Tuesday, November 29, 2005
jUz fiNish watChing 100% Entertainment, tOday's sHows Luo Zhi Xiang aka Xiaozhu de concert, a mini one though but today they show the procedures, their preparation and some of the concerts... is kool and damn kOol... but i cnt imagine that Yang Cheng Lin like bLaming xiaozhu's fans for leading her to sing the wrong words and forgetting the lyrics...and then when itz Lee Hom's turn to go up, the audiences were actually shouting "Luo ZHi Xiang SHOW" itz like so wrOng haha itz furnie though... There's actually one part i see and i felt damn touch, he left 2 seats, one for mOm and one for dad, his dad had pass away some time this year...and at the ending he shouted he did it, he finally hab a concert coz his dad's frenz would ask him " wHy he at the entertainment world so long yet he have never had a concert of his own at all" itz a sad thing that his dad could not see him performing... I can't endure anymore and cried...he also shouted "Mom I Love You" really touching... he also enduring and when he step out of the stage, he cried... He really had prove that he is good despite having people looking down on him in the past...really can feel that passion there, that feeling there that he really have work damn hard for this day to come true, and itz finally here i believe he is very happy and that his dad will be happy for him up in heaven *smilE* I don't know why he's not that pop in the asia... but at least i do knw that i support him even though he wouldn't come to spore to open a concert...but hope he knows that in many people's heart he's the best forever, XiaozHu jia yOu wOr !!!!!
Sunday, November 27, 2005
I very sad...jUz fInisH cRyInG...bcOz tOdaY daddy mUmmy & meimEi went to Changi Beach to play withOut mE... Ah zHen tOld mE yTd that daddy say find one day that i nvr study then go thEre plAy togEther and i was daMn fUckIng haPpy bOUt it lOrz and eNd up??? tOday gO withoUt mE... maybE cOz mY dOor lOck thEy cnt wakE mE uP bUt thEn can aLways usE the phOnE to cOr mY hP wakE mE uP mahz... i wOnt bLamE mY dad and mUm cOz i bElieve thEy nvr thInk of it coz not the fIrst timE i sLp sLp bUt then tHis tiMe is gO CHANGI BEACH TOGETHER LEHX and y didnt mY sis tot of cOring mE??? If say dUn wan mE to gO in thE first placE, tHen DUN let me knw bOut it and lEt me be happy and enD uP makE mE cRied like sHit !!! u kNow thIs kInd of fEeling??? Itz bEen agEs sIncE i gO oUt with dEm and nOw? hardLy got a chAnce to go out with dEm? and nOw??? wad the fUck is this? aM i stiL onE of tHis family? SomehOw i fEel i aLreadY dRift far away fRom dEm...whEn thEy are wOrking i am stUdying... wHen i am havIng hOlidays thEy are working & studyIng..... i stiL thOught that maybE nExt friday can go with thEm to changi beach coz no study thEn i cancel my trip to JB with bIb...( sOriE bIb...) bUt nOw evErythIng *pOofz* into thE skY... i am realy damn sad..... i dun wan to drift to far away from them... T_T
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
WAHAHAHA SO HAPPY!!! THE LIZARD IS OUT OF MY ROOM!!!at first it came out then my mom open the door then it went in again... then my sis and i keep spray BAYGON then it come out then hid behind the door there then DADDY COME TO THE RESCUE !!! wahaha... the lizard bery cute sia... tt time no tail now a small small bit of tail grow out wahaha... then after that my dad spray and caught it... it ran out then my dad put the BAYGON on top of it then it nvr run.. THEN I SAW ITZ TAIL THERE EEK BLOODY DE, then after that daddy take go behind and throw down with the tail.. sO happy !!! at least we nvr kill it haha
*phEw* wad a daY i haB today... today suppose to go and make a new ezlInk card bUt forgot to bRing mY IC wad sia... thEn thank gOd i nO nEed to go and mEet roN's mUm to pass mOi camerA thEn tmL i can go and makE mY ezLink wahaha...tOday first lessOn audtIng and itz likE hEll~ our group thing is finally settle... yUniz sacrifice herself and joIn thE candy's grouP and sO jOycE went to siti's so thE twO blAckiz can jOin haiz... whY isiz thE malay group hab to sacrifice... haiz... then teacher gave each group a stack and i reali mean A STACK of people and we hab to sort 'dem out and OH MY GOD LOR so hard haix... and tml stil hab to continue... then later @ accounting lezon, the 2 bLackiz so bU zi dong, hand ring is always theirs running stomping on the floor is 'dem also.. who they think they are man.. sh!t 'dem..when i rech home.. and bout to step into my room... DAMN THE LIZARD CAME OUT from behind my cupboard and guez what?!!!! IT RAN BACK IN!!!!!!! WHY DIDN'T IT GO AWAY AND RUN BACK INSIDE!!! how long am i suppose to live with that lizard? plz dun come disturb me when i'm slping man... oh mama
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
*SIGHZ* today so suay... i lost my lanyard and my ezlink card.. all my pics are gone... haix... why no one report my lost thingy why they so stingy...charlene.,. i now knw how u feel dat time except that i more ji dong haha... but forget it.. wadz done cannot be undone... that person whO took mY stuff bEtter waTch out hopE thE thundEr will strikE u and u met with unlucky incidents!!!!! haix.. hab to make a new ezlink le...today in sch.. i realise one thing... joyce suddenli bcum the joke of the class.. coz of her shoelace again.. why cant she heed our advise? she seems relax and heck care whoever said bout her shoe... haix... i reali envy her sia... then today we hab to group ourself for our subjects... and it realli happen alot of things... whY in ite stil got this kind of things huh? haix, when we finalli group ourself, then the bAstard twO blAck birds dun hab group... whO wUd want them to be in their group !!! they are sO anti, dun wan to come school, dun wan to do work? now tan say if we dun settle she will reshuffled or go by index. damn them man... hope tml will get a solution b4 i reali wil go bonkers....
