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food for thought : haf sum wholesome home-cooked mealz...

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Back to 1st gear...

I have been moving too fast in certain things in my life. I wanna sit back and relax and enjoy the ride. What's the rush anyway? I want growth and advancement to be steady... live the rest of my life one day at a time. Maybe as I embrace the slow and steady pace of life, I'll end up in the most unexpected of places.

I wish Penang was like how it was 10 years ago. Slow... and steady. But even Penang has caught up with the rush to be on the rush - if that made any sense. Change is inevitable I guess, but I want it slow.. that's how I really am inside.. slow.. to change..


WillZ

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

I was fired...

...up to catch the final episode of The Apprentice after watching it last nite.

But I didn't wanna wait for another week. So I decided to download it. But I didn't know which season this was, and which episode I'm suppose to download. So I googled. And I found a link called http://apprentice.tv.yahoo.com/03/index.html. Bad choice. If you're waiting to watch The Apprentice next week, don't click on the above mentioned link. You will regret it. Believe me.

The first thing that screams at your face is this - XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX, YOU'RE HIRED! Don't go counting the Xs to figure out the name. I'm not THAT stupid to spoil it for you. Besides, there's no contestant with the name Kothandabanysoomi.

But it doesn't matter to me, not like it's Singapore Idol where I wanted to find out which lesser evil of the two won it. Everyone knows Jac rocks.

So, don't click on that link. It's scarier than the "Say it once, say it twice" exorcist trick. Jay, you want me to download the episode for you or don't got want?


WillZ

Monday, May 23, 2005

Awww...

Stole a very sad line from a fren's blog...

"But most of them were sad-looking. Tak sampai hati to photograph some of them also. Especially a little owl that was chained to a tree stump. Depressing, man."

and a joke...

Q : What's the difference between beer nuts and deer nuts?

A : Beer nuts costs $2.50, while deer nuts are under a buck.

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There you go, a how-to on keeping your site interesting... 'link' to others... symbiosis...


WillZ

This is just a joke...

Q : What do you get when you throw a piano down a mine shaft?

A : Ab minor.


WillZ

Sunday, May 22, 2005

Things you learn...

...at lifetrax

1) God is a person. He can be understood. It's religion that makes God untouchable.

2) God does not HAVE love, nor does He USE love. He IS love.

3) When God doesn't want us to do a certain thing, it's not motivated by law, it's motivated by love - He doesn't want us to be hurt.

4) If God is eternal, without beginning or end - why do you expect to know Him totally?

5) Do you know everyone lives forever? Everyone has eternal life? It's where they spend it.

6) God is unchanging. His methods are unpredictable, but His character is the same. He healed ppl differently - mud on eyes, rise up and walk.. but the healing characteristic of His is the same.

7) God is what He does, and does what He is.

8) The 10 commandments, you break one = you break all.

9) Every time we bag ourselves and say we're no good, we're saying that there is a stripe missing on Jesus' whipped back. We're saying His work is not complete. We're saying our names are missing from His stripes. The movie The Passion Of The Christ had the scene of Jesus being whipped going for around 10 minutes. We're saying God left your name out of the billions of sinners' names etched on Jesus' back. We're saying Jesus was whipped for nothing. (I watched the movie again, and saw how Jesus though He couldn't take it anymore, stood up again for them to cane Him when He saw His ppl. It was for us.)

10) We might have no courage to 'do' a Christian life of law, but we have the grace to live it.

11) God loves us as much as the Father loved Jesus.

12) I don't deserve it (grace), but I'm gonna take it.

13) Works = Paying for something that has been paid for. God can't judge us twice, He has already judged Jesus! We don't pay the same speeding tickets twice, do we?

14) God was pleased with Jesus even before Jesus completed His work of dying for us, Matt 3:16 / Mark 1:11 / Luke 3:22 - "This is my Son, whom I love; with Him I am well pleased."

15) Good character produces good works, not the other way around.

