Well yesterday was my Ultrasound with the specialist and things went well with the baby and bad news for me.
Baby: She looks great and the fluid in her Kidney they said looked more then usual looked normal. She did have a lighter bowel but they think that its because she has swollowed blood.
Blood: That would be from me. I have a hemorrhage in side the placenta with the baby. UGH not what I wanted to hear. I also have another hemorrhage on the out side a lower on my tummy and a place where the placenta is
separated. They aren't sure why i have these
problems and the Doctor knows that I want answers but he just has nothing that he can really tell me. Also not something I want to hear. He wants me to go back in 2-3 weeks for another ultrasound because he is hoping that this will resolve it self other wise he is hoping the placenta
doesn't pull so much away that the baby stops getting what she needs to live. HEART BREAKER!
Me: I was so stressed I had to take almost a 3 hour nap. After that I had a talk with the mother in law and cried once more
expressing my concerns and making me
tired ready to
crawl back into bed. My baby is grown perfectly well which I am so
grateful for but on the other side I'm just worried that things will not go so well. But I know that what happens will happen for a
reason good or bad and I will have to just take it as time comes.