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Peaceful LIFE.

Friday, May 30, 2008

n ya.
sth to do proud abt.

this week ar.
i tried my best to resist all sort of temptations to spend my money.

keep thinking of buying nice food everyday after sch.

but then... i keep thinking. aiya. reaching home liao. go home jiu got food to eat le.

until ytd. i go my house there de petrol station n bought one bar of chocolate. cuz on offer ma. so tempted. haha.






den today. go out. lunch $8.80.
my hair accessories: $1.50.
milo from mac $2.25
should be thats all. actually wanted to resist the temptation to drink milo de. but then. aiya. very long nv drink liao. (actualli is for 2days lor)

n somemore. wanted to use my swensen voucher. but in the end nv use. :(
wanted to eat cookies n cream n the sticky chocolate n mayb coffee.
but. hais.
no more liao.
voucher today expire.






aiya.
see la. save save save.
cuz monday i am going out. hoho. with... (you noe who u r.)
:)


i normally in sch, spend money like nobody business la.
buy drink buy tibits(esp hello panda)
haha.













n ya. now holidays le. means term 2 ended.
if the western food canteen auntie didnt give me that wedges for my fish n chips meal on some suay day. den i would have broken the record for nt eating wedges for 2sch terms alrd.
arghs...
aiya. actualli i at home also got eat abit. :)


-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {11:16 PM}
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mid year over.
super no mood
for the last 1h of the maths paper i just sat down there n stone.
was very hungry n cold la.
was thinking whether to ask the teacher to let me go toilet for that 1h.
den decided nt to. den i just sat there n played with my GC.
dumb me right?
cuz i dunno how to do the paper.


aiya.
cant get the grades i wan liao.
but i noe that i did my best to study for the topics required for the exam except all those last few chapters. etc, BOP,unemployment, ionic eqm, eukaryotes n prokaryotes, nitrogen compound, all my statistics chapters for maths...
for the rest of the topics for the diff subjects, i really tried my very best to study them la.



ya.
now. i am super tired.
cuz i didnt sleep well ytd night.
slept at 2am. n only got 4hours of sleep. nt that i studied for my maths until 2am.
i just cant get to sleep. n every after hour,i just keep waking up to check whether is it 6am alrd nt?




anyway, today went out after exam.
carried a super heavy bags n walked from douby ghaut to orchard. 2 mrt stops away.
n now. my legs r aching, n my shoulders ached like hell man.
went PS to have pizza hut.
den left without having my swensen ice cream. :(


den we took some photos at the underpass.shorties trying to fight with the talls. n winnie doesnt noe who to side. haha.

emoing. from left to right(sarah, joy, winnie, me, xinyi)


someone just came up with an R(A) pose. n we did it. haha. try guessing what we were trying to do la. haha. dun laugh lor.

den walked n stop n walk n stop along the way to orchard la.
rained etc etc.
rested alot.


den i went leisure park to walk walk.
den realise that pumpfest was held there.
abit weird la.


mood today: ok la. more to the emo side.

once i set my mind on sth, i will just do it.
i tend to think. but am i thinking too little or too much? should i think deeper?
should i think of others? to what extent?

sth i would just think n be angry with myself abt certain things.
is it the environment that made me such a person?
have i been too sensitive towards certain stuffs?
am i being to stress?

is planning good?
is planning for certain things that will be happening hours later be good?
is thinking forward abt certain things be good?
are they necessary?

can anyone tell me?
cuz i tend to think n plan for many stuffs.
is it good?
or should we just deal with any prob that come along the way?

am i so influenced by 'HIM'?

but sometimes when plans have been made.n there is some or big changes to the plan due to some reason or someone, i tend to be rather sensitive n feel rather uncomfortable abt it.