16) How can people know we're Christians? How do we witness for Christ? Well, it can be seen through our WORDS and LIFESTYLE.

17) The gospel is not a gospel of judgement, it's more the gospel of love and grace. John 3:16-18 "For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish, but have eternal life. For God did not send the Son into the world to judge the world, but that the world should be saved through Him."

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Amazing Biblical foundations that are good to know in a refreshing manner never perceived before. Sign up for lifetrax man.


WillZ

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Down to earth, up in heaven...

B.D.A. - Better Days Ahead..

Discovered one band that really has honest lyrics! This one is about a guy and a Christian girl, and really seeing something more in her, something.. Someone Greater... check out the band if you've got the resources..

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Verse 1:
She says she's just a girl
I think there's something more
She says You changed her world

And the smile on her face is a dead giveaway
And I just got to know

Chorus:
So won't you tell me
Is there something more to You
Maybe You could be the one for me
And turn my life into
Just what I need
Maybe You could save my soul
Maybe You could be my best friend, too
Maybe You

Verse 2:
There's something in her eyes
Something behind her smile
She says You changed her life

Well maybe You or maybe not
All I want is what she's got
And I just got to know

Bridge:
She says no one knows her like You do
She says she's nothing without You
And all I know is that I need You, too
Cause I can't see her without seeing You

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Such a sweet and sugar high song... I want that too... to see God when I see her... hahaha...


WillZ

Peace...

Phil 4:4-9

4 Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! 5 Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. 6 Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7 And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

8 Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable — if anything is excellent or praiseworthy — think about such things. 9 Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me — put it into practice. And the God of peace will be with you.


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Been praying for peace in my heart and mind for the past uncountable days, weeks, months and years. If there's one thing that I really want to feel is divine love, joy and peace.

Was just sitting at work, when a simple peace dropped into my heart. Why? I have no idea. There was nothing going through my mind. No significant event. Nothing. Just a certain sense of peace that transcends all understanding.

Oh well, I've got peace.. now for the love and joy.


WillZ

Monday, May 16, 2005

A Faithful God...

A very long one. Don't read if you're gonna get bored.

This is a testimony by one of the members of my church back in Penang. Don't think I've met him 'cause the past 4 years I was in Melbourne. The robbery was highlighted in the local newspapers in January.

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I would like to thank and praise God that I am able to stand here before you today because of the goodness, grace, mercies, and the protection of the Lord.

I would like to thank Pastor Isaac, Pastor Jessilyn and Pastor Thomas, my Tg. Bungah 2 cell leader and members of Penang Christian Centre, for their unceasing prayers and support during the most crucial moments of my life.

I was almost dead but my God made all things beautiful and gave me a new lease of life. I am very grateful and thankful to God for His unfailing love and mercies for He never leave me nor forsake me during the darkest hours of my life. In fact His light shines brightly through during the hopeless situation I was in. Praise the lord!

The Bible says in Revelation 12:11 we overcome Satan by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of our testimony.

My name is Eric Yeow and I am a 26-year old single from Alor Setar, Kedah. I accepted Christ as my Lord and Savior only 2 years ago through my uncle and spiritual father, Andrew Ang. My father is a staunch Buddhist, my mother is a free thinker and my 2 younger school-going brothers are also not Christians.

I worked as a shop assistant in one of the shops at Gurney Plaza.

Since my first day of work, I have protested about having to do banking for the company. So on 10 January 2005 at about 2:30 pm, I reluctantly delivered my company’s weekend cash collection to Maybank at Cantonment Road, Penang. The bank was only 5 mins. ride by motorcycle from my working place.

As usual, when I reached the bank, I parked my motorcycle and got ready to enter the bank to deposit the cash which I was carrying in my bag behind me. Suddenly, a man came towards my back and pulled my bag. Without thinking, I pulled the bag to my front. In desperation, the robber used a gun to shoot me at close range. He fired straight at my head. Praise the Lord, I was saved by the helmet which I was wearing. By God’s grace the bullet skidded off.

