Finally finish my report!! Yeah!! It's so sianz doing report after report.. Feel like doing so many things now.. Go kino to buy a nice book and sit at starbucks sofa to enjoy my fav drink the whole afternoon. Aww.. Love life being simple, spending quality time with myself.
Gonna pack the bags that arrive before sending them out. See ya girls on Sunday evening!
Taking a break from reading articles and articles about ethics. The laptop is burning hot even with my blanket covering my legs. Sometimes I wish my mind is not so confusing. I think I am a person who needs a lot alot of personal space and peace. When I see someone often, I won't appreciate. I need to spend lotsa time alone. I love the trip to Paris the most partly because I got to venture the entire place at my own pace, discover new things and appreciate life. Life is too short to think so much. Love yourself and everyone will love you. Those who don't, it's not your or their fault. Everyone is special and born uniquely. We are just not meant to be friends. I appreciate all friends who love and accept me for who I am.
On a lighter note, I'm meeting Felicia on friday after her class since I will hand in my project on Thursday evening. Yeah!! Weekends will meet up with the gers. Cheers~ (Sorry but give me some space and not ask abt matters like I want to move out when start to work. If ever one day I feel like talking about it, I will. Sorry!) Peace~~
Had a bad headache last night and slept at 2am. To my surprise, I woke up at 6.30am sitting upright, mind in a blank. Perhaps waking early is good for my health. Shall give it a try these few days. Gonna sit down and start doing my ethics project due next thursday.. Sigh.. The test on Tuesday had drained me dry. It was difficult even though I studied so much and the lecturer ah.. Can't help but say she sucks. Every lecture since day one I find that she sucks. Perhaps she's a good financial adviser, but when it comes to teaching, haiz, simply cmi. There are bound to be people who are good in their field but cannot teach. Why sim study want to hire them? Her teaching sucks big time nvm, her tips are totally wrong!! Eat her shit! (quoted from my sis) haha!
Just feel like saying to make myself feel better. Sorry gals. haha!
Saturday classes always make me feel moody because half of your day is gone but nevertheless, I enjoy attending lectures every week. Sounds contradicting. I like the feeling of gaining extra knowledge where my friends and I won't talk about, exposing to a different genre of subjects and enjoying the feeling of ultimate focus during lectures. Seriously, I find that attending lectures alone is sometimes a blessing. No one will chat with you when he/she is bored by the lecturer endless talking and asking questions u don't feel like entertaining. Guess Jami is one of the few frens who understand wad I want. She always seem to be able to read n understand whenever I wan my own space. Don't like pple to interrupt me when I'm deep in my tots. *hugs* Thanks for the understanding n sensitivity!
Went AMK hub for dinner for his fav chicken bryani and milk tea. Didn't really intend to catch a movie but guess "the bourne ultimatum" is a MUST watch. The actions are so nice and at least they have wonderful storyline which isn't too difficult to comprehend. Rush hour 3 if anyone haven't watch, you can give it a miss coz NO storyline, (mayb some silly jokes) and some stunts by Jackey Chueng. Watching "the bourne ultimatum" halfway, there were some tots going in my mind. Actions were well-shot comparing to asian movies, esp after watching "Invisible Target". Even though I enjoyed watching Invisible Target", it's a different feeling. It's touching to see the way actors like Nicholas Tse, Wu Jing and Shawn Yue are trying their very best to act. But when comes to quality of shooting, "the bourne ultimatum" is still better! I love scenes in the observation and shooting in the busy metro station, moscow gun shot, process of how he retrieve his memory, the chasing n fighting across buildings and most imptly, the power of military training, advanced technology and acting of the cast. Worth watching in the cinema gals!
Have a great week ahead!
Hello gers!! Finally got my password back after lydia's suggestion. Was just too lazy to get it done.
Slept till very late today as I was mugging for test yesterday night till 5 something. Went town to get my nails done and was very satisfied with the colour! Sweet sweet pink. Always wanted to buy the nail polish over there as it's reasonably priced and most imptly, it's very nice!! Next time I can do it myself when the colour chipped off. Had coffee at starbucks while studying and waiting for Max to finish his work. We went swensens to have dinner. Had my usual chicken baked rice and shared the wings. Dunno why but I never get sick of eating these two dishes. Craving for it now at the mention of it!!!
Was feeling terrible and kinda upset when got back home after seeing emails and entries in my forum. Will tell you gers when meet up the reasons as I do not wish to type them down in case others see it. =( Sigh.. It's tough earning peanuts and realized how hard it is to start a small 'business' of your own.
I really wonder how my family memebers view me. Whenever I am expressionless, they say I am angry or dao. When I say something, they will say why I am so irritated/angry/peck chek. All the negative things but I just say them normally without any ill feelings or anger. I think it is stereotyped in my family of my behavior and attitude. HATE it!!! I don't like the way I am treated and viewed. This makes me feel like moving out and staying alone again. =( Urgh.. Does anyone really understand me in this world? I hope to move out when I start work and is financially stable. Even renting a room is fine with me.
Gonna mug for the upcoming test and projects due. I just feel like shouting!!!