-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {10:29 PM}
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Wednesday, May 28, 2008

ok la.
i noe i shouldnt be blogging at this moment.
but aiya. cant wait liao.

u noe ar.
today wednesday right?
also cca day.
its also my bio mid year paper.
so during bio paper 1, noise level outside still ok plus the thunder storm etc etc.
but after that, wa lau.
outside the pe staffroom there super noisy. girls were screaming. n esp the guys. talk so loud like nobody business la.
n also. the gallery there. some people go open the door upstairs. den the stupid door got the squeaky sound. very irritating leh.

den i was thinking. aiya. cannot be odac la.
they also wont go outside the pe staffroom there de.

den after exam, mr sala say just take it as a learning point.

n ya.
went out of the hall. saw izzy.
den told her the pe staffroom there very noisy.
den she also agreed.
den she say got ppl go open the door n look at us take our exam.

den i go tell my friends.
aiya.... Not ODAC la.

wa lau.
super diu lian ok?!
throw my face away.

is my expectation for this batch too high?
aiya. i also dun have the right to have high expectations of them.

arghs.
but. i still feel super diu lian lor.
even though the noise outside the pe staffroom is nt 'polluted' by odac.
but....
hais.

anyway, ....
nitex.


-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {10:40 PM}
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Monday, May 26, 2008


hey hey

i saw TAY YU JUAN at old airport hawker centre ytd!!!


haha. so long nv see her le.

since like... i also dunno when...

should be that time go bugis with her n linyi ba.

should be around last year after mid years exam.

hmmmm. thats around one year liao lor.

omg.

one year lor...


haha. den yujuan super funny.

she saw me den she so surprised. n straight away gave me a hug la. haha.

:)

den my papa was behind me.

hope he doesnt think that i am crazy n go around hugging ppl. :)


anyway, miss ya lots. :)

jia you for wushu n mid years. :)




-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {11:49 PM}
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http://sg.news.yahoo.com/ap/20080524/tap-as-gen-china-earthquake-pandas-bb10fb8_1.html
(read this article if you are interested. its about pandas from sichuan)

haha. i just read this article cuz i was super curious about how's the panda in sichuan after the quake la. haha. cuz heard that some got lost etc etc.

den i read a paragraph saying: "The panda is a powerful symbol of China and the country engages in what is often called "panda politics" by lending out the rare animals as a goodwill gesture. Among the pandas found safe at Wolong after the quake were Tuantuan and Yuanyuan, two pandas that have been offered to Taiwan."

haha. funny right?
tuan tuan and yuan yuan.

haha. k la. may not be funny to you all. but very amusing to me lor.

hmmm... i noe tuan yuan means reunion etc etc.
den yuan yuan is round lor.
tuan tuan is what? fat ar?
haha.


aiya. i noe i very lame la.
:)


-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {12:25 AM}
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Saturday, May 24, 2008



guess what i am going to say about this photo?

:)



-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {9:35 PM}
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n ya.
btw i wan to say...
u noe ar... CAFE GALILEE...
i noe the drinks n the coffee very nice.
but hor.
the bread also very nice.
a super worth meal. cheese n mushroom sandwich. $3.80.
n pls hor. they dun give u cheese n mushroom sandwich lor. still got potato chips. n 1/5 plate of sphagetti lor. n the sauce very very nice. n the plate very big hor. bigger than my face lor.
n ya. its not sandwich actualli. it looks more like a burger. aiya.
anyway. the bread taste very nice even without the cheese n mushrooms.

$3.80 leh. for one big plate of nice food.
i noe i cheapskate lor. choose the $3.80 de. even though got more ex de. but aiya. save money.
n so wat?
i enjoyed my meal.
2 times liao... in 2 days. woohoo.

next time i wan to try pineapple chicken sandwich. which cost 4plus or 5plus.
haha. headache lor.
cuz got cheaper meal. but go eat more ex de meal.

but hor.u noe why i m so thrifty these few days?
cuz after exam ar...
i am going here. i am going there. to HAVE FUN!!!!
gonna spend much more money on FOOD. which i dun really mind.
n i wan my chocolate fondue. n mayb more donuts even though i have been eating donuts almost once a week. cuz i just cant resist my temptations. haha. bleah.

haha.



yuanlin loves to eat.
haha.


-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {12:08 AM}
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Friday, May 23, 2008

ok

something interesting that happened to me on wed evening.

i woke up from my afternoon nap n i saw a sms from some unknown ppl.


rough content from the sms: hmmm. my name is also "ABC". sounds familiar? i am another "ABC" i was in ODAC last year for the first few sessions. rmb?

(den i think think think. ODAC first few sessions? hmmm. 1st 3 mths or after 1st 3 mths? if during 1st 3 mths, i only noe arini, linyi n yujuan. but after 1st 3 mths de first few sessions, i noe very little ppl. n i didnt attend quite a number of first few sessions. cuz i had a bad cough. rmb? n i also had college day rehearsal. n i was invited back to my sec sch anniversary for some prize presentation. so... i think very hard. den replied her. )

den i replied: hmmm... ya... u r now in bball?

