42 AM

5.04.2008

Ok , its time to give up.
Shall not be auto sms-ing you .
Unless u msg me and i'll reply.
Take care and last long with her .
Fcuk this bloody world.
im always the 1 who gets nothing in return.

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5:07 AM

5.01.2008

hi hi! :D

30th april .

English papers ): shit it , i wrote too many words on both my letter and compo . zz

went out with sharon , karen and eugenie :D woohoo, so long since we've go out tgt uh! :D~ went to town , shop shop shop . looked everywher for sharons new backpack , she found 1 at last at nike ^^ . her bag got compartmentto hide cigrettes! woo! went to eat fish and coooo ~ lols , service was like fuck ? ahas, thre were many bdae celebrations , the staff sanged and did a cheer for those bdae girls. kept thinking about having a band LOL.me vocalist, sharon bassist , eugenie guitarist and karen ... DRUMMER LOL!!!! ~ imagine karen swaying her hair all ovr the place with her 2 deep dimples. AHAHAS :D went home around 11++ due to accompanying sharon ow home then took cab with karen leow reached home 12am . going to MU later (: oh ya , he called me and im able to hear his "sweet" voice again =x was glad though (:

shots of the day !
jap jap eugenie and motherly petrina ROFLS =X
awwwtzz so sweeet =x
branded goods girl ,sharon.
ming hun kueh oso dono de girl. seriously i dono wads that! X:

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12:18 AM