wa lau. encounter sth scary after my lunch at kovan. board bus 80. den went up to the upper deck. many ppl. so i just sat down beside a guy. after awhile, that guy beside me kept looking in my direction. mayb he trying to find who was the one who played the music so loudly. den i didnt care abt him.
den when i look to my right. another guy on my right looked at me.( he got a white bagpack, which i think its more suitable for girls) (n i think he board the bus at kovan too cuz i noticed his white bag) didnt think much. den i faster look away. den saw someone getting off the bus. so i went to that seat.
wa. the bus journey make me wan to vomit la.
alighted at aljunied mrt station. den i took out my phone to sms the IRIS to check when is my bus coming. 9mins. so i look around n see what i can do during the 9min. den i saw that guy which the white bag at aljunied bus stop also. den he was looking at me la. den i dun care him. so i went to take a walk at the mrt station there cuz i was thinking of buying some food home. so i walked into a bread & cake shop. see all those bread n cake so expensive den i didnt wan to buy le. so i turned around n wan to go back to the bus stop. den when i turned around... that guy with the white bag was just right behind me. almost bang into him. i got a shock ok? i thought he wan to buy bread also. so i gave way to him. den when i wanted to walk away, he started talking to me. i thought he was trying to ask me how to take some buses or train to somewhere. BUT.... U NOE WHAT HE SAID?! HE SAID: YOU CAUGHT MY EYES JUST NOW IN THE BUS. SO, I WONDER IF WE CAN EXCHANGE NUMBERS? I WAS LIKE. SHOCKED! (nt happy de shocked hor. i super scared until i dunno what to do lah!) DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO SAY. SO I SIGNALLED TO HIM 'NO' ! DEN HE WALKED AWAY. (that means he has been stalking me all along lah.) wa lau. i also nt pretty. n i am just wearing my orientation shirt n FBT shorts wat.
i was soooooooooooooooooooo SCARED la......... tried to calm myself down. but i was stilll super scared... keep thinking of calling someone. but think that. aiya. call le den what can the person do. after that. i walked back to the bus stop. hide behind a huge pillar. n keep looking around to see if that guy was still around not. super scary ok?
soooooooooo tired even though i slept quite early ytd. arghs. i really need more sleep.
today super long day.
aiya. anyway. got sth forget to say abt ytd.
sarah bought me a 'smiling pasta' keychain from bookshop. haha. thanks alot. there are some words on the keychain too. same as my msn nick. “只要笑一笑，没有什么事情过不了” i really hope i can do that... anyway. thanks alot sarah. :) she is rather observant abt my nick. haha.
n ya. also abt ytd. ok. bio tutorial. sala told us abt our bio results n acknowlegde the ppl who did well. n ya. he acknowledge me too. u roughly rmb what he said. he said that i was rather diff from the previous term. because i got other commitments outside of class. n this term. my results showed that i did work hard. ya. sth along this line. cant rmb clearly also. cuz at that moment, i dunno y, i felt rather touched by sala's words. my vision was abit blurry but i just kept my smile on.
luckily sala didnt continue to talk abt my stuffs. otherwise i dunno what will happen. :)
hais. i really felt what mr sala was quite true.
i really had other commitments outside of class. n to me. i place this commitment much more impt than anything else. really. n i also dunno y.
n ya. today. during chem. i got alot to talk again. hais. esp to waikit n chunwei. wa lau. keep talking de. buay tahan. i think sarah n xinyi also cant stand me being so noisy. only managed to shut up when some teachers were near us. haha. n hor.
after sch. econs lect. super waste of time. arghs. keep talking again lor.
n ya. Mr Chiang, dont disturb/bully Sarah hor!
n ya. after sch. chun wei n i went to find ms eng to talk abt SGC stuffs outside HOD staffroom n talked more abt Alevels, term 3, n the timetable etc.