ABC replied: nope. i think u dont noe who i am. i m from 2s__ la. anyway, wan to ask if u have phys/chem/gp tuition? my friend says you r super smart. i need tuition badly.

den i replied: hmmm. nope. i dun have any tuition since J1 until now. n btw, i am nt smart. i just did relatively well during promos. n who told u i am smart?

(den she nv reply liao. mayb she dun wan to reveal her friends' names? den i also nv go think so much)

den the next day morning ABC replied: haha.ppl from my class? were u the one who always top physics or sth? den what abt your friends? do they have physics tuition? i really need tuition.

( den i was like... huh? when did i ever take physics. my subject combi is bio chem maths n h1 econs. HELLO!!! den i think... aiya. she got the wrong person la. but i tried to help her abit)

den i replied: hmmm. i dun take physics leh. n from what i noe, my friends who take physics dun have tuition de leh. hmmm... n btw, i think the one who always top in physics or maths is chun yuan from 2s01 ba. n from what i noe, he dun have tuition too. :)

(den i think somemore. she really got the wrong person la. n i just feel very weird. n dun noe what she will reply later lor)

ABC replied: huh? arent u in the same physics class as me? omg. did i text the wrong person? haha. our physics teacher is _______ right?

den i replied: huh? my subject combi is H2 bio chem maths. H1 econs leh. i am yuanlin from 2s08 from odac. hmmm. are u trying to contact another ABC from ODAC too?

ABC replied. omg. do you noe ______? she gave me this no. omg omg. i m so super sorry!

(den of cuz i cant laugh at her la. so i tried to say its ok. its alright.nvm de. but if this happens to me, i will also be very pai seh de. but mayb in this way, we may be friends? hopefully? n i hope to see her in sch. nt to make fun of her. but at least say hi to her. cuz we have smsed each other n i still dunno how she look like. :) )



n ya. just wan to say that.... i put this up not to embarrass the person. but to show that sth interesting happened to me. n finally sth interesting happened to me lor. better than i keep emo-ing right? haha. say yes! :) aiya. anyway. i named the person as ABC n her class as 2s__. if u can guess, u guess lor. if u can find out, den i see how clever u are. sr got so many girls in the science classes.

:)


-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {12:30 AM}
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Wednesday, May 21, 2008

女人們的咖啡 - 蔡淳佳



一壶成套式两人分的咖啡呀
一屋子芬芳气息
两个女人见到
话题永远不停


哦关于男人
关于女人和自己
整个世界都要整理
有时候只有跟你说才有头绪

男人总不懂女人眼泪真实的意义
女人猜不透男人忽然沉默的背景
有时候爱情不如和你喝咖啡有趣

过去的事情想早点忘记却爱回忆
下一段恋曲却又怕再伤心
我们总聊聊互相的安慰彼此打气


信用卡可以买到一季的流行
却买不到真实自己
只有听你说的分析深入我心

就算是小小的竞争或是在斗气
这一切都不是问题
用一杯咖啡的时间都能搞定

男人总不懂女人眼泪真实的意义
女人猜不透男人忽然沉默的背景
有时候爱情不如和你喝咖啡有趣

过去的事情想早点忘记却爱回忆
下一段恋曲却又怕再伤心
我们总聊聊互相的安慰彼此打气

下次见面拿杯咖啡
时间地点先定
下次见面那些事情
没话说我听你

男人总不懂女人眼泪真实的意义
女人猜不透男人忽然沉默的背景
有时候爱情不如和你喝咖啡有趣

男人总不懂女人眼泪真实的意义
女人猜不透男人忽然沉默的背景
有时候爱情不如和你喝咖啡有趣

过去的事情想早点忘记却爱回忆
下一段恋曲却又怕再伤心
我们总聊聊互相的安慰彼此打气


-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {2:33 PM}
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Sunday, May 18, 2008

haha.
after friday's dinner.
i feel that i am starting to talk without thinking much.

haha.
just hope i dun write during exam without thinking much. haha. :)








regarding some issues, i guess i was being too sensitive.
:)

but for some, i think i should just face up to reality. and accept the fact.
why make 3 people suffer when one person suffer is enough alrd?
多一事不如少一事。 i think this phrase is rather inappropriate la.
:) wait until i find a better phrase first. :)

i noe some ppl will start saying that i am foolish... but...
some ppl will tell me to let go, give up... but...

hais.
if u get what i meant, u get it.
if u dun, forget it. :)


-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {9:52 PM}
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Thursday, May 15, 2008

sian.............
feeling that my head is super heavy...
arghs.....


