Thursday, April 29, 2010
LOL big time!!!!
i guess some pple nvr gt e facts right ya?! i dun uds y muz like tt lei.. gt e facts right first la.. i dunno y muz like tt de lei.. copy n paste pple de tweet then put in fb is like what e fuck la.. create one yrself lo.. close w him onli meh?? no feelings for him meh?? sure or nt?? wau lau.. photos so close la.. like to stalk my blog so much i let u stalk lo.. dunno who is e fucker lo.. i dun fuckin care abt what u goin to say me or what alrdy.. anyway, my reputation in yr heart is alrdy very ugly.. i dun mind make it worse.. even me n him are friends nw u also wanna tell him stuff abt me.. let him c himself la.. y so kpo sia?? u wanna tag me back in my blog i also dun mind de.. i've alrdy warned u bfore fuckin gt out of my life liao u still dun fuckin uds.. u uds what i mean ma?? everything is suppose to b ovr liao.. then u go yr fb write my bestie till like tt.. what sia.. think straight la.. ovr means ovr le.. u angry pple also will angry then might as well forget abt it right?? y muz gt yrself in shit when u won't gt in in e first place?? i'm livin my life gd so hopefully u also la.. wanna stalk my blog then go ahead bt dun let me knw u sayin whatever shit abt me again.. seriously, enough is enough..

12:37 AM

Tuesday, April 27, 2010
daMn g00d m00d..
tml startin work le.. finally i'm workin aft two mths sia.. kinda excited to e max lo.. haha.. this wk jiu will miss abit of the partyin stuff esp. tml de ladies night.. haha.. ytd went out w r.. hee.. watched movie n had dinner tgt at romantic place.. wahahaha.. felt happy at tt point of time.. hee.. aft our dinner, his friend came down to find him then jiu send me hm le.. actually, ytd was a special day for us ba.. haha.. tdy slackin at hm.. dunno whether meetin r or nt.. muz c my mummy de mood first.. like scary sia.. haha.. dunno what to do nw lei.. so damn bored le.. textin w r nw.. miss him!! juz another 9 days i'll b leavin spore for few days.. sian sia.. OMG!!! i think i go there sure crazy de lo.. urghhhh.. lucky jie jie is ard lo if nt i sure bored ttm sia.. tdy i like missin even more pple also lo.. i miss my evan lao po, yuki, stephanie n more lo.. i like abit siao siao nw lo.. nvr miss so many pple at one go bfore de lei.. wahahahaha.. dunno what is wrong w me.. i'm kinda hyperactive tdy la.. ltr sure start to tired liao.. haiz.. hopefully ltr i can go out awhile.. go out 1 to 2 hrs i also happy.. wahahahahaha.. tata~

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3:37 PM

Friday, April 23, 2010
happy!!!!!!
was happy actually.. wed night went to party again.. went w my darling stephanie.. enjoyed ttm sia.. damn fun la.. somemore i stayed out tt night.. ytd afternoon like tt then reached hm.. hee.. dunno when i can stayed out again bt then is okay.. once in awhile will do.. if nt someone will nag at me.. opppsss.. haha.. dun think i need to mention e name ba.. wahahaha.. dunno y i will kinda listen to a person de lei.. hmmm.. haha:p.. tml meetin steph also.. cant wait to c her le.. we r so couple la.. haha.. cant wait to c each other de lo.. i felt so happy to knw her actually.. thks my sweetie steph.. anyway, juz another two wks ltr i'll b out of spore for few days.. didn wanna go de bt no choice coz whole family goin so i muz follow.. how i wish i can juz stay in spore n meet my gfssssssssssss or even go to work la.. sian sia.. i guess when i out of spore, i'll miss my gfssssssssssss like mad de lo.. i'm goin to miss a bday gatherin w my lao possss.. sian la.. cant celebrate w her la.. sad sia.. haiz.. i'm so sry la.. urghhhh.. hopefully can meetup my ladies soon.. i miss my lao possss n alot pple la.. u all shu knw who u r la hor.. haha.. muackzzzzzzzzzzz to all of e pple i miss!!!!!!!!!!

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10:51 PM

Monday, April 19, 2010
0vR
is ovr alrdy.. i've ended a rs on fri night.. i'm single nw.. although i wont b able to gt used to no bf life bt i certainly sure tt i will as time goes by.. me n him are friends nw le.. juz like back to bfore.. aft e breakup, friends ard me have been tellin me "dun b sad", "b strong", "there r more outside", "look forward to e future" n "you still have me!!!".. lol.. thks my friends.. i knw tt i stil have so many of u, friends, outside.. real thks.. haha.. i'll b fine seriously.. dun need to worry abt me so much.. i may look weak bt i'm strong emotionally.. so friends, i'm okay.. i'll b alright.. although it takes time to recover bt i'll b alright.. no worries.. i'm in the process of recoverin le.. i dun wanna think too much alrdy.. startin a new life w/o bf bt more of friends.. i love u all my lovely ladiesssssss n also my guy friends too.. i didn left out anyone of u.. :) haha.. night my friends...