after finish liao. the both us took our bags n walked off towards the concourse.. but hor.... 'ahem' just walked down from the staircase in front of the general office. den that chunwei react very fast la. " eh. he walk down from the stairs le! ...." didnt finish hearing the last few words den he HOP HOP HOP n camouflaged into his group of friends. i was like... DOTZ.... n DIE LIAO LA. STUPID CHUNWEI. den 'ahem' saw me n smiled to me so he talked to me. n i was CAUGHT. hais. dunno my reaction slow or wat la. kenna caught. aiya. if run away, also too obvious that we advoiding him arghs. ya. talked quite awhile. that kind of fear came back, U NOE? MR CHIANG, YOU NOE? N STOP LAUGHING IF U READ ALL THESE. CHOP YOUR HEAD OFF LOR. arghs....
den after talking to ahem, i went to make a hell lot of noise at the concourse.
den went out of sch. n along the way, that MR CHIANG keep laughing la. arghs. next time i push u right in front of ahem den i run away ar. idiot leh.
when does odac have this kind of odac chairman de?
today lessons super tiring. dunno y. keep yawning. i shall sleep early tonight.
anyway, saw ms eng ytd after lunch break. she asked me how's my mid years. so i told her "die liao la, only bio pass. gp also fail liao lor" den she seems quite worried. haha. anyway. she is sooo caring.
haha.
sian. mood today NO GOOD.
a few words to say: KS singaporeans attitude: KiaSu, KiaSi
wa lau. sometimes i really buay tahan la.
cuz i feel that these attitudes wont really help u alot. n sometimes it make the situation even worse.
anyway. i got ODAC work to do again. abt SGC. got to find ms eng tml. :)
hais. same words. but come from different ppl's mouths. the feeling is sooooo different.
i guess... when i dislike someone. i can actualli bear grudges for super long de. tell u all alrd. i am super petty de.
first day of sch. early part of the day. quite high. but maths tutorial abit sian sian. keep thinking about $$$. cuz owe many ppl money. esp uncle henry.
bio lect. mind dunno go where le. but managed to understand what ms chio is trying to say.
den chem lect. keep talking to ppl around me: xinyi, sarah, chunwei, waikit. haha. super high. i also dunno y. den mr ang call me to shhhh. haha
first day of sch. need to catch up with one another la. den no need to serious de ba. first day nia leh.
aiya. i everytime got the play play attitude for my studies de lor.
gp tutorial. abit sian. mayb cuz of my results ba. but when did chian yuan lin ever care so much n emo abt her results de?
den chem tutorial sit behind. den also sian sian abit la. mayb weather very hot. den keep thinking what to do after sch.
haha. ya. den after sch. i went running. surprised right? haha. actualli is walking la. haha. after that wanted to reward myself. so went KFC to buy food. den walked around leisure park. wa. got ice skating, bowling, movie theatre, starbucks, coffee bean, sushi, dim sum, pastamania. wa.... den wanted to buy sth. so walked around. so saw watsons got 20% sale. so went in. bought shampoo n 2 boxes of sweets. actualli still wan to buy 2 packets of raisins coated with choco and 1 bar of cookies n cream choco. but thought that. aiya. first day of sch spend so much. cannot la. so put the choco back. ahhh.
after that took shuttle bus back home. lazy walk back home cuz my bag was very heavy with the things i bought.
so. in the end. i spend: $10(pay stephan money)+ $2(lunch)+ $1(breakfast) + $1 (binding of bio lect notes) + $3(KFC tea break) + $6(watsons) = $23. woohoo. first day of sch. $23 bucks gone.
still got to pay class fund. u think i treasurer no need pay class fund meh?! haha.
had a weird feeling since this morning. can feel sth bad going to happen later in the day.
actualli quite expected.
emo-ed. just cant help it.
mayb i was wrong in the first place just because i am LAZY n made STUPID ASSUMPTIONS. i dunno.
went out in the afternoon to catch incredible hulk with branson n chunwei. quite a nice show.
