god i wanna help people...why people still see me as a child? see me as incapable to help???
once, i wanna be a listener. in most relationships, people choose to let me talk. they rarely shared with me. they would rather be the listener. yeah i think that i should be more mature. hehex... XD and i think that i should pray :) and god will change things...I BELIEVE :):)Labels: CHRIST
luvangel2003 believed today at 10:29 PM
I LOVE SILENCE!!! :):) the secrets that they share is making me...jealous. yearh childhood love is always e sweetest cos its e most innocent one. n rmbing about andrew. wonder how is he now. america seems so far away...
went to church jz now...pst kong was preaching about praying in tongues. haha i wanna develop my spiritual gift of praying in tongues!!! just now, my friend hui hoon and me was talking about being very spiritual. ya i told her my desire to be spiritually mature. but looks like she don't get what i was talking about. nvm she shall understand it if she becomes a christian. :):) haha...
*why is the people who have a voice have to hide the most beautiful words in their heart?*
ya i think its quite true too :):)Labels: CHRIST
luvangel2003 believed today at 6:16 PM
I WILL EXPERIENCE A BREAKTHROUGH VERY SOON!!! I SEE IT COMING :):)
cencen's prophesy: one day i will be allowed to go to church without anyone stopping me. one day i will be able to openly go to cell group meetings and fellowship. one day i will be able to serve without anybody against me. and my bro too :):):) *sMiLE*
haha went for cell group meeting. felt truly blessed by it. now i am determined to improve on my prayer life!!! ya i want to draw nearer to god. god, take away all distractions. DISTRACTIONS....GO!!!
xxx is a distraction. hope that xxx will mean less importance to me.
one day, i juz noe tt it will happen. i saw it forthcoming. but i ignored it. i followed my heart. now its too late to turn back. he's too involved in my life now...how to get him out???
anw, i am glad to know god is touching my bro. i hope that he'll be further develop his spiritual muscles :):)Labels: BREAKTHROUGHS
luvangel2003 believed today at 10:05 PM
on fri, hexing pointed out to me that i should b less dependant on others. hmmm i think that i should to also. its just i dunno how to go about doing it. i also dont want to b totally independent on others. i really hate those friendships in which i feel that i cannot help.
went for service just now. pst kim sanghae came to preach. yuupps she is the wife of the world's largest church. amazed at her liveliness, tho i dun really get her. at least i got the main points ok!!
1. holy spirit guides us the power to have good relationship with others
2. holy spirit gives us heavenly wisdom
3. holy spirit gives us the power to cast out demons & diseases
4. holy spirit makes us good witness of christ
yuppss i totally agree.
studying ONLY=40%
studying VERY HARD ONLY= 60%
studying + praying= 80%
studying VERY hard + praying VERY HARD= 99.99%
:):) my personal experience tells me so. that i need christ
and christ is love :):)
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luvangel2003 believed today at 6:01 PM
tribulations are coming...my sa results came out. (acty it was ages ago bt my guardian jz found out abt it). nw it seems as if everybody is going against me going to church or hangin out with the CG peeps. its not v bad, i tink...considering i didnt even study for my gp and my 3 h2s, bio chem n maths. bt of all of the people, why the church people?? cos they are christians? cos we are christians? stop it people! christians are not bad. so stop going against us. welll we may not please you all the time. we dun have to please you at all acty. its cos we CHOSE to. yarrhhs we are not perfect, as my anti-christian frens stated. bt tts cos we're human. we cant obviously please everybody. wat we can do is onli to make ourselves become lovable, n nt to make people love us. yarrh tts wat i tink.
i love my CG peeps...they r wondeful bunch of ppl, i tell you!!! XDD
me and charmane :):)
US!!!
my bro. yarh i am glad to see him growing sporitually. its nice to see him getting so anxious to go church and going CG meetings :):)
me n yufen:):)
haha she said tt she dun look nice here
bt i ~dun care~ XDLabels: CG peeps
luvangel2003 believed today at 6:41 PM
HEY PEEPS!!! back from tm. practically gorging myself with sushis. sakae buffet...i totally love it!!! :):):)
yufen back at spore. she is strong, despite all that has happened. i do admire her, so much. her faith and undying spirit is juz amazing!!! WHOo!! you are the living testimony. and i am so proud of her, my CG leader :)
a levels coming???7 more months!! cencen is going to work hard NOW, cus i am aiming to go into a university in spore and not overseas. other countries are juz so far away from indonesia!!! *GASP*
okok back to mugging. lala its nt fun but i am going to do it!!! take care peopleLabels: feeling good
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