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11:13 PM

Friday, April 16, 2010
sucky day!!!
tdy felt so sucky lei.. dunno y.. friends r tryin to make me happy bt then i did feel happy bt is onli for awhile.. nw i'm bored at hm le.. didn knw what i shu b doin at all.. facebookin, tweetin n bloggin is what i usually does de.. tryin to find other stuff to do bt is hard lei.. no mood to go out also.. go out le also dunno wanna go where lei.. my mind is so blank nw.. dunno what to type.. feel like bloggin bt dunno what i shu blog abt.. haiz.. tdy de mood changes very fast.. guess slpin early tdy ba..

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10:53 PM

Tuesday, April 13, 2010
fuCk off my baCk!!!!!
FUCK OFF THE TWO OF U!!!! HOW LONG MORE THE TWO OF U WANNA STALK ME??? U TWO ARE NOBODY TO ASK ANYTHING ABT MY RS!!! ASKIN THOSE QUESTIONS TT U SHU NT B ASKIN!!! CANT THE TWO OF U JUZ GT OUT OF MY LIFE!!!! I HAVE BEIN ENDURIN W THE TWO OF U LE.. ANYHOW TELL HIM TT I MADE MY DECISION LE WHEN I FUCKIN NVR SAY TT OUT LOUD!!!! WHO THE FUCK ARE THE TWO OF U TO DO SO N SAY THINGS TT IS NT TRUE!!!!! SERIOUSLY U TWO PISSED ME OFF LE.. FUCK OFF MY BACK ,UDS!!!!!!!

9:03 PM

Sunday, April 11, 2010
is still there..
the pain is still there.. bt dunno y.. tdy hurts e most.. cried like fuck!!!!! since fri night, i haven been replyin his texts n calls.. i knw if i ans any of it, i'll b cryin like fuck again.. so i didn.. saw all his text msg n it hurts more than bfore.. sis came hm tdy.. told her abt it.. she is very angry.. she told me to think properly.. lots of pple asked me to think properly.. haiz.. while tellin jie, i cried again.. it hurts so much.. then when my bff asked me what happen juz nw, i cried like fuck when tellin her.. i juz cant stop cryin when tellin her.. i guess is bcoz she knw me very long liao n uds me.. i reali cried alot tdy.. alot more than ytd.. i dunno y i juz cant stop cryin tdy.. my heart hurts like fuck!!! i'm tryin to pull myself tgt.. bt the tears will juz flow out itself.. i cant control.. is so hard for me to control.. i need time to settle down my feelings.. i need to think it thru properly.. all i need is juz let me think wisely..

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10:46 PM

Saturday, April 10, 2010
fuckin heart pain!!!!!!!
ytd was a drama for me n steph.. everything was turnin out "great".. went to zirca to party n end up.. wow things happen!!!!! so many lies had been revealed frm each other.. n aft everything, i knw the fuckin truth frm him.. nt goin to type out here.. aft ytd, it juz takes one fuckin cb night to destroy all the trust.. it juz takes one fuckin night to destroy my heart.. i'm feelin fuckin heart pain nw.. aft all tt we been thru, juz one fuckin truth to makes me feel so doubtful abt it.. ytd, i've been tellin pple i'll b fine.. i've been tellin pple tt dun worry abt me.. bt the fuckin truth is: I'M FUCKIN NT FINE.. I'M FUCKIN LETTIN PPLE WORRY FOR ME.. I'M FUCKIN HEART PAIN.. I HAVE NVR FEEL SO HEART PAIN BFORE.. humans are the most terrible animals.. juz frm one fuckin person can destroy so many things.. bt also all thks to this person, i gt to knw so many truth at one go.. i'm nt goin to say who is at fault n who is nt.. i dun fuckin care.. seriously.. everything sucks!!!!!!

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1:15 PM

Thursday, April 8, 2010
sLpy
i'm so slpy!!!! slept at 7 plus this mornin then woke up at 1 plus in the afternoon.. bcoz some stuff happen at hm.. tt's y slept so damn "early".. wahahaha.. cant concentrate much.. gonna slp super early tdy.. i cant wait for tml meetin w steph.. miss her lots le.. haha.. nt goin to blog much tdy.. my mind is fallin aslp liao.. tired!!!! nite!!!

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9:16 PM

Friday, April 2, 2010
another no title de post.. lazy to think of one tdy too.. plus i'm quite tired.. i'm at bf hus nw.. he is slpin like a pig la.. i wanted to slp bt wearin contact lens n his hus no solution for contact lens so nvr slp lo.. find things to do lo.. ytd night went out for movie w bf n his pals n steph too.. watched clash of the titans.. was nt bad la.. haha.. aft tt he came ovr my hus liao.. so nw is me at his hus waiting for his mum to call then we go have dinner tgt.. i'm quite full nw actually bt nvm.. ltr eat abit too lo.. i guess tonight gt no programmes goin on ba.. tonight might b a borin day.. haiz.. anyway, tml meetin bf to go out then aft tt will b party-in w gals.. hopefully tml will b a fun night for me. dun wanna b smash by anyone.. i reali need to relax aft feelin so emo, moody n tensed this few days.. i need to do things properly le!!!! haiz...

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5:41 PM