den walked from dhoby ghaut to ngee ann city. luckily nv wear heels today. otherwise my legs are going to break. haha. slippers are always the most comfortable de. haha.
met up with the rest n had seoul garden for dinner. quite long nv eat le. hmmm. the last time i had it was last year with someone. hais. its the same place again. emo-ed again lor. damm it.
stuffed myself with food. emo ma. haha. wa. super full. but after awhile den my food digested 1/4 alrd. haha. dunno y.
alright. i noe i eat alot. n thanks to peeps who cooked for me n serve me. thanks alot. u noe who u all are. it made me feel less emo. really. although u all dunno that i am emo-ing n stuffing myself with nice food. but ya. thanks alot. but now u all noe.
after dinner. went to walk. den walk to dhoby ghaut again. nice one. eat alrd must exercise abit. haha. n perspire abit. haha.
ya. reach dhoby ghaut. den bus came 30sec later. haha. lucky me. so i got home quite early.
hmm actualli wanted to blog " no comments for bbq"
but aiya. towards the end of the bbq more fun. cuz we played some games. dunno what polar bear, narnia, kungfu panda etc de la.
even though i was very very tired. n half asleep alrd. but i still tried to play abit n have fun with them.
anyway. those who dunno. i dun play poker cards de. i also dunno y.
we play until the security guards came to chase us off. cuz the residents called to complain.
yups. late le.
actualli wanted to go off at 10plus de. but den... u noe la. teenager mindset. aiya. wait awhile den go la. haha. den everyone still there. dun wan to be wet blanket ma. dun play also see them play. i also happy. anyway. TEO DENGYAO super cute lor.. gamemaster become loser. den keep kenna killed in the polar bear game. haha. n ya. that mr chiang came sooooooooo late. come le still pai seh to go up. funny guy.
haha. so go home time.. i got no idea on how to get home. so branson acc me go take bus to take train home. but den found out that last train gone liao. so took taxi home. haha. anyway. thanks branson.
ya. took taxi home. dun dare to sleep in the taxi. cuz so late le. dunno whether the taxi driver will drive me to some ulu place not den i keep looking at the street names to make sure that that uncle dun anyhow drive. den hold on to my phone also la. just in case anything happen. i can just press 999 n call the police. clever right? haha. no la. its all stupid ideas.
taxi fare added up to 11.20. ok la. n den hor. luckily the uncle drove fast enough n took expressway. cuz when the clock strike 12. the stupid meter will start charging extra extra extra money which is super crazy la. i tried that b4. super scary. u will feel like jumping out of the cab anytime. luckily my extra charge was 20cents. woohoo.
i admit that i slacked alot on bbq day(thurs) i didnt help out so much as b4(as compared to other bbqs) i dunno y. mayb there were too much worries in my mind. so sorry.
i m tired.
anyway. thanks mabel. n thanks mabel's mama for cooking so much stuffs n help us buy so many stuffs. xie xie.
i feel like going for a camp with odac now.... miss the feeling of getting dirty, sweaty, cold, hungry, scared n everything u can imagined.
ahhhhhhhhh....
keep thinking of what happen during odac camp this year.
haha.
btw, scott. we still owe ah pui 50 push-ups each leh. haha. i guess we will owe him this forever, for a life-time man... cuz we have step-down alrd. haha.
wa...sian. ytd night nv sleep well la. keep waking up in the middle of the night to clear my blocked nose n to drink water. cuz throat also very dry.
this morning 9plus jiu wake up alrd.
den throat super painful la. den try to drink alot of water. but very full after breakfast. den tried my best not to talk so much.
go ntuc with my mum den buy the food i wan. bought chocolate n cookies. but........ haha. i am going to resist the temptation to eat them. haha. cuz i got BBQ on thurs again. hehe. this time is with ODAC ppl. even though its going to be a budget n small bbq session. but i am looking forward to it. must take lots of photos cuz u noe la. ODAC... wont be able to meet up as often as b4 liao.
haha. but just now dinner. cannot resist the temptation to eat popcorn chicken n potato wedges. :) aiya. u all should noe me well enough. haha.
anyway. throat super pain until afternoon. after throat pain liao jiu nose block. from evening onwards. nose block until i cannot breathe properly lor. den got to clear my nose. den my head feel so tight la.