Unsatisfied with his attempt, the robber fired 2 more shots at my upper right chest. Unfortunately, both the bullets went straight down my body, damaging my right lung, liver, small intestine, the diaphragm and two broken ribs. Then one bullet lodged in my liver and the other one in my pelvic area.

I was still conscious and shouting for help. I remember shouting ‘Jesus help, Jesus help’ as I fell down on the road in front of the bank. I was lying on the road helplessly and thinking whether any of my loved ones and friends would ever know of my situation. It was most unfortunate that I was at the wrong place and the wrong time. Sadly nobody gave me a helping hand though there were so many on lookers.

Thank God He must have sent one small sized lady to come and help carry me into her car. My whole body was covered with blood. She sent me to the Adventist hospital at Burmah Road.

I was still conscious when the doctors rushed to help me and I pleaded with them to do something quickly to save me. I felt so helpless at that time. I cried to Jesus for help as I saw my life flashed before me. That moment my thoughts were on my loved ones and my uncle. I told myself I am not going to die yet until I see them and Lord Jesus, please have mercy on me.

I thought I was not going to make it as the damage was so bad and extensive and my whole body was completely soaked with blood. I heard the doctors calling for more blood and as I commit my life and destiny into God’s mighty hands, I passed out.

After 2 hours in Adventist Hospital with the doctors not able to do much to stop my bleeding, I was sent to the Penang General Hospital. In GH, I later found out I have used 25 pints of blood in total.

During the first 48 crucial hours, I was told by my attending doctors that they have almost given up on me. The chief surgeon, Dr. Hamsah, even left the operating room at one point to pray to his god for divine help as he never expected my wounds to be so extensive and my condition was so much worse than he thought.

The surgeons told my family that my chances of survival were only 2%. The surgeons were helpless as they were unable to stop the bleeding after operating on me for nearly 6 hours.

Then they decided to call in top liver specialists from Selayang Hospital, Selangor for assistance. Praise God that 4 senior surgeons were able to come on the second day. Before I was pushed into the operating room on the 2nd day for the 2nd operation, the surgeons told both my father and uncle to prepare for the worst. The surgeons said that if I continue to bleed, they will have to let me go and I will die. Thank you that Jesus, You did not let me go yet! Amen!! Hallelujah!!

All these information were kept from my mother. I was told that she fainted 3 times outside the operating room as she could sense the hopeless situation. I would like to thank all the sisters and brothers who literally camped in the hospital to comfort my family. Praise be to God.

The 2nd operation also lasted six hours. Finally, by the grace of God, the bleeding stopped. However, the surgeons have to leave the bullets in my body. They told my family that when I have regained my strength I will have to go through another 2 operations to remove the bullets.

When my family heard that my bleeding had stopped, without any hesitation, both my father and mother hug my uncle and shouted “thank you Jesus, thank you Jesus”. Hallelujah. Both my parents accepted Jesus as their Savior the next day. Praise be to God!

I could not believe it at first as my father is not only a very staunch Buddhist but for the past 30 years he has been volunteering to help in many temples in Alor Setar. He is known in many of these temples and will not so easily become a Christian. Praise God that he has now completely stopped helping out in the temples and worshipping the true and living God. For he was very disappointed with his so-called members for not coming forward nor show concern during the time I was fighting for my life in the hospital.

I have written both my parents’ names in the book of life cards in PCC for the last 2 years and have been praying for their salvation. As I looked back, I would say that what I went through was worth it to see my parents saved. Praise the Lord! God is good and He makes all things beautiful in His time.

