He said this to me.
If loving you was a sin , i would take a one way ticket to hell .
♥

2:38 AM
Outing . yeahh ..?
WOO . went ms today. met up with sharon , wei qiang , simon , jeremy and william . feel kinda awkward, dono what to say. some people jus love to call me and kaopeh . ruin my mood. was quite anti today . sorry T_T was very tired oso . slept at 6.30 am. and i have take up at 11.30 -.-? okkays. we went to watch a movie called. WANTED. yes, AGAIN ~ blahs. jeremy jiap $2 for me. actually he wan treat de lo. he good =.= ok anyways. zheng de came. we all pooled together . well not me lol . then go find william . then me and sharon go off first . went shopping , help her look for shoes. end up at heeren . bought myself a shirt from fourskin. keep getting prank calls. by william and jeremy after we go off. yeaa, they're david and peter lol . they said they found our numbers in yellow pagers. yeaa, their voice was like super obvious can . so fan lor. have to talk to them while carrying things and raining sumore .blahs . went back home around 12+ BORING. tml got school .sian nor. blog till here ^^

11:38 PM
Damn cool lorh . Go watch now now now now.
Today , blah 4pm+ woke up . Dono which idiot woke me up =.= , oyaa. my phone = no money. u can call or sms me but i can't call or sms you . lol. had my dinner with mother. went to watch movie with hui zhen lol . she uhh. hai wo wait so long T_T . anyways we went window shopping. she bought herself a ring from wattsin. then we go watch the show. the show was funny. full of F words lol , Not that bloody. Nc16 . go watch go watch. went back to 4 head. met some old friends.then went to 425 drink kopi. and me and her talked bout those sick things. like, violent against those cats. then those movie like saw 1,2,3,4 . and so on .lol yea blog till here. talking to wj ;D

12:59 AM
I drew this. Abit weird =.=Went to school as usual .Studied as usual , Sleep as usual. Went to imm with karen and qian hui .Went to cut my hair and bought worms for my fishies. Went to xiao gui lin with wei qiang and gang.Slacked at 369 ,bought them lao hong crakers lolGone home , cooked myself dinner. And here am i ! blogging , yawns .Gonna call my precious lerh :D I'll never walk out on you.

7:59 PM
Woo . i didn't know my hair was this long till joey meddled around with my hair.Not a nice pictue =.=. @_@ blahs. first day of school . went to dm (as usual) . have to ask my mum to come down for the poor cca attendance thingy. like what lor, still got so many people nvr kena. Zz? and my hair, gonna be black soon . yawn . went back to class. keep emo-ing as i feel damn restless and i miss him ! oya , welcome back xue ting! ;D good to have you back . ok , im like sibei tired now. wanna go slp now . bye bye ~
I will change because of you .And im waiting for national day :x

2:07 PM
I don't know how i feel about u honey. But i sure is positive ok (: I need time to change hao mah. unless u wanna wait for me . if not , u may fade away. i promise i won't make u sad , i promise i will make u feel blessed . please wait , unless u want to make a mistake ok. I bet we will hav a nice time together if we were . . ;D yea , im toking to him now. yeaa -.- 7.55AM! we talked like 6hrs continuesly lerh . ahas. find him cute and loves to drag words behind every word. example , babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy , honeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy . bwahaha! :x i like it though x.x . blahs! love my babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy lots. though , we're not .... x.x ! write till here. damn tired. liaos. mum not home , jitao sian lo! nothing to do . everything is so peaceful . rahhh, bye!

7:47 AM
You said you were strong , protecting me,
Then i found out you were weak.
Vacant inside me ,no one was there.
Sleeping with the enemy aware that he was smothering.
Every last part of me thorned up.
So i broke away and finally found the strength to breath.
I was naive and believed everything you told me.
I picture you in my mind and can't seem to rationalize,
I feel so cold against the world in a losing fight captive in your dream.
Its killing me cause there ain't nothing i can do .
It cuts so deep it hurt into my soul.

3:12 PM
Bring me to a paradise .
Fran au lait from meiji is very nice lor! like banana milk chocolate pokey . the coating i damn thick can . yummy . And i want more of jagabee! the fries advertisement on tv . lol , the calbee thing haha. damn nice to eat ! but damn x lo . I've been busy for last few days thats y never update. haha. keep audition . weee , met 1 guy called HAKONE . he damn cute cann . but he's younger AND shorter thn me .gogo , grow taller first thn i decide u lol . ;p , my little xiao di di wei jie x3 mai siao siao , ppl from sji de horh lol ! anyways .going to zouk next tuesday , weee . with peilin jie and all her other friends ;D ! looking forward to tt day . muhahahaha . keep cooking at home nowadays. and i think im in love with that hua diao jiu (a kind of sauce seasoning made from wine) , i put it whenever i cook . even in instant noodles! LOL! nice cann .
No matter how guys are handsome or what ,i cannot accept them just because their handsome(: -To maumau

6:09 PM
Okays today im going to talk about the past ;D
Show u all some overdue pictures yeas.
Look at our jiao bins lol
Gosh look at her glasses x.x

Uhem , Our hair lengths look the same hor!:X

iimiiyoo , Freedom lv 14 .

Muhahahaha , pah bueh toh can.
Okkays gonna be naggy from now on and welcome back from bloggin petrina! LOL.. ;p ,lost my love .actually i shud say he lost me . Maybe he don't deserve me at all , He might me reading this now, but i don't give a shit. Such an irresponsible guy like him shouldn't deserve love . Yeahh , wadeva , u guys may think im evil or somthing. but i won't tell u all what actually happen cos i respect him and i don't wanna spoil his image, unlike him . coupled back kyle in audition . he changed his ign -.- He's one of the AWE but he doesn't know what it means. damn kam gong lor him . anyways , happy that we're back together ,cos i don't wan to hav a couple anymore. Btw , me and kyle are simply friends ;D i still can't find the courage to touch back drugs . y do i wanna play drugs ? good question. ask that basturd . im now like a depressionist ? sometimes happy dao siao , sometimes emo like kns . Anyways, trying to stay optimistic . So yeaa, thats all , my holiday = audition everyday + Anime + msn = no life~ haha, write till here , have to finish up this stupit bazhang my mum heated u for me =.=

3:14 AM
So be it,
call me a stranger,
I wasn't born to love you .
Let it sleep forever .
Let it perished forever .
No more childish guesses ,
Let it be unspoken .
Shake it off .
We don't belong together.
Fuck off .

12:31 AM