Monday, November 21, 2005
tOday sCh finally start le... and the first thing u knw, we are late haha, but its alright...i was so happy when i saw my classmates i miss 'dem so muchie hehee... and the first thing that caught my eye when i step in the class is jOyce's new pair of shoe, although it does not hab a brand of its own, itz damn nice i tell ya, high-cut, black and pink lining and with words "hip-hop" but the prob is she didnt tie the shoe lace properly, we told her and she said "no lah the uncle say is lidat, i got another pair also lidat wad" gOsh she reali spolit the style of that pair of shoe... i juz cant believe it! but no matter wad we said, she juz wont listen... dUh~ my timetable for this semester is kool~ we go home earli earli haha!!! finally is our turn, last term rach they all always say "haha we going home liaoz BYEBYE enjoy wor" now is our turn WAHAHAHA
Sunday, November 20, 2005
ytD went outwith bOibOi to bugis to eat V8, wah i like 6 mths nvr go eat le, this time go there eat muz bE bEry nicE wahahaa... we reCh there rOund7++ and outside was queueing man... then while we eat, they will always play a VCD show, this time was the HK gangster show, Gu wa zai... thEn bEry kOol sia..y? coz they got a part nvr censor which is they are habIng sEx... O.O but nvr see the ger's boobs lahz, except that she's above the guy O.O and there was a kId nExt to my tablE !!!!! the mUm kEep feeding the child so she cant see haha and the dad continue watch, theres a couple's eyes was glue to the tb also haha... after that we went missha buy my things and we met kailing, wah she stil as pretty as ever and her tatoos *wOah* after that we went to wallet shop and we get each other a new wallet hehee....after that we went home rest and wait for 12.55am de Harry Potter show.. haha the shOw is kOol i tell ya.. harry grow alot hermonie grow alot ron grow alot too, the whole movie i was like *WOAH* itz reali fantazing and reali like fantasy..kOol~ also dunoe why my sis say not nice, say i watch liaoz will regret... i was like still thinking to watch again haha... guess i going to collect the whole set of harry potter haha kOolz man
Thursday, November 17, 2005
juz finish watching 100% Entertainment... gosh.. the feeling is still fresh in my heart and mind man~ when i saw xiaozhu i rmber he hold my hand.... i think i better dun think too much if not it might not come true hahaha =x
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
i'm feeling so great...rOn actually send me a msg saying "Caring also not all the time de mah" nice... can someone tell mi? Does a bf say this to a gf? wad is care? wad is love? who can tell mi?today somemore suppose to go back to my primary school with my sister to see the opening ceremoney and end up? my mood all any-o-how run... so dun feel like going doing this and that... damn (#@&)$&@%&@_%&#_&%@#_ sO sOrie sis.. know that u are angrew see ur face knw liao... i'm sorie
i woke up today smiling to myself...why? coz of my dream last night.. heheei actually dreamt that...i dunoe how... how i juz got xiaozhU's numbEr...and i tried to cor...hehee.. but the reception wasnt good so when he and i said "harlOw" the fone went off... the 2nd time i cor.. the operator say"He's currently at LineA plz cOr back later" erm... wadz tat? i dunOe... maybE reali is the reception bah since he at taiwan n me in spore... then 2 hrs later.. i tried calling again.. this time as the phone was dialling.. i was damn nervous...what should i say to him when he answer? when he pick up..."er..harlow...ni shi xiaozhu mah?" "who r u???" "er u dunoe me lah...but can tok tok mah???" and he actualli reali tok tok wor... but i think in real life it wont be this way bah hehee... then dunoe why tok half way we in conference, the other person is from spore also then i tot how come she also got the number sia... then juz tok lor nbm...hehee... then after that the next scene i appear to be in the same place as xiaozhu and 2 kids and a ger.. wad sia i tot teleport lehz i haben even dress nor doll up properly...hehee...but then he stil got tok to me ... then we were eating at a stall, taiwan noodle de special special haha... then after that he drove us to his