I was unconscious in the ICU ward for nearly 10 days. During that time, my condition was still very critical. My whole body was hooked up to many tubes and equipments and I was breathing through a respirator. At one time, I have very high fever and was breathless. My parents were very worried that I may not get well. The cell members and PCC prayed for me and thank God that the fever went off. When I regained consciousness, I thank God that the excessive bleeding and high fever did not damage my brain. I was able to remember and recognize my family and cell members

Then on 27th January 2005, another miracle happened to me. Not even the doctors could understand or explain how this can happen. One of the bullets that were lodged in my damaged liver moved into my damaged intestine and I passed it out. This is an amazing miracle of God. “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible” – Matt 19:26. The other bullet has now shifted from the pelvic area to my buttock near the anus. Praise the lord!! I pray that the Sovereign Lord will cause the 2nd bullet to pass out also.

After 21 bumpy days, I was transferred out of ICU to a special ward on the 1st floor. I was in this special ward for only one week as my condition continues to stabilize. There were a lot of fears in me because of what I have gone through. Thank God that by this time I can read my Bible. Through prayers and reading God’s Word, all my fears have now gone.

My uncle who works in Ipoh sacrifices a lot of his time traveling to and from Penang to see me in the Hospital. As Chinese New Year approaches, he told me that he would like me and my family to celebrate Chinese New Year with him in Ipoh. I was very excited but I knew it may not be possible as my condition did allow me to travel. We prayed that God will grant me the desire of my heart and that I will be discharged before Chinese New Year.

Then the day before Chinese New Year eve I was transferred out to the public ward C10 as my condition further improved. On Chinese New Year Eve, 8th February 2005, my family members, friends and my uncle visited me. They were all hoping that I would be discharged on that day and that was my desire too. Unfortunately the doctors advised that it was not possible for me to be discharged as I still have a number of tubes attached and they needed to observe me for another 2 to 3 days before they can make any decision.

On that morning, one of the chief police inspectors came to the hospital to take my statement. After recording my statement, what surprised all of us including the patients besides me was that the police inspector took out his wallet and gave my father Rm150.00. He told my father this money is for me to celebrate Chinese New Year. Once again, I experienced the favour of God upon my life.

My parents and family members stayed with me until 3pm when they were told to go home as I will not be discharged yet. They were very disappointed with this news. But all glory to God, the hospital called my uncle at 4pm on his hand phone and informed him that I can go home. My family members and I were overjoyed to hear the good news. It is almost one month from the day I was shot. My parents rushed back to the hospital again to sign the discharge form.

I would not have been discharged if God did not intervene. I learned later that the nurse made a mistake and remove all the tubes from me when she was supposed to remove only one tube! My God really knows the desire of his children’s heart. Romans 8:31 says if God is with me who can be against me?

On 27th February 2005 my cell members came to our home in Alor Setar to remove all the idols and do house cleansing upon the request of my parents. Hallelujah!! My parents have agreed to be baptized soon in the church in Alor Setar. Amen!

Meanwhile, I was told to go to Selayang Hospital for a check-up of my liver on 7th March 2005. There was a blood spot on my liver and the surgeons may have to do an operation on me. I have already gone through much pain and mental suffering in the two operations and I did not want to go through another operation. I was worried and prayed to God to spare me this operation.

There were also other things that worried me – the financial aspect, accommodation in KL and the traveling. We committed all these to God and trust that He will in His sovereignty see us through.

My uncle contacted my company and told them of our problems. By God’s divine arrangement, my company arranged to put us up in a 4-star hotel, in KL instead of a run-down boarding house that we were planning to stay in. Also, they told us they are prepared to reimburse us for whatever medical expenses incurred during this check-up. Sadly till now they have not reimbursed yet. And few days ago I received a letter from my Company implying to terminate my service. Is going to be very difficult for me and my family financially but I know my God is testing my faith and will not abandon us. God is good. Amen!!

On the morning of 7th March 2005, after 1 ½ hours of scanning and testing, the doctors told me there is no need to have the operation as my damaged liver is recovering very well. Thank God for answering my prayers.

However, the two stitched wounds on my abdomen need to be attended to daily at any clinic. I was worried as there was a continuous discharge of pus from the wounds even though I kept it dry. I came back to Penang to stay with my uncle and he took me to a nearby clinic at Tg. Tokong for the daily dressing.

