Sunday, November 30, 2008

tml out with pae classmates.
nt sure if most would turn up.

when can i have an odac outing?
i wan night cycling. if nt date is fixed, there is no use planning.
i wan sentosa. so many ppl nt available.
i wan a dinner where we can catch up with each other.
quite a no. of guys going army le.
guess that even when they book out, they would be damm tired lor.
hais.

sry la. keep talking abt odac.
apologize to those non-odac-ians. cuz sometimes i may keep talking abt odac.

mayb odac gave me a better sense of rootedness even though only a small no. of ppl r enthu enough.
whereas on the other hand. class. majority r enthu. had a better sense of rootedness near the end of the year where we did so many things together for the teachers n sch.

looking forward to class chalet. as least its confirm alrd.
n pray hard i wouldnt be busy during that period.

(btw, went to discuss class chalet stuffs on sat with yj n chris. glad that i could play a part in helping)

dun like things that arent confirm.
lack of sense of security.




hais.
dun like hols.
super no aims n goals.
during hols. either we r slacking or chionging hw for sch reopen.
now. its worst.
nth to at all.
cuz going overseas in mid dec. den cant go work even though the person has been telling me that he found me a job.
another thing is that. other than working. i wan to learn sth. should be guitar and aikido or taekwondo.
otherwise super no life plus i can relax n keep fit lor.
tummy appearing already.

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {11:17 PM}
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13 more days to go?

looking forward? (nt sure)

wish? (same as last year)

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {11:14 PM}
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boredom is the scariest thing that everyone (including me) is afraid of during this hols period.

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {3:27 PM}
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Friday, November 28, 2008

watch this.
super funny

http://www.crunchyroll.com/media-431800/The-Adventures-of-Pan-and-James-Fire-Fighter-Training.html

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {11:46 AM}
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Thursday, November 27, 2008

feel so tired after prom.

n its seems like during hols,i would be watching tv whole day n dun have to mood to blog.

hehe.


what i wan to say is that...

"time will automatically help us keep our beautiful memories"

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {2:09 PM}
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Saturday, November 22, 2008

haha. so long nv blog le.
too tired to blog.
have been going out since thurs.
tml shall be an off day for me. haha. so i can watch all my tv programmes. hehe.

thurs.
went to watch high sch musical with sarah they all n lijie.
wa... watch till i soo high.
the ppl r also graduating. going for prom.
n the sad thing is that.... i noe from the movie that... girls r invited to prom by the guys.
haha. so unike us. we go for prom on our own accord.
after that went lijie house.
den go orchard meet christine n sherlin.
so we went to shop for prom thingys.
walk till we complain our legs pain. haha.
bought our things le. den went food republic for dinner.
super reluctant to stand to buy food.
after dinner went outside taka n sat down.
look at ppl walk pass n listen to the music n xin shang the lightings.
no worries at all. mummy also nv call up to ask y so late haven come home. haha. damm shiok. but was damm tired. (both physicall n mentally)

went home. mummy also nv scold that price of dress was ex. haha. she still say cheap. hehe.
call me next time bring her go there shop.




fri.
went for hair treatment.
den went bugis with lijie to find heels.
after that went city followed by far east plaza.
shop there for quite long.
met sarah they all.
shop awhile more b4 i went home for dinner.

today.
went shopping with mabel at far east.
long awaited trip. haha.
went to shop for accessories.
so many things caught my eyes.
haha. but now abit broke ar... so didnt spend alot.
did my hair extension. like finally. haha. (told my elder sis. now waiting for my mum to notice it herself. haha)
went off. den saw yan han at bus stop. haha. (yes. we finish A's le)

:)

hehe.
happy happy.

but $$ no more...

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {9:06 PM}
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Thursday, November 20, 2008

later i m going to blog an entry that i wanted to post long ago.
just didnt wan to get too emo during exams.

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {12:22 AM}
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bad premonition.

always lidat.

