Bukannya aku tak tahu
Kau sudah ada yang punya
Saat kau bisikkan cinta
Ku tahu engkau berdusta
Namun ku tak mau mengerti
Selama kau masih bersamaku
Karena kusuka, kubutuh
Cinta yang pernah hilang dariku
Cinta ini kadang-kadang tak ada logika
Terbersit semua hasrat dalam hati
Ku hanya ingin dapat memiliki
Dirimu hanya untuk sesaat
Bukannya aku tak tahu
Kau sudah ada yang punya
Karena telah kau bisikkan cintamu padaku
Ku tahu engkau berdustaLabels: Agnes Monica
luvangel2003 believed today at 8:17 PM
I am back from Indonesia! And my common test is over. Sigh, thank goodness. I spent the whole two weeks studying. I don't want A CERTAIN SOMEONE to think that I can only dream about nonsensical stuff. Hehex, I am not so useless. Just don't worry anymore...I"m not gonna flunk my A Levels cos of that person. That person is not really worth it. Or is he...???
YEAH!!! GMSS Arts Nite is tomorrow. I am excited. Finally get to step back into my past...Reminiscising about the good old days.
Miss you...good luck ^^,
luvangel2003 believed today at 7:08 PM
Going back indo tml. Bye ppl, i will b back on 24 june!!1
luvangel2003 believed today at 6:38 PM
Zzz...dunno where is he. Today he never come MSN again. Beginning to miss him, actually. It just feels weird. Usually, he is the one who fills my days. So I began playing games more often. To get rid of the loneliness, I guess. Oh ya, now I am very angry with Ron****. Just now he said to me that he never saw my OGL in school (HIM). Then, he said "always pon school, later kena retained". Please lorh, just now in the morning I even took the same bus as him. So who I saw in the morning is only a GHOST?! Can't be, right...saw a ghost at 7.45 am around there...Anyway, even tho' I want to see more of him, I don't want him to kena retained la! Stupid RON****!!!
Oh ya, another reason for loneliness. My cousin has went back to Indonesia. My friend, Eveline (nickname: Hong2 alias PONG), the one who is staying with me, has also went back. Only have my brother with me, but he's either playing or sleeping the whole day. Hope I can go back to my Sec 1 days...
Oh ya, went back to school in the morning for lessons, Bio lecture. Quite boring, 'cos it's only a summary of the past lesson. Photosynthesis, everything went in, 'cos I have revised the chapter. Now I know that studying before lessons does really work wonders. Tomorrow, meeting Ying Ling for lunch and after that, going out with Yang Qing. YOOHOO!!! Lonely? Not anymore. Going to listen to songs while revising for tomorrow's chem lesson, then go to sleep. As SHE said, the main aim of JC is to STUDY AND STUDY. These 2 years are not going to be easy, but I'm gonna make it!!!Labels: determined to succeed, Lonelylonely
luvangel2003 believed today at 10:47 PM
Wheeks! Today is the 5th month anniversary of my crush. 3rd January 2007, the start of all foolishness. =,= Got kind of reprimanded by "her"...Hehex, but I just can't help it. Now that my date is drawing near (the day I will be going back to Indonesia, 9th of June), I am getting more and more edgy. I will miss him and you, surely. Mmm...so, you'll be going away to holiday very soon? Or have you gone off already, without telling me!!! 0,O ! Can't be, you have holiday lessons to attend. Hiaxhiaxhiax!!! You can't get away so soon! Hope to see you on MSN tomorrow then. ^^, And jiayou, study harder! Stop playing your online game!!! =,=
Yesterday, I added Qian Lin on MSN (OMG! Just remember about her, truthfully speaking. Sorry, Grandpa!). I just realised how much I miss my GM friends! YeaYEA! Meeting Ying Ling for lunch on Tuesday and also, going out with Yang Qing (also on Tuesday)!!! Miss you, everybody... MUAXXX!!!Labels: feeling good
luvangel2003 believed today at 11:09 PM
luvangel2003 believed today at 10:52 PM
OINK OINK OINK!!!luvangel2003 believed today at 7:05 PM
Zzz...ended up sleeping on the table again waiting for that one. Result: NIL. Want to forget, but I just can't. Never mind. Yesterday went with Wan Jia and Jayne to KBox. Surprisingly, my bro also want to follow. Freaky...usually he is anti-girls. HAHA...so he began to like looking at girls, huh? We went KBox, sang and sang. I don't dare to sing so loud, unlike Jayne or Wan Jia. And oh ya, Jayne's voice is really beautiful!!! Should have joined Campus Superstar another time, surely can win. And this time, have me to support her. HAHAHAZZ!!! Surely win for sure! :D Then went with Wan Jia and my bro after karaoke to Parkway Parade. Walk and walk, have nothing mmuch to see there. In the end, Wan Jia went back home first. I am still the best shopper. HIAxHiAx!!! Oh ya, I found a new hobby, drawing using the computer! HAHA! My hand is pretty redundant these few days. (Hate those sparklers!!!) Can't even grab a pencil properly. So, I just grabbed the mouse and draw. Result of first effort: a bear. Want to let him see, but was ignored. :'( In the end, showed Jayne. Ok lorh, fine...Labels: desperation, karaoke