Again I believe it was God’s divine arrangement for me to be attended to by this Malay lady doctor. When she saw the discharge, she realized that there must be some cause for it. As she probed around my wounds she found 5 long threads with crude knots embedded in the wounds which the surgeon overlooked and did not remove. All of the doctors in Alor Setar, Ipoh and Selayang who attended to me also overlooked these threads. This Malay lady doctor pulled out all the threads and perform another small operation on me just a few days ago and now the wounds are healing well. Praise the Lord.

Brothers and sisters, I believe all things are possible with God if we only believe and trust in His sovereign will even though it is not always easy. God has done so many miracles for me, one after another. During my desperate moments, He pulled me out from the jaws of death and gave me a new lease of life. And He saved my parents from eternal condemnation and gave them eternal life. I know God can also do the same for you and your loved ones for the Bible say God is no respecter of persons.
Jesus loves you and He knows our every problem. Come to Him as you are.

Please continue to remember me in your prayers that I will gain strength and health from day to day and as I surrender myself to Him as dirty clay in the Potter’s mighty Hands to be re-constructed daily and to be used by Him for His Glory for I know God has not finished with me yet.

Thank you for the time given to me and God bless you all.

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WillZ

Brown leaves and empty twigs...

Such a lovely tune...

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
And taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
A little bird who'll sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
What you and I spoke of
Others only dream of the love that I love

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive
Now you and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
more importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out of

and it's okay if you have go away
just remember the telephone works both ways
and if I never ever hear it ring
if nothing else I'll think the bells inside
have finally found you someone else and that's okay
cause I'll remember everything you sang

you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out of words.

~ jasonmraz


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A: though wish I could be in Aust
B: so i should treasure it huh?
A: yup...
B: haha.. but life here can b lacking la... one thing i really feel is loneliness ...as we get older i think we really wish that someone will go thru life with us...
A: u remind me of the wedding singer song...

I wanna make you smile whenever you’re sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

I’ll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I’ll miss you
I’ll kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

I’ll need you
I’ll feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you’ve had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you


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I think it's amazing to just sit in my room and look out the window. Autumn is coming to an end and winter is just a few weeks away. I wanna take a snapshot of my view now, cos it gives me a "What am I doing with my life?" kinda feel. Not like "What am I doing with my life?!?!?!" but more of like... "Wow... what did I do to my life?".. so many ideals that I thought would come true.. all the hopes of a youthful heart.. seems distant. I want to enjoy life. Hmm.. what brought me here? To be sitting and looking at browns leaves and empty twigs...


WillZ

Friday, May 13, 2005

Happy Birthday KewlZ...

Donno if you read my blogs.. but just in case you do, or stumble across this post 10 years from now... here's a "HAPPY BARFDAY SPOUSEY!"... and I still don't have your number..

Thanks for the good years, may the force be with you... and don't get married before I do.. it's a circle of trust thing... circle of trust... wooo...


WillZ

Till death do us part...

Habakkuk 3:17-19

Though the fig tree does not bud
and there are no grapes on the vines,
though the olive crop fails
and the fields produce no food,
though there are no sheep in the pen
and no cattle in the stalls,

Yet I will rejoice in the LORD,
I will be joyful in God my Savior.

The Sovereign LORD is my strength;
He makes my feet like the feet of a deer,
He enables me to go on the heights.

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May nothing come between You and I.


WillZ

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Love song for a sinner...

You are my world, you are my child
And I laid down my life for you;
You are my world, the one I love
No one could ever take your place.


Here are some random thoughts that bored IT technicians have at 3am in the morning.

It's one thing to know God loves you for who you are...
It's another to KNOW God loves you for who you are...
Just think of it...
There's not one thing that you can do to make Him love you more...
There's not one thing that you can do to make Him love you less...
If that is a constant fact, and God never changes... who then, changes?

Feeling special is knowing you're numero uno after God, in someone's heart..