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {12:15 AM}
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Monday, November 17, 2008

done with bio paper 3.
did study essay qns.
n i dunno how to rate the paper. (no energy to do that)

after paper went to makan mac with stephan, sarah n xinyi
tired while having fun

accompanied xinyi to buy herbal tea for cui cui.

den went off.
went to paya lebar to take a look at somethings.
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
spend quite some time there.

den took bus to old airport food centre to buy some food.

den walked home.

sound so emo right? walk home.
cuz have to wait for the bus for quite long which is 7min.
anyway. whether very nice. can relax abit.
so walked home.

now... my legs r aching.
sian.

physically n mentally tired.

i wan go shopping tml.

u noe what?!
i have a challenge for myself la.
i m trying to save alot alot alot.
so i am trying to cut down my budget.
as in... to save amsp.
haha. but dunno la.

its a challenge.


exam timing is a good time for me to save money.
i can save quite a sum if i dun spend a single cent in the week.
n i think i am addicted to saving liao.
wth right?!

n somemore... i even think of going to work sia. den can save up even more.
den i can spend on the thing i wanted long long ago (since sec 4) other than my F480.
feel quite bad to spend when i still haven work yet.

but but but...
i really wan to go shopping.
but at the same time. i wan to cut down my budget.

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {2:39 PM}
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Friday, November 14, 2008

i m dead.
chem paper 1 killed me.

n right b4 the start of the paper. i was dead liao.

cuz i realised my pencil case wasnt with me.

i was like.......... SHIT!!!!!
HOW COULD I HAVE LOST MY PENCIL CASE?!

i panicked.
so i just ask for a pencil from sarah without thinking abt having a calculator at all.

last minute where to find mr ang to help me...

n luckily nadia n izzy were walking towards me. so i asked if they brought their pencil cases.
haha. they were very nice.
nadia lent me her pencil case.
izzy lent me a pen.

haha. BUT... NO CALCULATOR?!

so... i was thinking... aiya. do my calculations manually la. who cares!
but... suddenly i rmb winnie got extra calculator.
so i borrowed from her in the exam venue. freaking lucky that i wasnt caught talking b4 the paper starts. (ppl were still settling down)

ya.
did the paper with a super unsettled mind.

so ya... i killed myself in the paper.
n i rated all qns to be DIFFICULT.
haha.


n guess where is my pencil case?
i realised that it was in my bag (i didnt take it out) in the middle of my paper.

dun like afternoon paper la.
always feel like sleeping.
den super no mood.

n make me soooo blur that i took out everything from my bag except my pencil case.......

NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNn....
i am always the one who will remind sarah n xinyi what to take out from their bags.

so pai seh.








anyway... thanks alot to those peeps who hear me complain abt myself for forgetting to take out my pencil case from my bag.
n special thanks to sarah, nadia n izzy. my saviours.....













after paper. went to find odac peeps.
n wth. they r going camp.
i die die also wan to go....
ms liu... let us go.... pls............ pls la.........
haha.

chit chat le.
den left sch with isaac.

went cityhall to meet mum for dinner.
saw elfie at cityhall. ( he always saw me by chance de. 2-3times at aljunied station. today at cityhall.) (plus.. he will be the one who notice me n call out to me de. i will be the blur sotong...)
in the end change venue. go suntec for dinner.

go home. watch tv,
n now. i am going to sleep.

what a day.
but glad that i went to find odac peeps to see how they are doing.


n last of all. if any one of them see this. that will be great.
GOOD LUCK FOR SWISSHOTEL VERTICAL MARATHON!!!!!!
DO YOUR BEST! n DO REST WELL B4 THE RACE! DRINK LOTSA WATER THE NIGHT B4 N AFTER THE RACE!
n AFTER THE RACE, GO HAVE A GOOD MEAL WITH YOUR FELLOW ODAC-ians B4 GOING HOME TO HAVE A GREAT BATH & SLEEP!

plus those who r ill (did nt come for training today...) better get well soon! shld have taken good care of yrself b4 the race ma...
if u all r still seriously feeling unwell, refrain from taking part in the race.

jia you!


very very sry. dun think i will be there to support u all.