4june.class bbq day n also a small group gathering at sakae sushi(compass point)with some ODAC-ians
mood in the afternoon was ok. was trying my very very best to remain calm n nt to emo. though i felt rather emo, there is always alot of lame things happening. so i guess they could let me smile/laugh temporarily.
i kept thinking abt the night before. i told myself i cannot emo. even if i emo, i cannot appear to be.
anyway. aaron so good. wanted to help me pay my meal.cuz i super full den cant eat so much also. but in the end i pai seh. i paid $10 even though my wallet isnt with me. haha. (i pass my wallet to winnie during our break time after maths.before lunch. den i forget to take back from her until she sms me when i was in sakae sushi eating. super malu.)
n ya. after sakae went stephan house. the rest went home. go her house changed den went down to help. set up fire. haha. aiya. first time. i always use eye power de. haha. den me n winnie super violet la. throw the charcoal to break them into smaller pieces.
haha. aiya. den managed to start a small fire.
den nt enough to have a good one for bbq. so... mr ang came. haha. help us start fire.
den we started bbq-ing. nice food. a bbq that have very very very little chao da food. very good
sorry peeps if i keep bbq-ing ar. cuz i feel that i got nth to do other than bbq-ing. n if i dun bbq i will just sit down there n emo. which i dun wan. at least when i bbq. i see food ma. den i wont emo.
den got one part. haha marshmallows. haha cuz the rest got chocolate with banana. den i dun like banana. so i got some chocolate. n melted them in aluminium foil. den got some marshmallows to bbq. den mr ang help me make until super nice la. haha. outside crispy crispy de. den inside is alllllllll liquidfied de............ haha. this made me think of 'him' who helped me bbq the super nice marshmallow last year at some bbq last year. anyway. back to class bbq. haha. n i took the super melted marshmallow n coated it with alot alot of melted chocolate. haha. one word. NICE! n got the XIN FU de feeling. n not SINFUL hor. haha.
aiya. dun care me la. once i got chocolate to eat ar.... i can get crazy de.
haha. den i keep eating la. dun even care abt consequences.
after that ar. we go play at the playground. den scream n shout. until my throat super pain n burning. after that hurry go n gulp down tonnes of water la. (haha. now my throat ok alrd. lucky me ar. cuz i dun wan to get sick now. den i noe i will be banned for eating chocolates liao)
haha. after that. helped to clean up etc etc. became quite dirty but i dun care. make me feel like i am back in odac or maybe odac camp. everything dirty dirty. haha.
n ya. after that i really got to go. my mum called me at 9plus to ask where the hell am i. cuz i got 10missed calls. den i said i am at sengkang. she was quite shocked. den ask me hurry up go home. den i gave some stupid excuses etc. (tml no sch la. later teacher leaving with us. no need to scared de.) in the end. i left at 10plus. reach home also 11plus alrd.
smelled like a charcoal la. haha. but who cares? haha
arms still got charcoal marks. legs also got. dirty me in the end. had a great bath. n i smell so nice. haha.
legs ache sat down n watch my videos. tired. fell asleep while watching.
great feeling. cuz very long nv fall asleep naturally. cuz everytime also wait until very very long den can fall asleep de.
girl, so sorry if i made u worried about me all these while.(dont let my emo-ness/problems etc to affect you) but the care n concern that you have showed to me... really brought us closer. we share many secrets n gossips. really treasure our close friendship.
there is so much to say. but i just dunno how to express them in words. n as you noe. i am someone who dun really noe how to express my feelings. so pls forgive me.
