mid year over.
super no mood
for the last 1h of the maths paper i just sat down there n stone.
was very hungry n cold la.
was thinking whether to ask the teacher to let me go toilet for that 1h.
den decided nt to. den i just sat there n played with my GC.
dumb me right?
cuz i dunno how to do the paper.
aiya.
cant get the grades i wan liao.
but i noe that i did my best to study for the topics required for the exam except all those last few chapters. etc, BOP,unemployment, ionic eqm, eukaryotes n prokaryotes, nitrogen compound, all my statistics chapters for maths...
for the rest of the topics for the diff subjects, i really tried my very best to study them la.
ya.
now. i am super tired.
cuz i didnt sleep well ytd night.
slept at 2am. n only got 4hours of sleep. nt that i studied for my maths until 2am.
i just cant get to sleep. n every after hour,i just keep waking up to check whether is it 6am alrd nt?
anyway, today went out after exam.
carried a super heavy bags n walked from douby ghaut to orchard. 2 mrt stops away.
n now. my legs r aching, n my shoulders ached like hell man.
went PS to have pizza hut.
den left without having my swensen ice cream. :(
den we took some photos at the underpass.
shorties trying to fight with the talls. n winnie doesnt noe who to side. haha.
emoing. from left to right(sarah, joy, winnie, me, xinyi)

someone just came up with an R(A) pose. n we did it. haha. try guessing what we were trying to do la. haha. dun laugh lor.
den walked n stop n walk n stop along the way to orchard la.
rained etc etc.
rested alot.
den i went leisure park to walk walk.
den realise that pumpfest was held there.
abit weird la.
mood today: ok la. more to the emo side.
once i set my mind on sth, i will just do it.
i tend to think. but am i thinking too little or too much? should i think deeper?
should i think of others? to what extent?
sth i would just think n be angry with myself abt certain things.
is it the environment that made me such a person?
have i been too sensitive towards certain stuffs?
am i being to stress?
is planning good?
is planning for certain things that will be happening hours later be good?
is thinking forward abt certain things be good?
are they necessary?
can anyone tell me?
cuz i tend to think n plan for many stuffs.
is it good?
or should we just deal with any prob that come along the way?
am i so influenced by 'HIM'?
but sometimes when plans have been made.n there is some or big changes to the plan due to some reason or someone, i tend to be rather sensitive n feel rather uncomfortable abt it.

hey hey
i saw TAY YU JUAN at old airport hawker centre ytd!!!
haha. so long nv see her le.
since like... i also dunno when...
should be that time go bugis with her n linyi ba.
should be around last year after mid years exam.
hmmmm. thats around one year liao lor.
omg.
one year lor...
haha. den yujuan super funny.
she saw me den she so surprised. n straight away gave me a hug la. haha.
:)
den my papa was behind me.
hope he doesnt think that i am crazy n go around hugging ppl. :)
anyway, miss ya lots. :)
jia you for wushu n mid years. :)