Thursday, April 27, 2006

dun break my heart...its fragile...
i dun wan to feel hurt..
i love u... i really do.. cant u believe me n give me one more chance?
cant u accept me once more?
i am really really hurt....
i feel very terrible now... :'(
it really breaks my heart...
dun be so cruel to me...

i noe when to study...
i noe..
i PROMISE that i wont disturb when u r studying...
i still wan to be with u..
i need u...
:'(

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {8:44 PM}
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Sunday, April 23, 2006

i m so depressed..

i m heart-broken...

wo de xin sui le...

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {10:38 PM}
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haiz... i feel like crying everytime...
:'(

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {9:49 PM}
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The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Words of Affirmation
with a secondary love language being
Acts of Service.

Complete set of results

Words of Affirmation:		8
Acts of Service:		7
Quality Time:		7
Physical Touch:		5
Receiving Gifts:		3

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

Take the quiz

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {9:25 PM}
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Saturday, April 22, 2006

y is life made sooooo difficult for me to live on...
i got so many exams coming up..
and i got to work hard for them.. but.....
until now.. i haven even started revising..
haiz...
sianz..
and i got so many many problems that i cant solve....
help me...
sianz...
:'(

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {9:37 PM}
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Friday, April 21, 2006

sianz...
my eyes hurt this morning..
thought i got sore eyes..
so i didnt care..
den.. i start thinkin abt the past n the present...
haiz...
i cried..
n i walked out of the canteen
den i went into the toilet to cry...
sianz...
i cried for a while..
den i went out of the toilet..
den i saw ken..
faster talk to him so that i can feel better..
but.....
its just for a few mins..
after that i cried again...
i think he saw me crying..
but......
he didnt care......
if he care... he would have come to me n ask me wat happen..
at least some friends care..

my eyes hurt the whole day..
haha..


during pe lesson...
i felt very cold..
i thought i was sick...
but recess was ok..

but durin the last lesson of the day..
my body was quite hot...
den i ask jocey lee n xh to feel my forehead.. den they say quite hot..
oh shit man..
i got fever..
haha..
sianz sianz..

haha..
after sch..
someone told me to drink jia jia liang teh..
haha..
funny..
but sorry.. i dun like to drink.. hehe..
n another person call me to see doctor..
but i got no money..


i feel so depress the whole day..

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {10:31 PM}
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Wednesday, April 19, 2006

y do i always have to ren...
i dun wan to ren until i explode lor....
i dun wan to mention names here....

y am i always giving in to ppl..
y are ppl always making use of me?
y is my life so miserable..
y cant i have a peaceful life n a wonderful relationship?

i cant stand it anymore....

can u all pls be more zhi dong..

i tink i am goin to break down anytime lor..

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {4:29 PM}
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Friday, April 14, 2006

my poor toe... haha.. got blister... :'( 

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {12:29 AM}
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my watch again 

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {12:28 AM}
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my watch.. haha.. took a long time to choose.. haha.. 

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {12:28 AM}
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Thursday, April 13, 2006

today band, dance, co n choir have montage..
they left sch very early..
den our class left 17 people nia...
so sianz..
haha..
also good la..
no lesson..

dharma lesson so sian... so i slept lo..
den chinese lesson.. startin also quite sianz.. i also slept..
after some while i woke up.. to listen to wat ken n wu lao shi were talking..
den e maths lesson le..
haha..
we go see 4f launch rockets..
haha..
den me, sh n jy go catch the rockets.. but didnt manage to catch it...
haha..
den after recess.. our turn to launch rockets le..
haha..
but the guys not sporting enough... haha.. den nv go launch rockets..
haha..
it was fun getting wet..
haha.... love launching rockets.. but... haiz.. no more launching rockets le..
cuz.. the mrt station ppl complain... n say that nth flyin above 3m jiu cannot..
den vp also angry...
haiz...
sianz..
so sad...
:'(

i went home to change.. den went out again to watch movie..
i dun even noe wat movie i am watchin lo..
so pervertic de..
n i dun understand the story...
haiz..
den cinema inside ppl so little de..
haiz..

was rushing to watch movie until my toe got blister..
at first dun have de...
make me walk so fast until i got blister..
very pain ok?
is not that my bag heavy lo..
is my toe very pain...

after watching movie..
went to bugis to buy his shirt...
i choose the badminton shirt for him.. haha...
the man wanted to give him basketball de.. heng ar... the badminton de got his size.. haha..
i rather he play badminton than basketball lo..
haiz..

after than went to bugis junction to walk awhile den he go home le..
den i meet jia yun to eat dinner..
cant decide where to eat..
haha.
in the end went to mos burger to eat lo..
spent $7.15 over there..
i dun wan up size den that person go upsize for me..
idiot la..
after eating den we go walk walk lo..
haha..
den went into a watch shop...
den i bought a watch..
haha..
den we go take neo prints den go home le..
haha..
by that time is abt 9pm le ba..
haha..
tired tired tired....

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {11:51 PM}
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Tuesday, April 11, 2006

why am i always at the losing end?
why?
i really dunno y?

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {7:40 PM}
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Monday, April 10, 2006

why cant u tell a white lie?

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {8:38 PM}
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listen to the song of my blog..
its a very touching song..
about the ah ma n ah gong..
haha..
so romatic n loving...

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {8:35 PM}
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ytd had tuition..
four newcomers..
haha.4 gals..
haiz..
so little guys..
anyway..
ytd.. i took a closer look at him...
he isnt that good lookin la..
but he is still quite cool...
actualli he got the "mouse" look..
haha...
he got bunny tooth..
haha...