but deep in my heart. i really wan to thank you for being there for me.
hehe. shall reveal who is my dating partner ytd. haha. ... . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
its... mabel. :) met at around lunch time. couldnt decide on wat to eat. so settled at foodcourt for korean food. :) den walk abit in bugis junction. den get out of there. den go bugis street. haha. woohoo. shopping. shopping shopping. so many nice clothes n shorts. but i only bought one blouse n one pair of shorts. ear studs n one watch. haha next time bring my mummy down den she can pay for me. haha. n mabel ar.... bought many many things. n yesh.... we bought the same watch. haha. mabel, buy liao must wear ar. :)
after shopping at bugis street. decided to stop otherwise our pockets will have holes ar. haha. so settled at J.CO donuts at bugis junction. had some weird green tea. didnt taste like those green tea sold outside. no taste de. so we go put alot alot of syrup. haha. n of cuz. we had donuts la. haha. nice lor. super soft. :) den still got a free donut.
after donut-ing. we went vivo. go there get ready for our nice dinner. but we were rather early n nt very hungry yet so we went loitering around vivo. n you noe la. vivo is those tai tai go de. so we nt tai tai. we are kids. we went toy r us. haha. so nice to spend our time there.
poing poing. hit mabel or me? haha.
hugging the smelly n ugly tree. haha. aiya. my idea lor. haha. but at least hor. standing beside the fat n ugly tree makes me looks more skinny n pretty lor. haha. aiya. joking la.
haha. cut away the panda n doggy face. cuz our faces more impt ma. haha. :)
haha. now doggy face den impt. including my face la. haha. soft toys. my favourite. haha.
stupid monkey. legs so long.not like me. legs so short. pull until your leg break ar.
spongebob square pants. hehe.
haha. nice? haha. i think i really can fit into the korean suit lor. haha. kids are really fortunate these days.
of cuz. i love ODAC. haha.
haha. carrying a kiddy sling bag. haha. my stupid idea again. look so kuku.
my train. haha.
another train
my ship. haha.
robot. make me think of iron man. haha. me n mabel were super pai seh lor. haha. cuz this robot faces the outside of toy r us. haha. den got alot of ppl looking. haha. after taking this. we faster zhao. haha.
haha. at the outdoors of vivo.
after tat we went for our dinner at EARLE SWENSEN's haha.
anyway. i really noe i should let go. but its like my msn nickname 过去的事想早点忘记却爱回忆。。。 i really wan to forget everything n everything. but its my memory... it always bring back the beautiful memories we had in the past.
but now. its all gone. miserable is the only feeling i have now
smile on me? its all fake.
left with 3 options. 1. face reality 2. escape. hide. be a hypocrite. pretend. 3. go n die.
3rd option? seems cool. haha. but of cuz i am nt going to do that la i still got so many wishes n dreams not fulfilled yet.
hello. this is my blog i can say what i wan but the choice is yours. wan to read jiu read. wan to make comments i also dun care.
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hugging the smelly n ugly tree. haha. aiya. my idea lor. haha. but at least hor. standing beside the fat n ugly tree makes me looks more skinny n pretty lor. haha. aiya. joking la..jpg)
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stupid monkey. legs so long.not like me. legs so short. pull until your leg break ar. .jpg)
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haha. nice? haha. i think i really can fit into the korean suit lor. haha. kids are really fortunate these days.
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haha. carrying a kiddy sling bag. haha. my stupid idea again. look so kuku..jpg)
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robot. make me think of iron man. haha. me n mabel were super pai seh lor. haha. cuz this robot faces the outside of toy r us. haha. den got alot of ppl looking. haha. after taking this. we faster zhao. haha..jpg)
haha. hot dog.nice leh. haha. but abit hard ar.
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hey hey. dun look at my face. look at the person behind me. look like mr tan toh hwee right?.jpg)