WillZ

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

CCHB CD update...

Sweetness... it contains :

Indescribable... now I can use it in the nearing weeks...
How Great Is Our God...
He Reigns (Hmm.. must have like special event to sing this one)
Nothing But The Blood...
and Running After You (PS)...

Good 5 tracks they are introducing...
Now now... apparently someone at CCK has been listening to Passion '05 =)

Indescribable is a song that reminds me of who He is... Takes my eyes off who I am...


WillZ

This is getting personal...

I HATE MACS.

Don't ever talk to me about apple macs. If you're a mac salesperson, don't walk into hell by introducing me to macs. I won't even explain to you why I hate macs before I pull the trigger and watch the bullet collide with your brain inside your skull between your eyes. I don't wanna hear why macs are good. When mac users talk about how good their macs are, they are probably just justifying themselves just to feel better for paying $xxxx for a piece of paperweight. macs don't even deserved to be given a capital M when referred to. This is getting personal.


WillZ

ps - author was using the blog as a way of 'ventilation'. but still, he really does hate / abhor / despise macs.

Monday, May 09, 2005

Business ideas...

Concepts I need to jot down!

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1) Open a coffee shop called "The Worst Food In Penang".

Get hawkers that sell good food and use the name as a marketing strategy.
People have never tasted the worst food in Penang before, especially tourist. So they'll go "Eh, wanna go eat the worst food in Penang or not? Ppl tell me it's really the worst leh.. come la.. let's go try.."

If they order the food and it turns out really nice, they'll think "WAHHHH... the worst food in Penang is actually super good leh... can't imagine how the best food would taste like! This one oredi taste like heaven... so does the best food taste like the heaven ppl go to when they die in heaven?"

If the food turns out really bad they can't complain either. I delivered what I promised. I already told them it's the worst food in Penang wat. They got what they paid for. In fact they should leave some pretty good comments like "Good on you! The food really tastes like shit... I tried shit when I was a young toddler and so far this shit is as close as it can get! You really know how to bring out the horrible taste and it really stands out. Especially the first bite.. it made me wanna vomit! 5 stars out of 5! Highly recommended..."

2) "The 2nd best Laksa in Penang"

Everyone claims to be the best. Best Hokkien Mee.. Best Nasi Kandar.. you walk down the streets of Pulau Tikus and you get like maybe 50 coffee shops (YES.. you can get that many coffee shops..) and they got ppl who claim to be the best. So which is the best??? All also claim to be the best.. where got meaning rite? I will open one stall that says 2nd best. At least I'm honest. If you can't find the top Laksa in Penang.. getting the number 2 isn't dat bad rite? 2nd best of the 500 laksa sellers in Penang.. I'd say that's pretty impressive.

3) Buy one 30c, buy two RM1.40.

The key to getting more human traffic is human traffic. Driving down the streets of Penang you'd know which stall has good food by judging the number of ppl eating there. Those that have a lot of ppl eating there will usually get remarks like "Wah.. so many ppl eating there.. must be ho liau... one day must come try hor..".

How do you attract ppl to your stall then? Buy one 30c, buy two RM1.40. Let's say you sell Nasi Lemak.. when ppl come to your stall they see your sign and they'll wanna buy one packet of your nasi lemak bcos it's CHEAP. Other stalls sell for 70 cents leh. The thing is, you can only buy ONE packet.. if you want TWO packets you gotta queue up and buy again. Will they queue up again? YES.. cos it's 30 cents.. it's CHEAP. If they buy two packets in the same purchase it'll cost them 70 cents per packet.. same price with the next door Ah Pek's Nasi Lemak already.

Picture this scenario - Lunch time in your office, 20 staff members. Everyone super hungry. They cannot assign you to buy the 30c Nasi Lemak for them bcos can only buy one at one time.. rite? If they ask you to queue up again n again to buy for 20 times they will hafta wait longer for their lunch to arrive. So the whole office go buy together. Instantly you got 20 fellas coming to your stall to buy during lunchtime.. as opposed to only one fella buying 20 packets.