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {8:24 PM}
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Saturday, April 08, 2006

feel so bored this few days...
keep thinking of goin out on thurs..
haiz..
mayb he cant make it..
but i already told my mum i goin out on thur night..
how?
i haven ask him yet..
haiz..
dunno la..
very fan..
i have also thought of wat to wear on that day le..
haiz..
dun let me have a sad week again..
dun let my efforts go to waste.
dun let my dreams.,.. my wishes to vanish in yr words...


haiz..
recently.. i found one of my primary 4 classmate from friendster..
den we started chatting in msn messenger..
he seems very busy..
n he seems very sad..
i think he just break up with his gf ba..
hope he is ok...

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {11:20 PM}
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tigger!!! 

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {11:09 AM}
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my piggy bank... 

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {11:08 AM}
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Thursday, April 06, 2006

haiz..
life has been very difficult for me..
i cry almost everyday.. every night..
and i hate it..
u noe how xin ku is it for me to cry..
n crying is a very tiring thing to do..
i dun wan to cry..
it makes me tired.. makes me feel very terrible.. makes me have sore eyes... or puffy eyes..

today my dad fetch me to sch..
he even asked me wan to eat breakfast not..
haha.. miracle..
n he also call me to drink more water.. haha..

haiz..
today got NE quiz..
damm sian..
did 4 times...
siao wan lo..

help jia yun with it also..
haha..
i squat down n click n click n click..
haha..
after finish clicking 70 qns... my toes all numb..
den when goin home de time... wa... damm pain lo..
felt like taking taxi home... but got no money...
haha..

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {10:40 PM}
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Sunday, April 02, 2006

i went for tuition today...
had debate.. so boring la..
me cousin n i were separated...
den a guy came n sat beside me..
his name is norman..
throughout the whole lesson he sat beside me...
felt so uneasy sitting beside him...
wanted to ask him some qns but aiya.. forget it... haha..

when it was my turn to rebutt the other group... i dunno why my face went red.. haha..
den i kept covering my face..
haha..
that guy beside me was quite good lookin la..
but he abit short.. but still taller than me..
i think he is rich la.. cuz after tuition i saw him taking his parents'car home..
if u all wan to see that guy... go for my tuition.. haha..

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {10:38 PM}
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:'(

i am not restricting u from having friends..
i cant stop u from talkin to her..
but... y must u ask her a maths when my maths is better?
i admit that i am jealous..

u can ask me wat...
if i dunno den u ask her... lidat den i can understand...
u keep askin her a maths... of course i angry la...
i am not restricting u from having friends..
i am not stoppin u from talkin to her..
as i said...
ask the right person than the wrong person...

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {11:50 AM}
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Saturday, April 01, 2006

haha..
i must say that i did many many housework today..
haha..
cuz my mother not at home..
after 2.4km run... i went home..
i washed my shoes...
it has been a long long long time since i washed my shoes..
i think the last time i tried washing my shoes was in primary5..
haha..
at that time.. i still think that washing yr own shoes was a very fun thing to do..
haha.. so every week i washed my shoes.. until i was sick of it...

after washing my shoes..
i bathed..
den i eat.. den i wash the plates..

i drank milo..
den i also wash my cup..

i drank honey...
den i also wash my cup..

i ate instant noodles..
i also wash my plate... fork.. pot..
haha..

den the kitchen floor wet..
i go clean the floor..
i clean the floor for about 3 times..
haha..

den i went to watch vcd n do my CME homework at the same time lo..
do until my eyes so pain...den i go sleep..
after that go my ah ma house eat dinner lo...

haix..today i very moody...
got no mood to talk to anyone..

i dunno y some so bu xiao shun de sons hor..
wan to sell the house of their fathers away...
fuckers lo..
damm it lo...
the father yang u for so long..
sent u over broad to study.. or spent so much money to let u study japanese...
i dunno wat happen cuz i wasnt born yet...
i just noe that that person is a worst than a dog..
at least the dog is faithful to its owner.....

if u all have a child next time.. dun spoil yr son...
treasure yr daughter if u have one.. she will be very xiao shun to u de..
dun nag when u have a daughter..
having a daughter is better than a son...
if u really wan to have a son... teach him to be a xiao shun son..

if i have money... i will give all my money to my ah gong n my ah ma..
they take care of me since i was young... they take me to sentosa very often...
my ah gong fetch me to tuition when i was young..
even me as a grand daughter.. i noe how to be xiao shun....
i cant see y their son cannot?
no money den go n earn...
no need to sell the house away!!!!!!!!!
damm it..
if i have the authority to scold u...
i will....
u r my uncle.. so wat?
i dun care...
invest wat?
invest until u go bankrupt la!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yr karaoke business at orchard no good den blame KBOX for being at that same building..
shift to other where la..
stupid!!!!!
or.. think of ways to make yr karaoke as attractive as KBOX..
KBOX is doin so well..
be xiao shun n yr business will be well...
if not retribution will come very very soon...
n teach yr son n daughter properly..
dun feed them until so fat...
n their attutides r very bad too..
dun let them end up in ITE or it will really be ITS THE END
n yr wife...
my ah ma treat u so well... everytime cook good food for u.. n wat u do to her?
bluff her...
bluff her that u r not goin to my ah ma house cuz u r goin malaysia...u r in singapore lo.. bluff wat bluff... n my ah ma will call my ah gong to bring the food to yr house..
n dun bluff her for her money lo..
give her 300 dollars only every month..
u r rich lo... u can give her 500dollars every month wat.. since she everytime cook good food for u..
may b yr husband wan to give my ah gong n ah ma 500dollars but u took the 200 dollars n spent it!

wtf..
wats the world coming to...
if i got this kind of son or xi fu...
i rather go n die...

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {11:16 PM}
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today ran 2.4km..
i think i did very badly...
i didnt do my very best...
haiz..
such a failure......

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {3:14 PM}
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