luvangel2003 believed today at 6:28 PM
Yeah, I wish to own ____, but ____ already belongs to somebody else. Sometimes I wonder whether it's better this way: we'd never started at all or it's better the other way: ___ giving me a few beautiful memories to live by for the rest of my life. I don't agree with Agnes Monica's song. It said that sometimes love is not logical. To me, love is never logical. It never make sense. As Jayne says: Why do you love? Cos' you never knew why." Heex...but at least ___ should tell me, what. Instead of making me wait until so late at night...Oops, wrong, it's morning already!Labels: LOVE
luvangel2003 believed today at 1:21 AM
Karna aku tak tahu
Kau sudah ada yang punya
Atau bisikan cinta
Ku tahu engkau berdusta
Namun ku tak mau mengerti
Selama kau masih bersamaku
Karna ku suka
Ku butuh cinta yang pernah hilang dariku
Cinta ini kadang-kadang tak ada logika
Bersih smua hasrat dalam hati
Ku hanya ingin dapat memiliki
Dirimu hanya untuk sesaat
Karna aku tak tahu
Kau sudah ada yang punya
Karna kau telah bisikkan cintamu padaku
Ku tahu kau telah berdustaLabels: Agnes Monica
luvangel2003 believed today at 12:15 AM
I want to tell you _______, but I don't have the courage to do so. After I tell you, will you still be willing to become my friend? You are funny...I don't know, I just feel so relaxed when I am talking to you. Haha...now I also don't dare to talk to you. Your friends may be nearby. Yeah...zzz, so I'll ignore you for tonight, yeah! Desire to talk to you, but just can't. Confusing arh?
And you...can you just stop hurting yourself? That person is not going to care about you, not the way you want that person to. Why can't you just stop??? At least if you care for somebody who cares about you as much as you care about her, you will be happy. Is that what you meant by that "blessing"? I just want you to be happy...pleassseeeee...??? (feeling green)
Going back to Indonesia next Saturday, class BBQ next Friday. I am happy to go back, go back home after half a year. But I can't bear to part with you. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAXXXXX!!!! (feeling blue)Labels: emotions
luvangel2003 believed today at 11:24 PM
MEGARA:
If there's a prize for rotten judgement
I guess I've already won that
No man is worth the aggravation
That's ancient history, been there, done that!
MUSES:
Who'd'ya think you're kiddin'
He's the Earth and heaven to you
Try to keep it hidden
Honey, we can see right through you
Girl, ya can't conceal it
We know how ya feel and
Who you're thinking of
MEGARA:
Oh
No chance, no way
I won't say it, no, no
MUSES:
You swoon, you sigh
Why deny it? Uh-oh
MEGARA:
It's too cliché
I won't say I'm in love
I thought my heart had learned its lesson
It feels so good when you start out
My head is screaming get a grip, girl
Unless you're dying to cry your heart out
Oh......
MUSES:
You keep on denying
Who you are and how you're feeling
Baby, we're not buying
Hon, we saw ya hit the ceiling
Face it like a grown-up
When ya gonna own up
That ya got, got, got it bad
MEGARA:
No chance, no way
I won't say it, no, no
MUSES:
Give up, give in
Check the grin you're in love
MEGARA:
This scene won't play
I won't say I'm in love
MUSES:
You're doin flips read our lips
You're in love
MEGARA & (MUSES):
You're way off base
I won't say it
(She won't say "in love")
Get off my case
I won't say it
Muses:
Girl, don't be proud
It's okay, you're in love
MEGARA:
Oh
At least out loud
I won't say I'm in loveLabels: welcome colours back into my life
luvangel2003 believed today at 7:24 PM
I want my hand to be like it used to!!! I want to be able to draw again. My thumb...sob...
Yesterday I chatted with him. The feeling is just different, different from before. No more heart-racing, just feeling normal. Heex, have my heart died off??? Maybe...finally I have managed to overcome the feeling. Finally I have stopped trusting. YEAH!!! Should I be happy?Labels: si xin
luvangel2003 believed today at 7:16 PM