Ppl going past your stall see your nasi lemak so many ppl buy.. they oso will wanna buy one. Confirm eh. 30c only u know. "Wah... two for RM1.40, one for 30c... cheaper to buy one hor.. GIMME ONE! GIMME ONE! SO CHEAP! I WANT ONE... don't want TWO ok??" You get TV and poster ads showing off products with the tagline "You want ONE of these." As if like so scared ppl dowan to buy their product. Just use my tactic la.. confirm they want ONE rite?

That is how you maintain the amount of human traffic coming to your hawker stall.

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WillZ

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Enter His Gates...

If you've never visited this site and you've got broadband, go for it!
So many good songs to invite into your home... awesome... and it is very likely that your church might sing the songs there in the near future =)

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VERSE 1:
Father I see that you are drawing a line in the sand
And I want to be standing on your side, holding your hand
So let your kingdom come, let it live in me
This is my prayer, this is my plea

CHORUS:
Let the worshippers arise
Let the sons and the daughters sing
I surrender in my all
I surrender to the King

VERSE 2:
Father I hear it growing louder
The song of your redeemed
As the saints of every nation
Are awakening to sing
From our hearts there comes an anthem
Oh, hear the heavens ring
This is our song, a song to our King!

~ PCD



WillZ

Open skies...

This is what it's all about Lord...

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Praise Him under open skies
Everything breathing praising God
In the company of all who love the King
I will dance, I will sing
It could be heavenly
Turn the music loud, life my voice and shout

From where I am
From where I've been
He's been there with me
He's built a monument
His very people
So let His people
Sing, sing, sing

PRE-CHORUS:
And it's so wonderful
Just to be here now

CHORUS:
Praise Him under open skies
Everything breathing praising God
In the company
Of all who love the King

Praise Him under open skies
Everything breathing praising God
In the company of all who love the King
Let us dance, let us sing
It could be heavenly
Turn the music loud and sing

Lift your voice to heaven
Lift up your head and sing
To the One who gave his love
This is our offering
Lift your voice to heaven
Lift up your head and sing
To the One who gave His son
Here our lives we bring

From wherever you are
Wherever you've been
He's been there
So let his people sing

And it's so wonderful to be here now
Wherever you are wherever you've been
He's been there

~ davidcrowderband



WillZ

Saturday, May 07, 2005

Coming up slowly...

Amazing Grace I feel you coming up slowly now
Like the sun is risin', heat on my face
Oh love that keeps on shinin', don't let the shadow come
Ya know I gotta feel your healin' rays

~ jarsofclay



WillZ

Suicide...

I wonder how many Christian would've done it... if it doesn't mean we're taking our lives into our own hands... and risk missing our ticket to heaven...


WillZ

Held by Your love...

Bob Fitts has got this awesome album in I Will Bow to You. So many songs that made me wanna just spend time sitting at His feet... under His comfort...

VERSE 1
I'm held by Your love
Upheld by Your strength
On Your shoulders You bore me
By Your faith I stand

Cherished by You, Lord
Treasured in Your sight
So close to Your heart
Held firm in Your hand

CHORUS
So awesome is Your love
So mighty is Your hand
On eagle's wings You carry me
Your grace shall be my strength

So perfect is Your love
You sacrificed Your Son
Amazing love reached out to me
With joy to You I come

VERSE 2
Not by my wisdom
Not by my strength
Gently You guide me
Lead me by hand

Total surrender
Jesus I am Yours
Now and forever
In Christ I now stand


"Our God is so awesome, so compassionate, so kind."
"God never sleeps, God has no jetlag. All night while we're asleep, He looks at us."

Abba... Abba... Abba...
Abba... Abba...
Abba... help me surrender...


WillZ

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Blindness...

If there's one sense that I do not wanna lose... it's sense of sight.

