Tuesday, September 29, 2009

went down to marina there to watch f1 race on sat.
cool man...

zroom...

its damm loud if u are standing right in front of the car la...

but if u r a distance away, den its freaking shiok...

make you feel like driving a sports car.


but definitely i wont wan such a noisy car...
i wan a fast n quiet car... haha..

aiya. but in spore, how to drive fast?

everywhere also got traffic lights...

maybe the f1 organising committe should let sporeans try out the track...
but... of cuz not everyone la...
must pay $$$ de.

haha. enough of my imaginations.



having one week of break.
damm sianz.
need to study...
but here i am blogging.
sitting at iluma's coffee bean....

i really cant study at home sia...

wanted to stay at home de.. cuz can save $$$.

but i rather spend abit of $$ outside rather than wasting time at home... but but.. i also dun wan to waste travelling time to get to sch to study...

damm sianz...
i can only afford the drinks in the cafes but not the food... so sianz........... the food are damm nice la...

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {12:16 PM}
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Wednesday, September 23, 2009

how come there isnt much stuffs to talk about btw us?

help me...
i need to talk...

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {1:00 AM}
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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

am i doing the correct thing?

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {11:27 PM}
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ONE STRESS DOWN!!!!

many more coming up!!!
esp for biodiversity and physical chem

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {11:20 PM}
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yuanlin, the terror/hazard on the road actually made it for her driving test!!!
BIG achievement for her.

BUT...
b4 that...
she was soooooo stressed up and emo...
doesnt feel like talking to anyone and dare not tell anyone how she felt the day b4 the practical test....

at night... she couldnt go to sleep.
it was 1plus in the night alrd... but still couldnt get to sleep...
somehow... she fell asleep. but woke up at 4plus.... wide awake...
couldnt go back to sleep until 6am.


n she got to wake up at 6.30am to get ready to set off to ubi driving centre for warm-up test drive.
n yeah... she was late.... panicked in the bus...
but tried to calm myself down n told myself that its alright... they wont bar me from taking the test when i am late for test drive.
but still she panicked...

went for test drive... every course were well done or considered good enough.

gained some confidence.
n went to a room to wait for the tester to call me...
tried to calm myself down again....
many thoughts flash thru my mind.... would the tester be nice? what would i do if i fail? etc etc

n my tester came. called my name.
left the room, n got to the car.
go go go...
everything was well done. slope first. blind spots all checked... directional change... blind spots checked. signals on and off.
n.... next up was parallel parking... was confident that i could do it very well...
who knows.... the car was slanted... n i itchy hand... moved forward and backward countless of times.......
so... i PANICKED....
i even had the thought of giving up halfway la....
after the parrallel parking was 'done' , i turn out... almost hit the kerb. so i hurry reverse and move off... WITHOUT stopping at the STOP LINE....
so the tester said... ' do u know that u didnt stop at the stop line?'
omg... i hurried said sorry to him.

having the mentality that i have failed.... i tried to calm myself down again... saying that i will do my best though i have failed. at least i leave a good impression to the tester.

next up was vertical parking. weakest course... but amazingly... i did it damm well.....
wth right?!!!!
next, S-course. well done. crank course. well done.

the tester was using the stylus to poke his touch-screen laptop....
each time he poke the laptop, i was thinking... must be 2 demerit points given liao... so... CONFIRM FAIL de...

next.. out to the road... luckily no emergency brake...
he brought me to a small lane where i had never been to b4... mayb cuz there was heavy traffic out there at 8plus.
mayb it was a blessing in disguise. i dunno...

did quite badly at the test route.
never check mirror when stopping, slowing down, and moving off.
my instructors dun emphasis on this leh.... :'(
so the tester was poking his laptop countless of times lah...
therefore, i felt that i really have to take the test again liao...

back to the driving centre.
followed tester up to level 2.
he printed the result slip... talk quite alot of stuffs to me...
n i still dunno whats the outcome...
while he was talking... i tried to peek at the result slip on the table. n saw some words 'u have done well for yr drivng test... '
my heart/mind then starts to settle down...

super unbelivable for me to pass la...

happy happy
but no car for me to drive. plus i dunno how to park the car without poles.... HAHA!!!

n i guess i would nv want to drive a manual car if i have a choice.
:'(




i am seriously lack of sleep la...


tml is WEDNESDAY!!!

finally a day without driving lessons.

but.. i am at a lost...
suddenly no driving lesson on wed makes me feel sth missing...
haha...

haven thought of what to do yet for tml afternoon.
cant go back to sr also....
j1 having promos.
j2 mugging for a's. no one will entertain me....

should i go swimming?! or should i study?!

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {9:08 PM}
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Saturday, September 19, 2009

yl wants back the feeling of freedom again.....

she is feeling very tied down to many many stuffs...

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {2:23 PM}
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Wednesday, September 16, 2009

motivation died off after bio quiz ytd.

can i have another quiz to boost my studying mood again?


but i get so sick of reading millions n millions of words in books...







can someone ask me out for a run?

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {11:12 AM}
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Sunday, September 13, 2009

YEAH!!!
had a SINful dinner.
BUT... NVM!!!!
its worth it....

ODAC is my life.
or maybe my ODAC friends are my life...

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {11:22 PM}
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Tuesday, September 08, 2009

yuanlin had a weird dream last night.

dunno why i can sms person A to meet me and ended up i met person A in one part of the dream and met a person B in another part of the dream.

WEIRD!!!!

and i dunno why in the end i felt so guilty by being with person B that i cried in the dream.


CRAZY DREAM!!!

i think i was TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO STRESSED!!!

just dun care abt me.

haha

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {12:10 AM}
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Monday, September 07, 2009

yeah!!!

one proj down...
finally done with it.

heave a sigh of relief.

but there are more stuffs coming up...
stress....


haha
jia you jia you!!!

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {10:33 PM}
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Thursday, September 03, 2009

feeling happy this week.
but stressed up for quite a no. of stuffs.

so i need an outing...
ODAC outing!!!

-------------------BeYoND DeStInYz--------------- ; {6:28 PM}
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