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {10:40 PM}
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Wednesday, November 12, 2008

reading thru some ppl blogs....
oh my god.
they actually studied till sooooo late in the night (which is the morning of the next day) during the 2weeks of study break.

n wth.
i think almost everyday i would be sitting in front of the com for at least a few hours b4 i go to sleep b4 1am.

mayb diff ppl have diff ways of doing things.

n for me... it must be the sleeping habit that i have ba.
love to sleep. unless sth interesting wakes me up early in the morning.

freaking lack of sleep.
so i m going to hibernate liao.

super drained after 3h of econs paper.

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {11:06 PM}
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只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想就属於我们的婚礼
却成了单人结婚进行曲
在这场爱情角力的拔河里
你选择了自己

撒娇的 可爱的 黏人的 爱哭的 照片里 沉静的 都是你喜欢的
如今我还在原地
你却走回你的记忆

你说我爱你太多
就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱
让你好好的想我
我想要的那片天空
你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多
却不能给我什么
分不清激情 承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口
我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最后温柔
是因为我太爱你

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属于我们的婚礼
安静了在我枕边的梦里
我知道相爱原本就不容易
爱不是1加1努力就有结局

撒娇的 可爱的 黏人的 爱哭的 照片里
曾经的都是爱着你的
脸颊的泪还温热却没有人握我的手

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {10:50 PM}
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不，完美

你常常說 我很完美
沒人能取代 我給的一切
我就以為 我努力更完美
我們就會永遠

完美並不美 我們多虛偽
你讓我的好 變成一種罪
完美並不美 當你愛了誰
我的完美也只是 不完美

後來你說 我太完美
值得更好的 陪在我身邊
你不是我 你怎麼能體會
你有多麼珍貴

完美並不美 我們多虛偽
你讓我的好 變成一種罪
完美並不美 當你愛了誰
我的完美也只是 不完美

完美並不美 我們多虛偽
你讓我的好 變成一種罪
完美並不美 當你愛了誰
我的完美成了罪

完美並不美 我們多虛偽
你讓我的好 變成一種罪
完美並不美 當你愛了誰
我的完美也只是 不完美

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {10:42 PM}
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oh my.
exams... super no mood to blog.
also no mood to study.
how?!

nth is interesting.

looking forward till the end of exams.

there is sth that is making me so excited. but nt confirmed yet.
but but but... its confirmed in my heart n mind.


n ya.... ytd keep thinking abt what cw told me abt odac...
its good that they specialise in sth.
but but but....
abit redundant....
aiya.... i dunno la.
so many changes.
are the ppl able to accept?
n what would odac become?
how abt the 21years of history?
I DUNNO !!!!!

shall spend more time thinking n talking abt it after exams.

n shouldnt the teachers ask for the students' opinions?
arent they always wanting to have a culture?
without history... where got culture? n how to pass things down?

also.... even though i m nt in the 21st batch... n things would end/change drastically by the end of their batch...
i think i am rather affected by it.
i dunno y....



n i dunno y i am getting emo abt this...

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {10:31 PM}
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Tuesday, November 11, 2008

lost
dead.

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {1:26 PM}
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Friday, November 07, 2008

this is how my toes look like this week.

plus the rashes.

but its better alrd.

so long nv come online le.

more than one week.

5papers down. finally done with maths.

shall rest more today.

freaking tired from the super lack of sleep.

esp on wed night. studying for chem. 2.30am den sleep.

that left me with 3.5h of sleep.

haiz.

didnt sleep well these days.

when i sleep still got the feeling of stress.

n worst of all.

i even have many nightmares la.

i dreamt of a chem qns asking me to define order of reaction on sunday night.

haha.

http://www.anapsid.org/tooclean.html

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {2:37 PM}
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