life has been pretty boring these few days... can't online, can't blog... just do lab reports - 3 lab reports per week... plus assignments, tutorials, projects.... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! when you were so busy with your life, other things seem so insignificant...
now tat i've spent 5 hours in library today... and 8 hours yesterday... i began to have this feeling of loneliness.... feeling of emptiness.... actually, no feeling at all...
confused? what i meant is... the feeling of falling in love.
what is love? how does it tastes like to fall in love with someone? to secretly admire someone? all these feelings had lost completely from my life... COMPLETELY. i have no memories or whatsoever of all these anymore...
alright.... so good thing or bad thing?
good thing in a way that i am free from another problem-causing thing.... and no need to worry when pimples grow, when i hav bad hair day or even hav vege stucked in between my teeth.
bad? in the sense that i missed one crucial part of teenage life...
and to make it worse.... i'm 19, turning 20.... I DUN WAN TO WASTE MY TEENAGE LIFE AWAY!!!! I WANT TO ENJOY TO THE MAX!!!!!!!!!!
on the brighter side, i might have to continue with this kind of life for i-don't-even-know-how-long...
as a good student, not getting involve with these things is really ideal... but as someone who loves to have fun... life looks so boring and dull to me... =.='''
and how about this?
I MISS YOU!!! =)
i wish i could say this to someone... but who ?
so for all of you out there... who is secretly loving someone, enjoy this feeling... cos it's the best feeling in d world. haha! really... serious.... ^^
Love is in the air~~~
Friday, January 29, 2010
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
TO THOSE PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO THINKS IT IS FUN TO MAKE OWN CONCLUSIONS AND ASSUMPTIONS BEFORE KNOWING THE TRUTH, PLEASE TAKE NOTE.
the other day i was chatting with someone and we came across this discussion regarding his so-called "brothers" going for an adventure. i asked why he did not join the adventure (it was to be on the next day of our conversation) and he told me that none of the "brothers" called and asked him about the adventure (as in whether he want to join them or not).
you might ask me the same question i asked him : then how you know there's this outing when no one told you?
ANSWER : cos one of the "brother" told him that he'll be going to this certain place with those "brothers" on the next day.
feeling that maybe he (the person i was sms-ing with at that time) might want to join his "brothers" and don't want to feel left out, i sms-ed some of these "brothers", asking for one of them punya number (as i assumed he's the organiser, of course u need to find the organiser if you want to be involved with sth, right?).
and so how the story ended? it ended with NONE of the "brothers" replying me. and ME getting a scolding from this friend for trying to intervene with his business cos secretly asking for this "organiser's" number.
somemore?
a bunch of nonsense on one of the social website.
saying?
about me and that "organiser"
see the point?
they thought i was trying to get the number to get in touch with this guy cos i *like* him.
IS IT REALLY THAT FUN TO MAKE UP STORIES? WHY NOT BE DIRECTORS? BRAVO!!!!!!!!!!
what do you think should be the moral of my story?
never be a good person / middle person trying to repair someone's friendship with the others.
the other day i was chatting with someone and we came across this discussion regarding his so-called "brothers" going for an adventure. i asked why he did not join the adventure (it was to be on the next day of our conversation) and he told me that none of the "brothers" called and asked him about the adventure (as in whether he want to join them or not).
you might ask me the same question i asked him : then how you know there's this outing when no one told you?
ANSWER : cos one of the "brother" told him that he'll be going to this certain place with those "brothers" on the next day.
feeling that maybe he (the person i was sms-ing with at that time) might want to join his "brothers" and don't want to feel left out, i sms-ed some of these "brothers", asking for one of them punya number (as i assumed he's the organiser, of course u need to find the organiser if you want to be involved with sth, right?).
and so how the story ended? it ended with NONE of the "brothers" replying me. and ME getting a scolding from this friend for trying to intervene with his business cos secretly asking for this "organiser's" number.
somemore?
a bunch of nonsense on one of the social website.
saying?
about me and that "organiser"
see the point?
they thought i was trying to get the number to get in touch with this guy cos i *like* him.
IS IT REALLY THAT FUN TO MAKE UP STORIES? WHY NOT BE DIRECTORS? BRAVO!!!!!!!!!!
what do you think should be the moral of my story?
never be a good person / middle person trying to repair someone's friendship with the others.
-THE END-
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