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...to feel so a part, yet feeling so apart.

To someone it meant everything, his all; to another it meant nothing at all..


WillZ

...isn't about thinking thoroughly what you will lose and the risk you will be taking...

It is about knowing what the need is, what the requirements are, and doing your best to make sure you meet it.

With that in place, you leave no room to ponder about whether it is worth losing that much... rather, you'd discover how precious it is to meet the need.


WillZ

4 movies @ GSC Queensbay Mall in a day.
1) Happy Feet
2) Casino Royale
3) Cicak Man
4) Eragon

Quite an achievement. Don't think I'll get to do it again.
Same guy greeting us when we enter the cinema, same guy saying goodbye as we leave.
Same Storm presentation before every movie.
Same toilet cubicle used for every toilet break.
Same routine after every toilet break :- Re-enter cinema for next movie. Hide water bottle in pants.

What a thing to be proud of. Should I keep the ticket stubs?


WillZ

...I just know.
And I'd feel really stupid, really.

But still...


WillZ

Galatians 6:9
Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.

Proverbs 20
5 The purposes of a man's heart are deep waters,
but a man of understanding draws them out.

6 Many a man claims to have unfailing love,
but a faithful man who can find?

9 Who can say, "I have kept my heart pure;
I am clean and without sin"?

22 Do not say, "I'll pay you back for this wrong!"
Wait for the LORD, and he will deliver you.

24 A man's steps are directed by the LORD.
How then can anyone understand his own way?

Psalm 141:3
Set a guard over my mouth, O LORD; keep watch over the door of my lips.

Hebrews 11:1
Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.

My eyes have often failed me. There is much that I long to see, much that I got to trust that You saw, that You have not forsaken me and turned a blind eye.

So many things. So so many. Are they all for only You and I?
God is God and I am not.


WillZ

Isa 55
6 Seek the LORD while He may be found,
Call upon Him while He is near.

8 “ For My thoughts are not your thoughts,
Nor are your ways My ways,” says the LORD.
9 “ For as the heavens are higher than the earth,
So are My ways higher than your ways,
And My thoughts than your thoughts.

10 “ For as the rain comes down, and the snow from heaven,
And do not return there,
But water the earth,
And make it bring forth and bud,
That it may give seed to the sower
And bread to the eater,
11 So shall My word be that goes forth from My mouth;
It shall not return to Me void,
But it shall accomplish what I please,
And it shall prosper in the thing for which I sent it.

Thank You Lord for Your grace. Not one day goes by without me needing You in my life. Inevitably sin against God and men. Thank You for Your Word.

How then do I trust the Lord? By trusting His Word.

As surely as night meets the day, and day meets the night... He will bring to pass the promises He made. No word returns void.

Romans 8:28 - All things work together for good to those who love Him.

Not everything will be good. Some will be, others will be bad. A spice by itself tastes bitter, but when blended together it produces good curry. It's hard to believe in the good when things are not doing great. When we do not understand why the bitter is there, but we can trust that God allowed it to be there to produce good.

Read the Word, Pray, live righteously with integrity.
There's no need to live up to the expectations of others, build a strong foundation so that when the time is right, God gives and you will be ready to handle it. Otherwise you will be stressed about performing.

Seek the approval of God, not men. Find validation in God, not men. Let the steps be ordained by God, not men.

Be strong and courageous. More than ever, be strong and courageous.

If that be Your will, grant me the peace that surpasses all understanding to embrace it, that I may abide in You.

More than I could hope or imagine, according to Your power that works in me. Not my own but Yours O God.

Back to the roots. Remembering how it was, who I was. It is as though a time lapse occurred. Can the two come together?

Thank You for preserving my life, after what happened today. Thank You for giving me a chance to live. That I can still breathe. To be able to wake up breathing, is a blessing.. every single day.

A time for everything. In Your time, Lord.
Make things beautiful in Your time.
It is tough. But I guess it is time.


WillZ