I was blinded for 2 days before back in my college days. Was the catcher for a game of Captain's ball (boy.. played so much of dat) and my fren was the keeper. Being the nice fren that he was, he tried to block a ball coming towards me but his index finger went into my right eye instead. The fingernail scratched part of my pupil and I couldn't open my eyes for 2 days bcos it hurt when I did. For that 2 days I was moving around my house by feeling wat was around me. I wanted to see but I couldn't. That was when I decided I'd never ever want to be blind.

It was very frustrating to be blind... I knew I'd be fine in a few days' time, but I cannot imagine it'd be like to lose my sight permanently. Honestly, I'd cry for a few days and feel depressed. How long before I'd pick myself up again? Well.. I seriously don't know. Imagine not being able to see how your bed looks like, not to be able to capture the beauty of your loved one with your eyes, not even be able to see how a butterfly flutters.

It might not be as bad, but I think being blinded in terms of wat to do wif life is really tough too. Searching in the dark... not knowing which way is the best to go. I've begun to think if I'm wasting my youth away in this land called Melbourne. It really feels like there is so much more I can enjoy back home.. I don't want to make a mistake by staying here and lose out on things like job stability and a clear sense of direction in life. Ya, God knows the plans He has for us,.. but what if we chose 2nd best thinking it's the best? It's not the best feeling when u know ur peers are getting married, getting promotions.. have savings that are like 100 times more than urs. I'm getting worried that I might miss the boat. Sorry if you're thinking "Willie you think too much". I cannot help it, this is my responsibility.. to make wise decisions in life.

I need a clear direction from You Lord. Don't leave me hanging anymore. I'm getting tired of holding on to a piece of string. I need to be reminded of things that I remind others of. I need to live out Your promises. I need to scream ARGHHHHHH!!!!!


WillZ

Monday, May 02, 2005

That 90's Show...

I can feel You flowing through me
Holy Spirit come and fill me up
Come and fill me up

Love and mercy fill my senses
I am thirsty for Your presence Lord
Come and fill me up

Lord let Your mercy wash away all of my sin
Fill me completely with Your love once again
I need You, I want You
I love Your presence


Vineyard - Winds of Worship... those were the days... The song's so 'move in the Spirit', it's like totally pentecostal. Can still remember how ppl broke loose just praying in tongues, the Holy Spirit just manifesting. It was scary for some, for others it was God. I feel so mild now when I compare how much my church practised moving / praying / singing in the Spirit in Penang.

All of those were good... who can forget the various manifestations of the HS that I've seen and experienced. But what is mind boggling to me as I listened to this song wasn't the things I experienced in Penang Christian Centre. What amazed me was how far I've come since serving in the worship team there. Honestly, I think I've improved HEAPS in terms of my worship leading + bass and guitar playing. The journey seemed so long!

I really wanna thank God for giving me the opportunity to serve despite being so limited in my playing back in those days. Bass runs weren't smooth... my electric guitar playing was HORRIGIBLE... knowledge of electric guitar effects were so little. Yet God granted me the chance to play for a state-wide event on National Day... used me in National Assemblies of God AGMs... allowed me to lead state-wide combined Youth rallies.

Ya, I could've done much better if I knew then what I know now. But I guess God knew then what I know now. He knew I had to go through things to shape and mold me. Like Abraham, He set me on a journey and gave me no waypoints. When I look back, I realised I've changed a lot skill-wise.. but what never changed was my desire to be in awe of His presence as I worshipped. I may have lost, hurt, discouraged, stripped of hope... but it doesn't change the fact that He is the magnificent God. I understand now what Don Moen said in his album regarding the questions we have of why this person or that person wasn't healed, but it doesn't change the fact that God is a healing God.

I now have to look forward, to walk by faith that He is still the same God. The same God that will provide me with light on my pathway when I need it. I'm facing huge difficulties in that walk, I don't know how long I'll push on for. I really have to be very soft to His wisdom for me, His voice.

May the meditation of Your Word be the confession of my heart and mouth, Lord.


WillZ