-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {9:07 PM}
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Wednesday, May 14, 2008

oh ya.
i cut my hair.
haha.
so nerdy. :)
but who cares right?
only i care.
cuz i super duper vain de.
:)


-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {10:30 PM}
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happy birthday to my papa!

pai seh.
i dun have the practice of saying happy bdae to my dad in front of him.
so shall blog here.
:)

more delicious food pls.... :) haha.


-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {10:25 PM}
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Tuesday, May 13, 2008

BBBBBBBBBBBBLLLLLLLLLLLUUUUUUUUUUUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!


ps, i very sian...........:)


-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {11:12 PM}
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hais
dunno what to say
sometimes we should just accept the comments made

n its up to ourselves to decide on what we should do next.

change cuz you noe that u r in the wrong? remain as the same cuz your conscience is clear?

:)
its all depends on you, yourself.

others cant possibly chasing after u with a knife to make you change ma.

thats what i feel.
:)


-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {10:29 PM}
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Sunday, May 11, 2008

taken b4 the 21st EXCO interview in CCA room 5. was meant to scare the selected ppl who were called for interview. n during the interview. we switched off the lights. n the j1 were made to choose their seats(bean bag seat, cushion, excercise ball, n a proper folded chair) haha. n in the end. no one chose the proper folded chair. -_-









Photos below were taken on fri night dinner at new york new york. the dinner cost me a bomb man! haha. but who cares when i get to eat nice food. haha. but got to save more money for nice food from today onwards again. haha.

n sarah!!! see whats that? its fondue!
wait till yr cough is completely ok liao, den we go eat. its just at kovan heartland mall.



my kiwi... with chocolate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!







i even drank the chocolate lor.... damm shiok.... got the 'xing fu' de feeling when u drink the chocolate lor... haha. n luckily my napfa over liao. so i nt scared. but actually b4 napfa. i already ate 3 scoops of ice creams in 2 days...




ya. fri.... played frisbee again. haha.
addictive lor.
better than u suffer n perspire lor.
at least u have fun n perspire. haha.
after that celebrated gwend birthday.
n they played with cake.
ppl who kenna: chunwei, jun qiang, nian deng. n mayb mabel?
haha. i must say that junqiang is super powerful. he can throw the cake n aim so accurately at chunwei la.
we had a good laugh afterall. haha.
n in the end, they smell like 'a piece of cake' haha.
after that went to have dinner at kovan. new york new york.
had fish n chips. typical me.
but i still think that fish n co nicer. haha.
the fries from new york new york is nice. but fish n co even nicer. no no.... LJS has the nicest fries...... n the best tomato ketchup........
haha.
see... i like to eat junk food.
ya. had coke float. first time having it. i also dunno y.
n fondue.... haha.
addictive also.
now i understand how sarah feels.
:)
:)
i just hope i dun kenna cough or sore throat because of the fondue on fri. i got a lot of phlegm now lor...
cuz i think i ate more than the rest la. cuz all of them super full liao. including me.
but for me. when i see chocolate.... haha. cannot resist la.....
haha. :)
n thats all.
oh ya.
can anyone believe that i took one whole day to do my 2 chem assignments?
from 12noon sat to 1am sun.
i also dunno y. mayb i was thinking of the fondue? haha.
n got alot of qns i dunno how to do lor........
arghs.


