I am really such a looser! So sorry to not post! I just dread putting the pictures on. So hence the no pictures on this post! I will attach some later! I have had so many thoughts going through my head lately. I just really can't help but think of where we were a year ago and there are so many emotions associated with that time of our life. There were really times that I didn't not think that abby was going to make it to her first birthday let alone with so much health and energy. You would never know now that we were worried about her even living a couple days when she was born! Or that when we brought her home we could pretty much only move in a four foot radius because she was attached to so many machines. I remember the first time we were free of those machines when she was 3 months old. It felt so good to be able to move around freely in our home and actually be able to take her to places she had never been before. Wow have we ever come far!
What a blessing this past year has been. Abby has taught me so much enduring through the difficult times and having faith. When abby was three months old we found out that she had hip dysplasia and that she would have to wear a brace 24 hours a day or else she may never be able to support her weight on her hip and possibly walk with a limp for the rest of her life. I couldn't help but think at the time of what she must be thinking! "My Crazy parents, what do they have me hooked up to this time!" It was so hard to limit the mobility of a baby that had just learned to roll over and I knew that she so badly wanted to move around and progress, but we did what we were supposed to, we kept her in the stupid brace and Abby spent a month and a half on her back all the time! But we were blessed for our obedience! She had to wear the brace much less time than they thought she would!
Also at three months we went to our first appointment regarding Abby's foot condition. We learned that though consmetically displeasing, the condition could have been much worse. Giantism most often occurs on the hands and often on all one side of the body including the face. Our Doctor said that Abby's situation was a best case sernario type of a thing and that we were truely blessed. We looked around at the other children at the hospital and were so grateful that though difficult, we would be able to work through Abby's birth defect and that it shouldn't keep her from doing most things that little kids want to do! Except for maybe being a foot model of course! She handled the surgery perfectly! She was so strong and just lugged that cast right along with her as if it wasn't even there! Abby is such an example to me!
Her personality really has emerged over the past few months and though frustrating at times I really do just love everything about how stubborn and determined she is. She has so much curiosity and tends to be very independent and quite controlling! I don't know who she gets that from!
I have really been so grateful to be able to stay home with abby and become so close with her. Its such a blessing and I can't imagine it any other way! She is my little friend as I like to say "we hang out" All the time! I love that she goes where I go and she likes to do what I like to do (SHOP)!
She is now walking a ton! But isn't quite pro yet, she just barely bonked her head on our hearth and has a goosegg the size of a baseball on her forehead! But she is learning, and learning fast! Its so fun to watch her toddle around to get where she wants to go.
How can I talk about the past year without mentioning my beautiful home! We moved in back in May and I have loved every second of it! I am so grateful For my wonderful husband and all the had work he put in so that we could have the home we wanted! All while going to school , working in Young Mens, and working full time! I look back and don't know how he did it all! He is amazing! I really appreciate him so much! I love how we have become such great friends and that instead of fancy dinners, our dates consist of getting take out and eating it at home in our PJ's! I really enjoy him and our realtionship so much! Having a baby definately changes things but it really helps put things in perspective! Scott is so good to me and so handsome! I absolutely adore him! Thanks for Everything Hunny! You are the greatest!
Thanks for listening to me vent about the wonderful things in life! Like I said this time last year we thought abby was in kidney failure so everything on top of that, though sometimes difficult and sometimes wonderful has just been icing on the cake and I wouldn't change a thing!