house...then i ask him"erm...ur fone number...like everyone has it u not scare pple cor to disturb?" "nah its o klah, i like to have fun mah" with a smile wor on his face haha... then he drove the 2 kids home first then back to his house... woah his house is 2 storey and wide in space...then when i go to the toilet to wash my foot i saw a lizard and i scream then i hide coz i scare mah hehee then xiaozhu idiot lor he go catch and scare me.. then stil can bu xiao xin throw on me and i ran then knock onto Luo MaMa *Oopz* i keep apologizing and he and a ger and someone keep luffing....humph~ after that Xiaozhu hold my hand OH MY GOD THAT FEELING IS SO REAL !!!!! then to his room ... i think... then we were toking then dream to next scene le not xiaozhu =(funny sia why i can dream of such a thing...then when i woke up i stil can continue to day dream...i actualli daydream that i cnt slp then i go outside the window there and stand to see the sky then xiaozhu appear... haha or i actually imagine that i pick up someone'sphone which actually belong to xiaozhu but i dunoe then i saw Da S name in the phone book then i call to ask whose phone isiz... it reali turn out to be xiaozhu one sia.. then i say i take go return lor where u all... END UP I HAB TO GO TO BA DA DIAN TAI (i reali still in my lala land) and guess wad i see them hosting and dunoe why... i've been call to host as well... wad a lovely morning i hab really... but i doubt all this is going to happen? or isiz? i can stil rmber the front number i dial to xiaozhu...223-3308then dunoe dunoe wad liaoz... One thing i sure know that is...i wont be able to get his fone number unless i in the entertainment world.. or in taiwan doing entertainment....but the feeling... he hold my hand..is damn real...
juz argue with ron... haiz... i reali dunoe wad i doing... juz finish a nice dream and now? ... haix... whY shud my day be so suCky? wHy dO i hab a bf likE hIm? aLL i wish dat i cud hav someone who can support me, care for me, be there for me... am i asking too much?
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
I'm feeling so down today...maybe because of my maple, coz i dunoe wad to kill and dunoe how to level up fast but...after the 9pm show i feel...even more... down..I'm the kinda ger who loves to sing, dance and perform...since young i've always wanted to be a singer, dancer or actress...but those dreams are just drifting away from me...Back in Year 1 of my ITE, i went for the audition for Cemta Dance, and i got a B- for my outcome and those who dance worst than me? got a A- and then i gave up on my own... in my Secondary school dayz, i performand it was so kool...but now i ruined my own dream...To become a singer? i dun even have the guts to join and express myself....I can even fantaze that one day i am able to see Luo Zhi Xiang one day in i become one of them in the Entertainment World...I'm not even those kind of crazy fans who go chasing them wherever they go...nor attend the autograph session..i'm like juz stay in a corner and see him...that's y i always hoping to be a superstar... to fulfill my dreams and to see him face to face...But wake up, whenever i told my frenz bout this, what will they say? "Aiyah wake up lah, onli in ur lala land right haha" IT's waznt funny to me, even my boyfriend also said the same thing...he doesnt wan to hab a famous girlfriend but..itz my dream ! Arent u suppose to stand by me and support whatever i want to do? Instead u lOok like on me...n my frenz... I'm reali so sad.. maybe i dun have the talent for singer, dancer, actress, but.. just let me knw instead of telling me all this...Now there;s this Xiao Yuan Superstar...i want join.. and i msg one of my sister...she reply " huh, why the sudden u want to?" i was like.. it wasnt.. and i knw when i reply what i told her, maybe she dun believe coz she said "haha ok when u join let me know" Maybe i'm just daydreaming...i'm not the superstar kinda of ger.. No lOoks No talent nothing at all.... bUt i reali wan to be... one day i really wan to.. maybe i'm reali the kinda of ger who gives up easily and useless kind... daydreaming becoming a star one day... i reali.. dun knw... wad i am .. thinking...