-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {12:15 PM}
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Thursday, May 08, 2008

hohoho...
did sth 'wrong' ytd.
haha. but nt going to spell it out here. :) bleah.
my heart is with ODAC. so whats the use of .......?
anyway, i had fun playing frisbee till 8pm. and also eating the can of longan taken from odac room. and also kapo-ing a tin of biscuits from odac room.
hehe.

n omg... frisbee is so damm fun.
when the j1s were having a talk by mr lim.
me, waikit, chunwei n branson were playing frisbee! haha. bleah! its our turn to have fun... woohoo!
so long nv play.
really sweat it out man...
'a simple form of ODAC PT' haha. i really perspired. sweat it out.
play without any worries. thats the best of all.

saw him. but i heck care. continued playing.
thought he wanted to play. but i think he wasnt very close with them so didnt.









n ya. today.
2.4km.
i seemed satisfied with my 2.4km timing. even though its very bad as compared to the others.
15min05sec.
mayb its because i was worrying that my knee or shin will give me some stupid prob in the middle of the run. but in the end, it didnt. woohoo.
and i think i had little training for running/ i didnt put in effort during training for running during pe. so i had no confidence in myself.
and also. during the past few fortnightly run. my shin n knee will just give me prob, n i stopped running after 3-5rounds.
however.today. nth much happened. except that i think i kenna stiches after the 3rd round.
and during the 5th round. i stopped awhile.
n 6th round. i chionged...... passed sasi. passed kay yoke. n yeshhhhhh.... 2.4km done.
n almost vomitted. but theres nth to be vomitted out.
the feeling was bad. my tears were coming out.
but i didnt regret chiong-ing.

i am satisfied with my timing.
thats all i got to say.
n also. self motivation is rather impt.
cuz b4 i run. i told myself. 6 rounds only. others are running 18rounds together.
so i better run.....

n yesh. i didnt disappoint myself.
even though my timing was rather bad as compared to the others.
at least i made an effort



go yuanlin!
continue that way. :)


-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {9:23 PM}
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Tuesday, May 06, 2008

hais.
the issue was brought up again today.
i also dunno y.
a few teachers also brought up the issue. including mr lim, my pe teacher.

i just wan to say again.
i wont do that.

n i nv wan to see myself in that state.
no way. cuz i seriously noe how the other party will feel.


n for those who dunno what i am talking about, nvm. i am crapping. :)











hmmm.
today. nth special happen.
just felt quite tired in the morning.
n felt quite energetic in the later part of the day in sch.

n ya...
today got the extra chemistry chemical bonding session.
was copying some things.
den finished liao.
den mr ang suddenly said 'yuanlin, finish alrd?'
i was shocked la.
den i dunno how to reaction. so i just 'huh?!' quite loudly.
den 'ah, ya. done."
after that i kept laughing.

den after awhile, we were talking to waikit.
den mr ang asked waikit to answer a qns. but he was talking.
after that wan to sabo chunwei but failed.
sianz.........




n ya.
today i heard this word alot of times. 'karma!"
haha.
weird.
:)


-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {11:33 PM}
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hais
have been thinking quite alot for the past few days.
i also dunno why.
too free? of cuz not?

was thinking about odac camp 2008.
was thinking of how little help i gave to mabel n waikit for their games n campfire item... but they still manage to do a good job. n i guess the teachers were impressed with the camp as it went on quite smoothly for their case. but not for my case.
i still rmb what i did to help mabel n waikit was to give them a big picture. den they will go n settle on their own. as in, i will sms them. tell them what they r supposed to do. n they will really help me do lor.
i wonder how they can do it especially when those stuffs are usually handled by me n chunwei.
:)
thats all. i just think until here den i nv think liao.







den i had a funny dream on dunno which day
i dreamt tat sarah got a super bad cough until she couldnt take part in the musical. (hello, i am not trying to curse her. but it's really my stupid dream!) haha.
n she was sitting with me at RP watching the musical.
haha.
but so funny.
in the end, i am the one who is sick. n cant go for musical. haha.
anyway, good to see sarah so high for musical. :) even after the musical. haha.





next.
comments made again.
i dun think i will do that.
n i said my reasons alrd.



next,
chatted with ND
dunno why everytime after i chat with him, i will go reflect on certain stuffs.
wo bu zhi dao.
sometimes, he will give me some advice that i also noe. but mayb it helps when others advice u rather that u advice yrself.
n really, i think liao. i also feel tat ND should feel fortunate/honoured that u noe about certain stuffs. cuz i seldom talk to the rest about it.


anyway, today went to see how the exco conduct their meeting. n see whether i can help not.
just hope i am not a hindrance to you all la. :)
if i am, just tell me to get lost.
haha.