Monday, November 14, 2005
*haIzyOz* juz now while browsing the webby, i went to the 100% Entertainment website to check who will bE the VIP for the show, nvr did i tot, i actualli saw a few posts scolding He Yao Wen if i not wrong lah her name, she's juz a hOst who comes to replace DA S onli and end up so mani pple critising her...*shake^head* pple is juz doing her own job ya lah maybe the way she host is bery the cold and end up xiaozhu hab to do everything budden wad can we do? whY somE fans are juz so idiotic? i mean whY go to the webby and post this kinda things and then they sad? last time stil got one fan go post scolding xiaozhu -_-''' nOw i knw whY i juz stay in a cOrner and envy my idol, coz u see i dun go for autograph session nor concert? I dun like to be squeeze in morever, xiaozhu wont like to see his own fans getting hurt right? i not trying to be BHB or showing off or whatever here...i'm juz glad that i not like them the crazy type, but when will i ever get to see xiaozhu in person? it juz a fantazing dream to see him but i knw i'll get a chance haha... if onli i can be a host or actor... which is also fat hope right? most of my frenz will say... *haIz* kE lian de hOst she is man...
Sunday, November 13, 2005
ytd went to ECP for bbQ...actualli it's meant for class gathering fOr QL budden it turn out to be our own bbQ instead, duE to lotsa tIngs haPpen in the last 2 mths.. well not reali our own bbQ...hmmm... still a gathering though for QL wahahaha...anYway.. it was fun and i was the last to recH and cUdnt wIsh Siti a hAppy bDay.. so sIti haPPy bIrthday ya...and yTd was the 2nd time i stand at the pit to cook food haha.. miracle happens again, the 1st time was @ jeff's bday...the whole night they play BLUFF, one game i dunoe but they stick the card on their forehead and i was like keep seeing and luffing...i dunoe how to deal with card games though haha.. cant tell right from my face haha...then at bOut 1am me and bOibOi went McCafe to sit, wow so lUcky we got the comfortable seats haha juz nice for 2. bIb was resting in the tent coz her nose wasnt well. then at 2+ she came and we tok tok unti McCafe close haha then the rest came and we move to Mac to sit and tok.. thEn mOomOo cOr me... we tok tok on fone lor. after whIch we went back to the pit and i start habing stomach ache.. untiL nOw stiL haB wOr... hahaha...but feeling better lor... hehee..onE thIng i bEry sad is dat yTd me and bIb cnt carry out our plan whIch is to style mY bOibOI's hairstyle *sObzsObz* nbm theres always the next time wahaha
Thursday, November 10, 2005
today morning wake up kaoz...headache + gidddy come... make me nearli cnt go for my auditing thingy...when i go... ok lah got someone help me do my work but i bery embarassed...sorry man...then lunch time...tummy dun wan to eat so i force.. onli half go in -______-''' thEn today we finish earli but bib and zhihuI not done yet so we slack in the room.. hahaha ytd they slack today they work wahahaha =x wah... reali hope i getting better.... now also feel the same...juz now i tok to my mummy bout my wrist... *haIx* i so scare i hab to go for oP...though itz juz a minor..years back uncle tan told me if it hurts i hab to operate...and recently it hurt coz i accidently hurt it.. i tot it was nth but my fren told me better to go for op so dat i can catch up with my work when sch reopenz...if not when sch reopens i go for op, scare maybe got mc for days and miss alot...i already tot le.. if i reali go for op.. i rest for the first 2 or 3 days then go back sch...although cnt write but i'll listen lor...better than nth though haharesults coming out soon also.. i so not prepare to see... T_T
hOw i wIsh i am living in taiwan...thEir fashiOn and clOthes are sO damn kOol...jUz lOok at DA S and xiAozhU...damN da S her bOots sO kOolz...and her dressing oh my god... angel from heaven...xiaozhu today wear a purple jacket WHICH spore will nvr hab bcOz thE coLor was damn fresh and nice although itz juz a normal piece..maybe of their seasons datz y they can hab many kinds of clothes... so envy...
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
yOz wassuP pEoplE~ gUess whOse baCk~ yeah me me ME XIAOZHU IS BACK !!! *ahEm* nOt lUo.zhI.xiAng or am i coPying hIm ok? mY zhU diffErent bUt somEtimes mY zhU same as hIs, i also love pIggis mahz hahahaha..finalli i am writing mY posty posty again...now somEonE wOnt naG at me with mIne "AuGust27 august27" hahahaha...iTz bEen hmmm2 months since i last wrote right? now nOv liaoz, timE fLy sO fast faSt...my exAmz also ovEr sO daMn relaX until toDay, mE, bIb, mar, zihUi, hUishi & candy & simIn & qianhui & onE more i forgot her name haha...tOday we head ovEr to ITE_Dover to do auditing...ain't kOol ok? bEry hard to do hor but at least we experience how next time our jOb is goNa to bE like and how the thing was...me and mar and hUishi we dO sales report whIch sEems easy lah but cOmE to calculating those long lOng receipts DIE is the word man~we start at bOut 9 and end bOut 5+, rech hOme 7+ O.O + oH mY gosh rIght? tmL stiL hab to wake uP wOr...ok lah now i go find things to do... later mUz see 100%entertainment... actualli i realise one thing sia... whethEr i watCh it at 5 or not? i will still watch @ night the repeat onE LOLX