n also. fri i went for odac outing.
but b4 that went to visit yijun at CDC.
the place is damm ulu n pathetic lor.
dun understand why they can build sth lidat for patients to stay.
its so ridiculous.
i wont stay there if i kenna dengue.
nv.

after that went odac outing.
movie at cathay. IRONMAN.
cool.
exciting. thrilling.
haha.
:)
had ben n jerry b4 movie.
n during movie. nachos again!
lunched/teabreak at pizza hut after movie.
arcade-ed.
in the arcade. i felt my body burning. i dunno why. den suddenly felt quite weak at certain period of time. but i just kept quiet. dun wan to be wet blanket. :)
dinner at CJs
but i had mango ice from ice monster.
it was nice. but... the mango ice blended was soooo thick. that i ate about half of it. i couldnt take it anymore. cuz i felt that i was going to have a bad cough. phlegm was clogging up alrd.
after dinner. home-d
was out of house by 9plus n reached home at 9plus.
luckily my mummy didnt scold me.
:)

had a nice day with the juniors.










n ya.
i wan to go sleep le.
its 1230am. 6may liao.


-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {12:07 AM}
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Monday, May 05, 2008

shit!

the bottom left of my head feels very pain lor.
dunno where n when i knock onto something de.

i didnt even realised until when i was bathing la.

now i go touch, quite painful lor.

dumb me.

so gundo.

dunno got 'ba lu ko' not. i mean swollen. :)


-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {9:22 PM}
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Thursday, May 01, 2008




最后一班悬浮火车
满载悬在空气中的不舍
我们却像陌路旅客
在月台分开站着毫无牵扯
现在的我能说甚么
徘徊你们之间的流浪者
说决定心是给你的
却要你给我留下来的许可
我只想再哭一下下
把记忆彻底地分化
等哭完我就会回家
眼泪我会替自己擦
我只想再哭(默哀)一下下
假如你不反对的话
以后我不会再牵挂
可知我有多努力啊
只有这办法才不再想他

希望你是谅解我的
感动过的痕迹很难割舍
一颗心就要爱你了
暂停一下并不算出尔反尔
我只想再哭一下下
把记忆彻底地分化
等哭完我就会回家
眼泪我会替自己擦
我只想再哭(默哀)一下下
假如你不反对的话
以后我不会再牵挂
可知我有多努力啊
我只想再哭一下下
把记忆彻底地分化
等哭完我就会回家
眼泪我会替自己擦
我只想再哭(默哀)一下下
假如你不反对的话
以后我不会再牵挂
可知我有多努力啊
只有这办法才不再想他


-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {12:41 PM}
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some comments have been made. (regarding my current life)
some questions have been posted to me.
some advice have been given to me.

i thought through quite abit.

i noe what i am going through.
its tough.
its tiring.

i am trying to let go of what i am suppose to let go.













and ya. i wont like that person. cuz we are simply just good friends.
just like the company together as friends.
joking around, scolding one another etc.
i wont do things just to betray my friends.













ytd had dinner with some odac-ians.
was a quiet one.

wasnt supposed to go as my mum has cooked for me.
but i still went reluctantly

luckily nian deng understands me.

thanks alot.










anyway, i got nth much to say already.








i just wan the 21st ODAC batch to be better than us.

and of cuz the 20th ODAC exco have to guide their successor!
i guess all 20th ODAC exco have finish telling their successors on what to do already except one. which i am very disappointed with. that person keep thinking that the successor will noe everything.
i am damm sick of telling them of what to do.
cant the exco do a good job even after they have step down?!
pls la. they are so new. guide them la.
do you wan to see the 21st batch suffer?
we suffered it before. and i dun wan the 21st batch to suffer again.
what they are supposed to do is to continue from our batch. and not restart everything again.
i am alright with changes with the new batch. but not everything new. so, the 20th batch got to guide them.
observe them. and give comments. so they will improve.
i guess the 21st batch will need our help and comments.
i bet they wan to improve too!

i dun care who is reading this blog. but i just wan to say out how i feel. cuz its my blog.

n i wan to say.
i dun wish to pin point anyone.
if u are not doing your job even if you have step down, n i noe about it.
i will just tell you to go n tell your successor about the relevant stuffs.
i wont do it for you. even though i noe your job scope.










and sorry to the 21st batch.
you can say i naggy or what la.
but just wan to help you all.
:)


-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {10:24 AM}
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